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| Wow, one more month and that would make it another year of a new xanga entry. I just finished reading my previous entry and I begin to laugh at myself. It brings back so many memories that I have forgotten, good and bad. I do miss blogging on xanga, it lets me release my feelings and shit in my head haha. Anyways, I know that i'm not going to be on this probably for another year, so let me say what I need to say until next year. College has been pretty rough..a lot of studying and pressure, but thank god my first quarter is over. Two more to go! And ironically, I really miss my dorm room hahaha. I miss my bed there and the freedom to go out whenever I want versus coming home and working non-stop. I've been working six days in a row already and i'm mentally and physically wiped out. Thank god I don't have to work tomorrow nor Thursday. Anyways, I know i'm skipping around a lot, but i'm typing whatever that pops up into my head. This christmas (seven minutes ago) was enjoyable. I received a hollister fur jacket from mei, a JCREW hoodie from michelle, $45 gift card to macy from monica and I think the best gift was from my sister (literally). She bought me white chucks and an abercrombie handbag. It was exactly what I wanted! Sometimes I feel really bad because I don't spend enough on her, money and time wise. That's why i'm trying to buy both Nicole and Collin whatever they want, as long as it's within my budget haha! But yeah, this reminds me of my previous entry about driving. Well, my parents finally bought me a New 2007 Corolla S during the month of March of 07, and i've been driving it since May/June of 07 to school and random places like westlake, stonestown, irving...And finally, I got the hang of parking! Whew! It took me forever to learn how to parallel park. I guess practice does make perfect. I have viola lessons in less than 12 hours, I really should be sleeping, but i'm getting into this blog. Speaking of viola lessons, i'm trying to apply for a music scholarship at UCSC, but i'm a little hesitant. I feel that i'm not committed enough. I guess i'm too lazy to get into the process of making the recording, practicing, going to orchestra rehersals, private lessons and blah blah. Ugh, why does life have to be sooo difficult, but I guess it's the way of life? Wow, that sentence really made no sense. Oh well, I guess I can just laugh at myself next year when I re-read this. This is probably by far the longest xanga entry i've ever written, but I feel better about myself now that i'm "expressing" my thoughts. Seriously, i'm soo brain dead. I really want to sleep, but weirdly to say, I can't fall asleep. Yes, I noticed that I AM really weird haha. Well, I have less that two more weeks before college starts again, and I better enjoy it while I can! Tiffany and Lawrence should be coming in a couple days, I guess that will spark up some excitement?! I guess i'll call it a night/day/year. I will be back one year later.
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| Note: This entry was meant for typing, not reading.
Wow, this is kind of weird. It's already been almost one year since I was on xanga. This really reminds me of the times where I use to make stupid layouts almost on a weekly basis. (what a waste of precious time..), but this really brings back the memories though. Maybe I should go back on xanga..I feel that this is the only place where I can release everything..and bull shit the whole way through. haha. but yeah, so much shit has been going on. There's no one that I can actually talk to..everyone seems to space out when i'm explain my shit to them. I guess I can't blame them..I would have spaced out too...maybe even fall asleep. I just learned that even the closes people around you can always decive you in a bitter way. I don't want to get into details, but if you want to know, holler! yeahhh.. it's finals week. I should be studing, but i've been cutting so much, I dont even know WHAT to study for. (this is kind of sad) Thank god I don't have finals tomorrow...free first and second period. horray! and I guess I don't have to go to orchestra because I played my solo already. jeez, it's almost 2 o'clock, and i'm still sitting at the computer. I don't feel like sleeping, but I know i'm gonna feel like shit tomorrow. I should type everything out right now because maybe next year, I'll come back to xanga and read about my miserable life. (oh, the joy of it.) Ahhh..I want to type more shit, but weird people might be reading my entry and begin to stalk me, hahaahh!! All I can say is that I really want to drive right now. I feel like driving on the freeway and going 90 mph. I crave to drive..weird, but true. I find that there was no point of me getting my license because my parents won't even let me drive anyways..it's pretty stupid if you think about it. wow, this is how insane, retarded and stupid I am when i'm awake in the middle of the night. I talk about nonsense, and i'm beginning to scare myself...(awkward moment...) ahhhh..maybe this is like the side-effect to the lack of sleep..if that even makes any sense. ughhh, I just remembered I have rehersals for Shaker Loops on Tuesday...and I haven't practiced!! ANDD, the concert is on Thursday...Good luck to me! Okay, I feel that i'm deprived of sleep, so I guess i'm gonna sleep? wow, that rhymed...sorta...
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| i'm freaken insane to be on xanga right now but i just can't concentrate on fontowitz's essay ahh!! finally tomorrow's the last day of finals..well for me at least. after 12:15 tomorrow, i'm so going home to sleep hahah!!
boy oh boy do i miss xanga.
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| wow, i just realized that leon is kinda........CRAZY!! hahaha! | | |
| ahh i'm tooo addicted to myspace again, i even quit makeshift.
wow..hopefully i still use xanga. well yeah, school's starting in like
two full weeks. sucks. though, i did mange to finish my summer reading
so i'm free at last puhahahh!!
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