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happy new years eve ;) 

--hope you ppl have a good one this year, hehe, a great new year

...<33

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  goodbye 2004.  it was a good year.  i'm just happy that it'll be over soon though, i can't take it anymore!!  2004 was such a stupid but good year with all tha bitches and hoes...  i liked 2004 b/c i met a lot of people that are really nice and i'm happy i got past some challenges and i'm glad that i didn't avoid them.  i guess 2005 is coming up so we face the same ass crap all over again. lol, pls, don't expect anything new.  (; 

everything in my past, i wanna let it all go.  somehow i wanna start new, but then it's so hard to put back all the good memories.  and i don't want to forget everything i started, everything i won over, and everything i care about right now. 

args, what am i doing right now?  hmm, actually, nothing...  i'm so fucken bored.  omfg, how can u ever be THIS bored??!?!!  i dun even wanna study for midterms.  (;  ima fail... omgod...

--- what did you do this year??  --- do you regret any moments??  --- do you wish that you have gotten everything back this year? 

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reflecting back on 2004:

lol, i still remember hanging out afterschool.  like everyday i PMSed about the fact that kim and vicky were stalking this guy named Benjamin.  haha, and one time i like killed all of these trees with this stick full of thorns i found.  omg, and the chicken place.  too bad i dun have anymore money or will could still go there and eat chicken wings.  :)  and sometimes my tummy<3 will come along too.  lol, let's see... meeting someone really cool at mega academy.  spending my chinese new year money on crap.  lol.   meeting more new people like CT and dajung and stephanie a.  lol, they're such swt tarts<3.  hahaha, i loved 2004.  i can't believe its ending so soon when it just begun like... ever since january 1st.  oh wells, i guess we all have to grow up and move on...

happy birthday salina!  (;`<3

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if you tell me to imagine, i'll close my eyes and try my best to understand your illusions. 

don't tell me what to do.  conceal all your pain and let me through.  because i rather rip out your veins than let you swallow your pride because so much dignity was given to you.  all you had to do was seize it.  but i guess it was just too damn hard right??

people who are changing words so they can sound cute...?  thats just fucken lame.  speak english people.  you people are like the sizes of giffrafes.  please don't speak to me like "habby" or "lub"... wtf is that??  it's HAPPY and LOVE!!  if you can't grow up by now, what are the chances you ever will?  and what's with people changing?  stick to who you are because the first impression lasts forever...literally.  PLS, stop being so fucken silly and lame.  and stop exchanging letters!  how is K better than C in cute?  lol...  stupid wannabes...   

merry christmas ...<3

i'm bored... new picture thrown up,  so dark... 

so anyways, goodbye 2004,  o yay, a whole new year of unworthy crap.  such that, with that new year called ...2005, we will eventually face a new load of issues, talk about a whole new list of bitches, and laugh about it all together when we get to spend time with each other.    in other words, its gonna be the same ass shit as 2004...  except the numbers are different and we are closer to maturing.  buh then again, don't count on those "idiots" for ever moving on from this sad muthafucking world that only exists in our mind. 

if i'm a pussy, that makes you a dick...

and again, merry christmas ...<3

o yes, i do have resolutions:

[cut the cursing]  [passing midterms] [staying in my regents class] [respect my family more of who they are and how they helped me in life] [forget my grudges i held in the past] [realize that its a whole new year for other people including me] [treasure those i love] [never suck-up] 

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