i know i have stopped updating but this is worth it!

i know that given time people will change.  but why does it always seem that people either change for the worse or stay exactly the same?  as i see it, you;ve just become a straight up bitch.  only concerned with what deals with you and completely demoralized.  you're just not the same anymore.  and guess what, you are so effing vain you probably think that this entry is about you.  and guess what?  if you think that it is about you then it probably is about you.  guilty conscience?  i think so.

i'd like to thank those that help me with relieving my stress and listening to me vent about the issues discussed above. 

i had a reunion today with my buddy mason.  its been so long yet we still can talk like we're old friends.  And he still remembers me:

dis is yu saying: ima go werk out there soon
dis is yu saying: and we'll lunch
o babietiger o: hahah aok sounds like a plan
dis is yu saying: lolz u didnt change
dis is yu saying: i even imagined u saying tat in all ur lindsay-ness
o babietiger o: hahahaha
o babietiger o: yea i really didnt
o babietiger o: ahahah in all my lindsay-ness?
dis is yu saying: yea
o babietiger o: can i ask you to exaplin what lindsay-ness is?
dis is yu saying: i cant explain u better than u can explain urself
dis is yu saying: altho wen u say that u typically
dis is yu saying: pull ur head back and have like pronounced posture
dis is yu saying: squint ur eyes
dis is yu saying: smirk
dis is yu saying: and say "aok that sounds like a plan"
dis is yu saying: w/ a hint of nice-sarcasm
dis is yu saying: just ahint
dis is yu saying: o yea
dis is yu saying: and the whole thingis done w/ genuine niceness
dis is yu saying: very lindsay-esque

this conversation made my day ;]]  and yes mason, we will lunch.  hahaha

on another note, from this point on, summer is going to be nothing short of amazing.

so now im officially the big  2 0  and no longer a teen.  this is just an entry dedicated to everyone who called me,

texted me, imed me, left me facebook msgs, etc. to wish me a happy birthday.  I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!  i really appreciate all the warm wishes <33*  also, thanks to everyone who came out on saturday to celebrate my birthday with me.  i got trashed and it was great ;]]  special thanks to jen, my party planner, eunice, kristen and judith for handling the bill and all that drama.  dinner this thursday my lovelies!  and to peter, the best boyfriend ever.  i love you.  thank you for everything.

and this saturday, june 24th, is another birthday celebration for peter, tommy, boyeon and me.  come through!  this is open to anyone and everyone.  if youre interested let me know and ill ask amy woo, who is our party planner =) 

thank you again to everyone who made my birthday what it was.  i love my friends! *pics to come

**edit.  last night was great too.  happy birthday to peter, boyeon and tommy!  thank you to everyone who came out to party! 

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reasons why jen han is the bestest person ever

hanman is the biggest scatter brain ever

she leaves 5 minute voicemail messages to tell you that she will meet you at 10

shes mad chills and always down to do whatever whenever

shes uber considerate and always looking out for her friends

she can be ridiculously mushy with you but you cant say anything remotely sweet to her or she'll hit you and call you gay

she always has the nicest clothes and bags (yea im superficial. so what, its not like you let me borrow that shit *hinthint* ahah)

she ALWAYS knows exactly what im thinking and is thinking the SAME exact thing.  And she never judges me for the terrible things that im thinking muahahaha

yea so those are some of the reasons why i love jen han.  <33*

i never knew...i never knew that everything was falling through