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Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 23:40:59 GMT

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Friday, December 31, 2004

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 14:17:40 GMT

happy new years eve ;)

--hope you ppl have a good one this year, hehe, a great new year

...<33

;]*<3`xoxo

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 18:45:13 GMT

goodbye 2004. it was a good year. i'm just happy that it'll be over soon though, i can't take it anymore!! 2004 was such a stupid but good year with all tha bitches and hoes... i liked 2004 b/c i met a lot of people that are really nice and i'm happy i got past some challenges and i'm glad that i didn't avoid them. i guess 2005 is coming up so we face the same ass crap all over again. lol, pls, don't expect anything new. (;

everything in my past, i wanna let it all go. somehow i wanna start new, but then it's so hard to put back all the good memories. and i don't want to forget everything i started, everything i won over, and everything i care about right now.

args, what am i doing right now? hmm, actually, nothing... i'm so fucken bored. omfg, how can u ever be THIS bored??!?!! i dun even wanna study for midterms. (; ima fail... omgod...

--- what did you do this year?? --- do you regret any moments?? --- do you wish that you have gotten everything back this year?

;]*<3`xoxo

reflecting back on 2004:

lol, i still remember hanging out afterschool. like everyday i PMSed about the fact that kim and vicky were stalking this guy named Benjamin. haha, and one time i like killed all of these trees with this stick full of thorns i found. omg, and the chicken place. too bad i dun have anymore money or will could still go there and eat chicken wings. :) and sometimes my tummy<3 will come along too. lol, let's see... meeting someone really cool at mega academy. spending my chinese new year money on crap. lol. meeting more new people like CT and dajung and stephanie a. lol, they're such swt tarts<3. hahaha, i loved 2004. i can't believe its ending so soon when it just begun like... ever since january 1st. oh wells, i guess we all have to grow up and move on...

Monday, December 27, 2004

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 19:37:46 GMT

happy birthday salina! (;`<3

edits:_______________

if you tell me to imagine, i'll close my eyes and try my best to understand your illusions.

don't tell me what to do. conceal all your pain and let me through. because i rather rip out your veins than let you swallow your pride because so much dignity was given to you. all you had to do was seize it. but i guess it was just too damn hard right??

people who are changing words so they can sound cute...? thats just fucken lame. speak english people. you people are like the sizes of giffrafes. please don't speak to me like "habby" or "lub"... wtf is that?? it's HAPPY and LOVE!! if you can't grow up by now, what are the chances you ever will? and what's with people changing? stick to who you are because the first impression lasts forever...literally. PLS, stop being so fucken silly and lame. and stop exchanging letters! how is K better than C in cute? lol... stupid wannabes...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 22:00:25 GMT

merry christmas ...<3

i'm bored... new picture thrown up, so dark...

so anyways, goodbye 2004, o yay, a whole new year of unworthy crap. such that, with that new year called ...2005, we will eventually face a new load of issues, talk about a whole new list of bitches, and laugh about it all together when we get to spend time with each other. in other words, its gonna be the same ass shit as 2004... except the numbers are different and we are closer to maturing. buh then again, don't count on those "idiots" for ever moving on from this sad muthafucking world that only exists in our mind.

if i'm a pussy, that makes you a dick...

and again, merry christmas ...<3

o yes, i do have resolutions:

[cut the cursing] [passing midterms] [staying in my regents class] [respect my family more of who they are and how they helped me in life] [forget my grudges i held in the past] [realize that its a whole new year for other people including me] [treasure those i love] [never suck-up]

edits:______

which all tha bitches in this world, your the worst. what tha fuck, you think your so cool with ..err..nobody. lol, funny eh? it was so fun to see all of your "friends". you know, when you ran to them after all tha shit?? remember back, it was only one person... but after all this shit, i hope you die, you fucken hoe. well, actually, i don't hope that you fucken die cus that'll be awfully wrong and i'm not that kind of a person.

no wonder you didn't get a fun xmas cus you've been on the despised list... yea right something good will show up at your door. dun tryda pretend. dun tryda be like a different person. your the same ass bitch ive known from the beginning. and stop trying to bs with my friends. they are not your friends. and they never will be. you think otherwise but they will end up betraying your ass before they reach mine. dumb hoe, go suck on something. it'll make you feel better. it always did.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 20:29:50 GMT

because you live and breathe. because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help...

i wanna fly looking in your eyes*

Monday, December 13, 2004

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 22:06:24 GMT

hey wsupps ?

12/12 arghs, time is going slow. i want my results back from the sshsat... now! args... math&science midterms coming up. ;x and then the stupid ELA... dammmit, i dun wanna take it buh i haf to or i fail the course... >;0 owells, the school system is stupid no matter wah happens. ;D

edits:/// >;0 bad day

wtf, stupid ms. segarra. dumb bitch, talking about her lil secret. thats not a fucken secret. my gosh, wtf, i dun care if you dink you gotta take care of me or you gotta guide me in anything. you wanna guide me? then live my life or else leave me alone. i know where i'm going. and stop fucken apologizing. why would you feel sorry for me? i dun need anyone in my life. i dun even want my friends around during the hard times. and i don't push my family away from all of my problems. i tell them wha i do know and how i fucken feel. don't offend me that way. i don't disrespect you. if you look around, who is? you just don't know how to teach and i feel sorry that u dont. i do listen in other classes, you just can't teach. if you could, maybe we would've respected you. you wouldn't have to tell us and waste time with our brain, okay? seriously, i could sing alright. i just don't want to. i'm not even talking during class. i'm singing just to make you happy. wtf, if i didn't care about how you would think about how i acted, i wouldn't want you to tell me. and i do tell myself that maybe i should settle down but you just make it worst. if some of the ppl dun feel like singing, then let them be. what? they gonna die in front of your face cus they aren't singing? talking about safe, they learn if they wanna, who cares? your not their future. there future is not yours. can we leave it that way? you wanna make us sing? then you couldv'e sed that from the beginning of the yr, not be a total mistake to us and the school.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 19:22:38 GMT

arghs, i'm at the library right now. i'm so bored. its gonna rain soon, i bet. lols.

wsupps? yay, the yrbook staff pics is tomorrows. harharhar. ;) and then the weekend. i love the weekends, i dun gotta do anything at ALL. the science exam was so... stupid, like it wasnt easy, it was just so fucken stupid. why do they give us exams???? stupid teachers...

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 22:17:00 GMT

wed. : something is gonna happen :D

thurs. : science exam >;0

frida. : yrbook staff picture [:

fall on your knees, or hear the angel's voices or night devine, oh night, when christ was born.

___edits:// omgosh, you ppl look so pretty in the yrbook. (;

Monday, December 06, 2004

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 20:15:44 GMT

you r graceful. :) i wanna be just like you.

my xmas list:

1. necklace any, i dun care as long as it's silver :)

2. jansport bookbag (black)

3. something else... memorable pictures//notebooks//smiles

ima try to get you special ppl some gifts. :] see, i'm trying...

iloveyooh*(:

--;; i dun wanna go to HS. arqhs, i want my results back NOW. ima miss my new/old friends who are always so fun. never gave me anything to regret about. i never thought about not being their friends 'cept when we fight ;) i<3 it when we fight. hehe, it clears the air. ima miss my friend, samyn... my best friend kim&victoria... OooOo, i know, Janet too, for keeping me laughing and just looking up to her in math cus she's so stinkin smart. hmm, who else? salina too for her shortpride. anna too, hehe, is your scrap book full yet?? :0 my stomach is keeping her HS choice away from me. owells, hope to find out soon cus ima miss her too. :)*<3 and also, aura, for ...keeping my head up high... arghs, her wrds keeps my chin up steadyy. and and and... argh, i cant think anymore!! owells,