please stop making me wanna throw up. thanks  too much 3d games make me dizzy. =) lol!!!!!!!! PS3 needs to come with narcotics. I dont know if i like paying $650 for throw up -_-


Helllooooo-snake =)


Helloooooo God of War2, my fav! Can't wait for GoW3. not gears of war -_-


247 HITS comboooooooooooooooo


i love my pink background KEK =)


super yummi mochi




green goodness. ah nom nom nom nom....


super tasty red bean ice cream ;)


made this at work. =)


I watched Epi 1, 10, 11 (max 11 episodes). it's a stupid jdrama called Absolute Boyfriend, the plot is super stupid. It's about this girl that gets a robotic boyfriend that is her ideal! I watched it for the guy Hayami Mokomichi... OH MY GOD. he's sooooooooooooooo cute. >_< YIKES. It's just like how people would watch gay dramas just for the hot girl..same thing here. o man >_<




Drama here: http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Absolute_Boyfriend

why aren't there more guys that look like him in the U.S.?? I'm really never fond of the whole "long hair" thing or girly men. not him though! omg. >_< I just sent his pic to the bf and see what he says lol. !!!!!!!!!!!!



my dad sent me this video to watch. It's really inspiring. Randy Pausch Last Lecture: Achieving Your Childhood Dreams.

I just finished this movie. 3rd movie of DeathNote. If you wanna see the movie go here: http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_L_Change_the_World_-_Movie.

I just finished watching a 77 epi korean historical drama called Yi San. It was hella long. It was pretty good. haha. Whats up with people (guys) loving to watch those HS love dramas, and schoolgirl dramas. It's so... eww. -_-'' perv...? For some reason, I tend to like watch old dramas. I like this actor:


woot! he's actually mad old. lol. Takashi Sorimachi. He always play the "cool guy" in dramas and so forth. haha. I'm currently watching his series called HOTMAN. It's about a single father raising an only daugher, and the little girl in there, is sooo perfect and super sweet and cute. I wish in the future I will have a kid like her!!




omg shes sooo cuteeeeeeee WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I will definitely make my kid be like her!


On a lighter note. i cut my hair. never cut it this short actually. ever.



The bf thinks I look like the girl from resident evil. hence this photoshopped pic -_-

It's much too scary to know that our features actually fit together. -_-... maybe i wish my face was as skinny as hers but it's not.





new purse =)

I kinda wanna get this one, balenc motorcycle purse.

It's cute, i wish i was that skinny though. how did nicole richie loose that weight?? MY midsection is fat as crap! it definitely doesnt help when I bought like... enough bikinis for a 2 week vacation from VS. Terrible! I've spent way too much there. it's madness. they should stop sending me shit..

some of the things i want...








and... i made this at work today haha....




I had Yakitori on Saturday.




The food was aiite. The EBI shrimp had a good tasting sauce on it. I got the quail eggs and bacon over scallops. The chicken was good, but not the beef. it was too tough for my taste. overall. very fun environment. There was another yakitori place 4 stores away, the service was really shitty. they refused to let us sit in a 3 people seat - 1 table with 3 chairs. we are a party of 2... then they took us all the way into the back back part of the restaurant corner, where 2 tables were on top of each other, and told us to sit there.. i was like.. what the fuck ? then i said, i dont want to sit there, can  i just sit on the regular 3 seater. Then they said they have to ask the manager. I was like, na dont ask . I'm leaving. yeah, fuck you!........ refusing customer to sit in a "3 people" table. why can't they just remove 1 chair? They were just ridiculous..and its not only a table in the back, it's a room, where you pass the kitchen area... it's like they just opened up one of their storage rooms and tried to fit more people in there for business. I'm never going back there again, despite whatever they say. The one I went to is the Yakitori Toshiro. ..the one I left, I cant remember the name, but it had the word Yakitori on it. It's the first store after the guy who was selling the Kanye Sunglasses and hats.

ok. I'm sleepy now... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzz

There are SO many people that are selfish. I guess that's the point here right. There's also so many people who are mad nosey and bossy. ESPECIALLY when it comes to MONEY. I really am starting to believe it destroys people. Including myself. Sometimes I am so money driven on my career path that I sometimes forget the joy or plain happiness that I've done something. I guess I'm not challenged enough, and people are always looking for something BIGGER and BETTER. I'm actually scared of this. I'm scared that I can't do what I preached. This is the idea of contentment. Is there ever a limit, or when I can say, yes, I am very happy with everything and could not ask for more. Then I look at homeless people, or elderly who are in pain... then ask, what is their level of contentment? I think a lot of people hold to money and protect it with their life. This goes for everybody or anybody that I know who refuses to step out of their comfort zone and make a significant change on their life, because they just "don't want to spend." This is what I mean when a lot of people talk big about themselves but can never follow through. I also know GF's who actually refuses to PAY, because the GUY should always pay. I know GF's who couldn't accept an expensive gift, unless it is tailored to them. A guy proposed to a girl with a ring that picked out that he thought was special for her. But she didn't like it. She wanted to start all over and to her style...etc, otherwise she won't go through with it. I don't understand. I couldn't say anything because its none of my business. I've also heard some comments that basically says, "hey he must be really rich if he can buy you this X" ..... people completely don't value the sentimental meaning or "thought that counts". I actually responded with, "yo, what the fk, what's wrong with u" ..... I also know girls who've asked me how come a "gold digger can do x and x and get stuff x and x" how can i do that? WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!

How about people that tell you or comment on HOW you want to spend your money?
I said I wanted to go on vacation, and the first thing they say is, hey that is expensive, i dont think that is a reasonable price for a vacation. I was just merely talkin about a vacation and save money.. like... 6K? and the comment was, "a vacation should be just a few k".. dude. who gives a shit. It's my vacation. I mean, I understand if my mother were to say it .. but what about people who don't give it a second though, and the immediate reaction is it's too much money. But if their BF pays for it, it's never too much? what the fuck. I don't know. I never think guys was a wallet. I always thought, yo. If i wanted a fkin Chanel purse, I will go buy it myself. If i told my bf, he takes too long to buy it. If i wanted the $600 La Mer, I just buy it myself.

How about people who are lazy, doesn't really work that hard, and all they say is that is too expensive? I know this girl who refuses to eat Pinkberry cus it's too expensive, but if I buy it for her, she'll eat it. what the fk. It's people who are not POOR, it's people who are in the middle class status that have not a lot of financial obligations, that are saying these things. I am 100% sure my financial obligations are way higher that's why. I think that if you refuse to eat Pinkberry because it's too expensive, if someone else offers it to me, I would refuse at first, because that's courtesy. or at least Thank for the offer. I just don't think people should be such pigs. I would feel completely embarrassed if i were to say it was "too expensive". It's on regular priced things, it's not something over $400.

Maybe it's the way I live in NY, I don't know. I really don't feel like $300 is a big deal. You can get a sandwich for like $10-11 where I live, without a drink. If you buy some fruits, it's already $50 bucks. $300 bucks is like 3 shirts at A|X or Bebe. It's really not that much. I'm not telling people to eat $300 Korean BBQ's or Kobe beef, or something that can be overly excessive in someone's budget. Some people won't even shell out $10 BUCKS for a movie. They are so money conscious but they can't buy anything for themselves, much less for you!

Maybe my attitude is different. I really feel like, you can ALWAYS earn money back. ALWAYS. Money is intangible. You going to get a paycheck again and again. You are not 60 years old... you are young, and there are plenty of opportunities for you. Take risks, chase your dreams, go for the things you want that you never had. Do it all with your own hard work, and not on someone else's money or time. I also don't mind paying for other people. That is what I also realized. 98% of my friends are cheap.

So here's the question, are they really "friends". That goes back to my point above, that I've became really extremely non-chalant about friends. I really don't give a shit =) This is something I really can't stand. When your friends are MAD CHEAP. I always try to pay for their meals, just to see how they are next time. I want to see if they remember or they are just one of those, "I want to come over and stay and eat your food". Especially people who are out of town who just wants to stay over so they don't have to pay for a hotel, FREQUENTLY. .. I don't understand. You dont' work or something???? I feel like I should just treat them EXACTLY how they treat others. If they're cheap on me when I visit them in MD, I will be cheap on them when they come to NY.

There are some people that I brushed aside previous months ago, some guys. Who I think are really nasty and nerds. I always had nightmares of seeing them on the street, and guess what happened. It happened. I've been seeing people that I never want to see in my life, pass me on the street. It's just people who couldnt take no for an answer and repeatedly harass me. Apart of me felt bad for saying mean things, but I meant every word..Don't you hate it when they keep TXT-ing you with random info. Last night I got this on my gmail chat.



WHAT? AT first i was like, he's in a hostel. reminds me of that movie. lol. I'm like, oh he's dead. STOP MSG-ING ME!!!! IT's been Months!
(YEA YEA i know what a hostel IS)


The other hand, there are some few good friends that will definitely help you when you need them most. Cherish them. and spoil them. jk


On a less serious note.

So yes, I've been daydreaming about vacation everyday at work. =) Finally. Maybe at the end of the year, with the bf. =)






Stress relieving edmame. It's called "Forever Edmame" you can pop those beans out and it goes back in lol.


Some XML gallery for a movie page I'm working on at work. I haven't seen movies lately, but I want to see KungFu Panda, Love Guru, Zohan!



Half of the women in Taiwan fake their orgasms, according to new findings. A survey of 400 women ages 30-60 revealed that the women were faking "so as not to hurt their husbands' egos but 30 percent plan to speak up or seek divorce unless their husbands improve their lovemaking techniques," the Earth Times reports.

I showed my bf the link about Taiwan Women, he was like -_-................... teehee.






http://videogames.yahoo.com/events/spore/spore-creature-creator/1218917

I really don't like spore. I don't like weird looking cockroach-looking-nasty-bugs. I gave it a try because the bf asked me to give it a chance. SO I DID. It was weird. It wasn't bad. but it was weird. Go download the character thing.




Spore from Tinkerbell on Vimeo.

my first creature has a spikey pee pee HAHHAHAHAH