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| People Always Leave.I'm not as hard as you would have thought I was. I love you. But I knew it was for the best. I still think its for the best. Look at you and your new job! Without me, I just know that you would work that much harder. That much I knew. I have to stop being so selfish sometimes. But you still dont understand. I'm proud of you. But I'm still dissappointed that it had to be this way. You're one of my best friends... but I guess I'll just have to let that go. I guess I'm used to people leaving... | | |
| You know, I've realized that I'm not good at letting things go. I don't like how things ended and as much as I like to say I have forgotten and let go of it, I haven't. Truth is, I miss it. ALL of it. I don't understand how you couldn't understand how we were feeling. There is a lot of truth in what we say. All you had to do was talk to us. How difficult is that? We were trying to tell you how we felt. but that didn't matter much. I guess that was what it came down to. Not talking to me make you realize how much you really didn't want me around. I was unworthy to be in your presence. I could fix it. It really isn't that hard. But I guess thats not really fair to me is it? I tend to be the band-aid in this relationship called us. I want it, but I guess thats all one-sided. If you want it to, then you go be the band-aid for once. I bet thats never going to happen. Stubborn of me? yes. but for the better; I'd think. Otherwise, I'll live my life to the fullest without you. Not saying that I'm not happy. I am living the life that I think I should be living right now, and doing quite well. I have love. Thats all I ever really needed. Love. | | |
| On the Road to Recovery (Reminders to Self):
- Freedom means you can redesign your life and the sky's the limit¡Xyou can take all the things you hoped for in your relationship, all your dreams about what love should be and feel and look like, and find a guy who will actually make them happen.
- Did the person that said it takes half the time of a relationship to get over it, think that maybe mathematical equations don't apply to the heart? To feel better about the broken relationship, you first must feel better about yourself.
- The sooner you stop calling him and work on healing yourself, the sooner the time will come when you can really be his friend.
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| Dont know if anyone ever reads this anymore but my god, does this year suck... well, socially that is. You know, graduating this year, so many things in store for us but for some reason, things tend to go wrong for me. Go figure.. | | |
| Haven't written in a while... nothing much to say. I'm sure if I thought about it I would be able to tell you guys a lot but I don't want to remember. Anyways, school started... waiting for something new to come along and take over to start changing things. Hrm.. well see what happens. | | |
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