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| all good things must come to an end. the sun sets. the waves crash. the day ends. the bird...gets shot down by the hunter. hahaha oh wow. i really need to come up w. more. but forgive me, i was about to say like..the computer crashes. but. thought that'd be more gay...
point being.
don't cry. but i'm leaving my xanga. after over 2 years of postinghere, i love you but you must learn to stand on your own.
but, if you can't do that, i'll be posting at my coxanga now. (:
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| wednesdays are no fun. i have dumb breaks in b/t my classes just to draw out my day. in consideration tho, i think this qtr i have significantly less classes than i should considering i'm taking 4 classes. i think it's cuz only one of my classes require section huh. cuz dude, i was looking at my schedule next year. and man, i have a lot of class...
so our im tennis is over cuz we lost in the semi's. whatever tho. it was a good experience and i'm glad i played (:
this weekend should be fun. i have mae in may on friday (dude. we need to work out the driving craaaaap) and i think i'm just gonna skip my one class on friday and go home thursday afternoon to avoid the traffic that just might kill me. yes. kill me. cuz i'll be stuck there for weeks and die of water deprivation. sad thought for you, i'm sure. mm i love being home. and THEN. there's no school on monday so this extra long weekend is good.
so. i'm wearing a shirt right now w. a hole in it. i should be concerned and not wear it anymore. but i don't care because it's comfortable. i think it gives my shirt..character (:
i went on a spontaneous trip w. britta yesterday to the hot tub. seriously, why haven't i gone before?? it's so relaxing. you just sit there and talk. well, then you get too warm and want to get out. but besides that, when you first go in, it's nice. haha okay just thought i'd tell you. cuz it was really exciting for me to do something NOT PLANNED! AHHH.
dude. have i mentioned that i've been doing A LOT of dumbass things lately?? i KEEP tripping!!! not like, "yo yo, quit trippin'.." no. not like that. but like foot-hits-something-on-the-ground-and-lose-your-balance-look-like-an-idiot tripping. like yesterday, i left muir50 kinda giddy cuz it was our last class and it was pretty laid back and i was just happy that i'm almost done w. that class. so i'm semi-skipping outside of hss, but i really wasn't skipping (cuz that'd be weird..), just walking happily, and then i freakin hit the uneven pavement and lunge like 5 feet before i catch my balance again. and there were ppl around too. agh. i was so embarrassed i had to call someone and tell them before i burst trying to hold it in. that's the way to get over embarrassment, i tell you. you need to tell someone about it so then you can laugh at it and make jokes about stamping IDIOT to your forehead. yep. i think ucsd should put up signs that say "MAJOR TRIP ZONE" or something. like, outside of hss. that's a major trip zone. for sure..
okay i think i'm done. but before i go. i'm just going to leave you w. this:
love is. being able to call each other in the middle of the night just because you need someone there.
i love my best!!
HOLY SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I COMPLETELY MISSED ONE TREE HILL LAST NIGHT CUZ OF TENNIS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SOMEONE TEEEEELL ME THEY TAPED IT. JESSICA?!?! | | |
| things i need to do that i'm not doing:
1. my essay. DAMMIT.
2. go to the dmv and renew my license.
3. get a new bank card. are they supposed to send me a new one? agh. i cannot live w.o it.
4. shop. no really. i need to. i swear...
5. get a new laptop and return this one.
er. okay i think that's it.
dude i'm so tired right now. it's not even 10!! w.t.h.
i think it's only when i have hw to do that i'm tired.. the irony.
things that freakin rock:
1. dancing crazy w. the roomies while singing..or yelling..to kelly clarkson and dashboard.
Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear.
So we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it.
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| omg. i have been so freakin easily annoyed for the past like, 3 days and counting.
please don't piss me off. i really just might eat you.
things that suck:
1. forgetting your phone charger at home.
2. having no room in your fridge.
3. having your laptop hate you.
4. your essay's inability to write itself.
5. school.
6. little beds.
7. a hot room. not hot as in, cool. but hot like, temperture.
8. an ipod running out of room.
9. annoying people.
10. being confused.
11. forgetting things.
12. expectations.
13. layers.
14. caring too much about what other ppl think.
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| why am i sleepy?
i got my hair cut today. and then i went to the dentist to get my teeth
cleaned. i hate going to the dentist. i don't even care if it didn't
hurt. it's unpleasant anyway. whatever, no teeth about to rot or fall
out so i guess that's the best anyone can hope for.
then i went to see jo off to prom!! aww she was freakin HOTT. w. TWO
t's. daymn. if i were a boy, i'd do you. (: hahah but anyway, that was
fun and oddly enough, i left w.o my purse but with flan..? btw, the
flan is good!
lounged around lazily for the remainder of the afternoon and then i went out w. my parents to eat at hondaya in tustin. yum.
what am i doing now? i feel like i'm tired but then i also feel the
obligation to do my essay. because my essay freakin sucks so
essentially i'm writing the whole thing over. ):
also, my laptop is being freakin ridiculous. it'll randomly go to this
blue screen w. writing on it. and it's so complicated, telling me to
uninstall whatever i installed and if that doesn't work then do some
safe mode crap and if that doesn't work then contact the ppl from the
installed program?! i mean..WHAT?!?! i HATE it when directions are like
that. it's never just like, black and white. it's always..well, try
this and see what happens..and then if that doesn't work then blah blah
blah. and in the end, it's like, if none of the craptalk i just gave
you worked, then do contact the makers of your computer. uh, THANKS. so
i'm seriously contemplating returning my laptop. but then i
worked SOOOO hard to regain decent music after my first itunes music
disappearance. man. this sucks. screw windows.
i feel so blah. BLAH.
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