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PEOPLE!!!! I DONT USE THIS XANGA ANYMORE!!! I AM NOW:
TILTDHALO
FERGET BADDEST_CHIKK.....
PEACE
KAICEE | | |
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well.. since xanga has been down for a lil whyle.. i havent been able to blog...no mattur.. im here now..
so yesturday.. 2/3 besties (kellie and angie) came to mah house coz today we went to the bull roast.. well, they came ovur.. we ordered pizza, watched just married and final destination 2 and jurassic park and then we were giddy till four in the morning.. (thanks to mountain dew.)
neways.. we woke up today.. took our showers.. ate breakfast.. (me n angie had ramen noodles and kellie had mountain dew.) then we went to church and saw -the guy i like A LOT- named chris... angie and kellie like his oldur bro tim tho... and i found out the oldest bro's name is nick.. wow.. NEWAYS.. so we saw them.. buh they dint come to the bull roast.. *SOB*.. mushy gushy stuff now... me, kel and angie met up with the K WORD, chris (henry) and klemm.. the k word...it was horrible.. i was almost in tears.. but i cant cry.. because crying means im weak and that im defeated.. cant let that happen.. nopurz
im talkin to miss ter now about where our friend shar is goin to school... angie and kellie should be calling me soon.. coz me n klemm went on a walk,. and im supposed to tell them what happned. (nothing nasty.. we just talked)... and i need to vent to them... vent.. im like crazy.. i told them i was going crazy.. and i kno i blogged about this time and time again.
// WHY KAICEE (me) HATES MEN
1. they are lying, deceiving, cheating bastards (i.e... justin.. yeh.. HIM.. he asked kellie lyn out... u kno how hurtful that is?! fawgg...
2. they aren't in touch with theyir feminine side (i.e. they have nooo idea wut a chikk goes thru aftur a break up.)
3. they have no bad feelings when they are flirting (i.e. esp. if its with TWO OF YUR BEST FRIENDS IN FRONT OF YOU.)
4. they are about 2 million different othur reasons.. but wut it all comes down to is that they suck.... yeah.. as tempting, and hott, and beautiful and URGH!... they suck.... :(
I CANT STAND MEN ANYMORE! THEY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND!!! I AM SO ANGRY IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY.. TELL ME IM NOT CRAZY....
sorrie... it's been a really really really long day.... :(
-kaicee | | |
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i've been doin summer camp all week.. and when i say doin summer camp, i've been a councilor... u knoe how horrible it is to have kids runnin up to u for 7 hours a day/ 5 days a week askin you this and that?!?!?... hella horrible... ugh goodness
neways----
this chic eryn's bro came to the barn.. he's hella hott.. his name is michael... i took a pik of him and his friend dane todai.. hehe.. so that wus hella cool. and then at lunch, we got eryn to call him and then me n amy talked to him... lol.. imma go up to the barn on monday to hang out with him whil eryn rides... and then AFTUR that.. lol im goin to kellie lyn's housie and we gon hang out... HELL YEA!!!
-// t h o u g h t s
well... i cant wait until sunday, because im going to see -that guy- at church.. hehe.. u have noo idea how funny i find this whole situation... fugg this.... also... mah new homie... the othur guy.. i havent seen on in like a week or sumpthin... maybe hes like on restriction or he just kinda went -poof- and like.. he lke.. DISSAPEARED!... i told u they all do.... shall i name the guys for yooh? the ones that SEEMED interested and then just went bai-bai....
1) j. keating
2) chris
3) rob
4)marc
and now it's 5) justin....... *(sighs and sniffs*)
bull roast is on august 17.. im goin and bringin one of the besties... miss kellie lyn.. i invited miss ter, buh i dno if she rly wants to go... humph!
MSA show is on 24 and 25.. im doing just jumpers on 24 i thinkurz... it makes it all easy... so yeh...
nothing deep today... im too stressed out for deepness today... imma hit up sum eprops on sum of mah ppls.. peace
-kelliye
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soo soo much more drama.... gurr. somebody make it END... i dont even wanna get into this junk mayn.... gurr.. buh im hella angry that some people just cant seem to keep composure and keep it cool...
// t h o u g h t s
so.. wut do u do when yur fallin for a guy in yur past and two possibly in yur future, or the infatuations fer now? u stay fuggin confused and hope fate twists itself out of confusion and gets you back on track.. daz wut im hopin for.. but i guess u gotta do some work yourself.. if you leave it all up to -fate- u cud just screw yurself ovr.. if u stand up and do sumpthn bout it, den it can -move mountains
FAITH- if strong enough can move mountains....
i have faith in fate... how horrible is that.. how strange is that.. aww fugg.. i am so confusing myself...
past- he's always been there.. he drives me mad, he calms my nerves, he makes me angry, he makes me happy. he's meant everything to me since day one, and since i have accepted that as hard as i try, i will NEVER get over him.. atleast for now.. it has become easier for me to leave him behind... but he has always been there..
past/future- known him b4.. nevr rly looked at him in the way i have for a lil while now. he's hella great.. i dont rly kno wut else to say cept that he's def. changed. he used to be -best friend's uglee brother-... now he's.. just hella different.. i never thought i'd look at him this way at alll.. NEVER.. but i have, and it kinda scares me...
future?- well... i wont give details.. but my mom likes him.. he's -that guy- who i've been talkin bout for a bit... well yeah... i know his name, but he has no idea who i am.. which hella sux, but maybe, just maybe, things will change.. maybe he'll notice me one day... hah.. one day
ok.. i know yur thinkin - wut a horrible lil child-... o well... ill be horrible here on my own...
MORE DRAMA... to lazy to tell you kidz bout it...
-kelliye | | |
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well well well....
// highlights of -dee- day
more drama at summer cramp... u wud think we'd get sick of it by now and stop gettin beef wit eachother... but we're all a bunch of cwazy barn gurlz... pms, bitchiness, attitudes...
QUOTE OF THE DAY: `heey! no attitude.. this is not walmart!`.. i siad it to this girl colleen coz she wus gettin an attitude wit mee.. i hate crazy whyte gurls who dont kno mee... well, im haff whyte so maybe i shudnt say nething... GURR i hate little summer crampers who think they knoe bettr than mee! ugh!
//mah thoughtz
I HATE SUMMER CRAMPERS!!
i fugin hate em... u wud hate em too!... gurr.. grudge grudge grude- mumble mumble mumble.... this is sooo awful...
- well, still FEELiN the same as yesturday.. if ya kno wut i mean... no? o well... ish okiez.. buh dude.. marilee wus -sniffin- around for me yesterday... thank god fer her.. she's so awesome.. too bad she lives in cali.. she's mah homie... her and ian man.. lolz.. ok.. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE THOUGHTS...
THOUGHTS:
im feelin hella confused, hella sad, hella happy and hella mad. that fuggin rhymes.
confused- i just dont understand some things (well thats the definition of confused riaght?).. or.. really, i cant work out myself anymore... it hella sux... u fall for a guy.. but u still have feelings for anothur.. anothur wunn who shudda been gon a hella long time ago.. and this OTHER guy who yur fallin for doesnt even know WHO THE FUGG YOU ARE... wooh... now somebuddi tell me that doesn't suck. they dont kno yur name, they prollie nevr noticed u b4.. and yur just kinda starin at them from far away thinkin - if only i had the balls to talk to them-.. then yu remember u dont have balls.. i fugged up the moment didnt i? damnit.... fugg this.. lemme sort mahself out a bit.. n then imma blog back...
-kelliye | | |
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