.::Inspiration::.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

  • IN Him!!

    In Christ Alone

    I placed my Trust

    And find my glory in the Power of the Cross

    In every Victory let it be said of me

    My source of Strength my source of Hope

    Is Christ Alone…!!!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

  • *...*

    PRAY FOR ME!!!!
    REALLY EXHAUSTED!!
    FEEL LOST AT TIMES..
    FEEL THAT MY PRIORITIES IS NOT RIGHT...
    I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO RELY AND DEPEND ON MYSELF ANYMORE..!
    I WANT TO DEPEND ON GOD!!
    TIRED AND WEARY IS ALL I AM NOW..
    NO I DO NOT WANT IT! I WANT TO SOAR LIKE AN EAGLE
    I DO NOT WANT TO STOP THE RACE..! I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE UP!
    I DO NOT WANT TO STUMBLE AND FALL!
    I KNOW I CAN'T DO IT WITHOUT GOD!
    TH WORD SAYS I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROIGH HIM WHO STRENTHENS ME!
    BUT ....HONESTLY
    IT'S REALLY KILLING ME , MY CONDITIONS.., THE WORKLOAD I HAD..
    MY HEALTH.. IS REALLY GETTING WORST ACCORDING TO MY FRIENDS!
    IS THIS TRUE?
    I REALLY DO NOT KNOW
    I JUST DO NOT SEE ANY NEED FOR ME TO CONSULT ANY DOCTOR*sorry to certain of my friends who had been calling me and forcing me to consult doc day and night*
    SOMEHOW, I JUST SENSE, WELL FEEL THAT I NEED GOD'S HEALING HAND NOW MORE THAN DOCTOR.
    THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS IN MY HEAD AND I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO THINK SO MUCH BUT IT WILL JUST KEEP ON PASS THROUGH MY HEAD..
    ALL THE DILEMMAS, TO BE EXACT IS THINGD WHICH I DO NOT HOW TO TELL EVEN I HAD MADE MY DECISION..*sad case*
    I JUST WANNA DECLARE THAT IN CHRIST ALONE I FIND MY HOPE! IN HIM I OUT MY TRUST!
    I DECLARE IN THE NAME OF JESUS THAT ALL MY ILLNESS WILL GO AWAY IN THE NAME OF JESUS I CAST IT OUT FORM MY BODY! AND GPD'S PEOPLE SAY AMEN!
    I REALLY WANT TO HUG GOD RIGHT NOW AND CRY ALL I WANT!
    I DO NOT WANT TO CARRY THE HEAVY BURDEN MYSELF BUT I WANT TO EXCHANGE IT WITH GOD!
    DO PRAY FOR ME! THANX!
    GOD BLESS!!

    ps:sorry this post is kinda emo and personal i don't post this kind of post especially post that is regards to me!

    special thanks :God,Chee Leong,Jordan,Shane,Jeffery,Ivan,Luke for being such a wonderful friend to me!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

  • stay strong?

    Ola people, today my topic will be “Stay Strong”. Why I choose this topic? Well, simply because I’m getting weaker? At times I really wonder how long more can I stand? It’s really tough. The journey of my life is really not an easy job. Especially my studies. It’s getting harder.  At this situation I am so like what the bible says, “The spirit is strong and the body is weak”. Yes, my Spirit might be strong but my body is really weak. I can hardly stand on the ground as before. I really want to be firm but I can’t. Each time when I find my encouragement it will just fall or fade away. I really do not know why. Is like everything is just not according to plan. Well, again I know it is God’s plan not mine. But, come on each time I plan what to do and I end up not even doing it. Why? I do not know. People say, plan to fail is fail to plan but in my case, I plan yet I fail the plan! Sad case. I know the better title for this post is stress but I do not want it because I want to stay strong in the Lord. There is countless verse from bible that gives us all the encouragement in life. At least it does for me.

    Here today, I will not quote every verse from the bible as it is really a lot and now is kinda late. I online because I planned to but I was late. So I would like to say sorry to my dear Chee Leong for that.*sorry* Back to the topic, as I was saying there are lots of verses in the bible that give me lots of encouragement when I am down. Today, I just want to quote this verse from the bible.  The verse is taken from Isaiah 40:30-31, even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow wear they will walk and not be faint. Yes, I am tired and I mean real tired. I’m really exhausted with all my workload. At times, I really wanna just give up and that’s it. Each time I do that there are something that hold me back from doing it. I just can’t give up because I know if I do, I cannot be the Light of the world in my college. I know God put me in that place for a reason. That reason I must fulfill! Remember, God’s work must be fulfill? In Romans 8:28 and we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. I know I said just a verse but hang on this verse just come to all of a sudden so I may as well just put it here. Here, I wanna ask what God’s purpose is for you.

    Back to the first verse, Isaiah 40:30-31, it says very clearly that youths will grow tired and weary. So please do not say youngsters are always active. We have our limits. The verse continue, young men stumble and fall,. I can tell you I did stumble and fall before. I mean who haven’t? it is how you overcome it and how you view it. Did you learn from it? Or do you dwell in it? Here it says, but those who Hope is the Lord will renew their strength. How wonderful is the verse is? I am truly blessed with it. Indeed, we all should out our hope in the Lord and not on the things that we are uncertain. It is when we put our hope in God we will find the strength to face the day! Are we putting our hope in God? Are we fully devoted to Him?  Are we submitting everything to Him? Here, I want to challenge all of you out there to put your Hope in the Lord. Do not depend on yourself. *that’s same goes to me* Yes, we human most of time intend to depend on our own strength even I do. I’m trying to depend on the Lord and not on me because I am really tired. I can hardly breathe and stand. I really gonna fall any time any second in my life. Of course I wanna thank God again for friends. It is them who encourage me. It is them who give me the support. It is them who give me the joy in life. Thanks again Lord for providing me friends in my life. The verse continues that, it is when we put our hope in the Lord; we will soar like eagles and run but not weary, walk but not faint. I love this verse man! The verse really speaks to me man. We will soar like eagles. We will run and walk and we will not feel wear or faint. How great is the Word. I wanna claim this verse in my daily life! I want God to be in the centre of all my works daily. I do not want to depend on my own strength because human strength is limited but God’s strength is unlimited. Because, everything is possible with God.

     

Saturday, July 12, 2008

  • All bout me

    Okay this poem I think and hope is relate to me..

    Two years had gone

     Diploma had ended

    Convo is just tomorrow

    It will be over as the time pass by

    Here I am,

    In advance diploma

    With the new clicks

    With the new experience

    Indeed life is always full of surprises

    Surprised with all the fun and the joy

    Surprised with all the problems

    Those disappointments in life

    Guess life is meant to be ups and down

    Just like the economy life cycle

    A time to go up and a time to fall

    Even the bible says,

    There is a time for every season

    So shall be it

    I believe I will grow

    To be more mature

    To be more strong in life

    I’m glad I had friends around me

    To listen to all my disappointments

    To lean a ear to bear all my struggles

    And all my dilemmas in life

    Without them, I do not know

    Whether will I still be here?

    All those disappointments I once had

    Now had gone

    Because I decided to stand firm with

    What I have said to myself long time ago

    Never will I know I

    People, friends understands me more

    One or two of them once said,

    “Charis, you are good in letting go”

    I ponder and yet I doubt…

    The truth is yes I can

    Of course it is via determination

    Now things had change

    Change a lot

    I had different joy

    Different fun, different hobbies

    Different excitement in life

    I wish all these differences will stay

    As I am loving it

    Of course I do hope for more excitement in life

    All these things that happened

    The good and the bad

    Really open my eyes in many different ways

    Things that once I thought was it

    Has now changed

    I learned more bout

    Te part and parcel of life

    Indeed there are many more to be learn

    Hope this new chapter of my life will be great                      

    Regardless of the stress I have

    Regardless my health

    As most of my friends

    Had been asking me to check up

    As it had become worst

    I agree

    My dear friends,

    Thanks for all your cares

    Thanks for all ya concern

    I appreciate it very much

    Just that right now

    I do not want to consult yet

    As I’m not ready to listen to any news

Friday, July 11, 2008

  • Thanks My Fellow Group Members

    Hye there, today as the topic says “thanks”.

    I just wanna give a word of THANKS to all my group members in this semester.

    So here there are..


    This picture here is a girl who was given a name, Shane..
    Girl, i wanna thank you for encouraging me as well as guiding me in studies.
    Besides, i also wanna thank you for appreciating me as a friend.* i remembered well, bout you writing bout me in your blog*
    I wanna further thank you for being such a caring friend, a friend who girl talks with me, who laughs with me and who pull me up whenever i feel like giving up.
     Thanks. I feel much honor...=p love ya* i never thought i will be close to you*



    Allright, this guy here is real shy when i first know him. He was once a quite guy, a guy who do not smile as often as i thought. Now, after joining the group he starts to talk more than before, start to laugh more than i ever thought.
    I wanna take tis opportunity to thank you for being a such a wonderful friend to me.
    Thanks for making me laugh most of the time in college..
    A friend who listens to my cry and troubles, a friend who put a trust on me for sharing with me ya problems, a guy who shows gentlemen and kindness.
    Thanks also for neing there for me...
    You really had opened my eyes in my personal opinion in guys in some areas.
    Thanks also for all your concerns and caring that you have shown upon me.
     Thanks Chee Leong! =p



    Ah ha.. This guy here, a child of God which was named as Ivan.
    Thanks for taking the class rep job! *winkie*
    Ivan, i wanna thank you for being a great friend in my life..
    Thanks for all the laughters and jokes..
    Thanks for being a caring friend, for sharing wit me..
    Thanks for putting you Trust in me..=p
    Ivan, let us be the Light and not the dark in our group as well as our class and college!



    Here, this guy is known as 'ham sap pau" *lol*
    Okay, first of all i wanna thank you for being a funny friend in my life...
    A friend who just makes all of us laugh with your thinking..
    Thanks also for being such a caring and concern friend...
    Besides, i wanna thank you for not complaining when i ask for a higher petrol money..=p
    Thank you for giving it willingly and thank for all your help in photocopying book..*winks*


    Above all i wanna thank God for providing me friends in my life. Friends that i can count on! Thank You, LOrd. Indeed You had bless me abundantly and i wanna bless you Lord. In everything i do , i just wanna do it for You..for You deserve the highest praise!! Love ya Jesus and all my friends..! muacks....

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

  • dedicated to someone..

    This is dedicated to someone…*I believe the person know who I mean*

    I do not have any specific title for this as this is real random…

    First and foremost, I just don’t understand why you always dwell in the world of REGRET! Come on, do not regret in the past! What is done is done. I know you know it. Perhaps you will say, well is not what you want but you just can’ get out from the world of regret. Let me tell you, it is not you can’t it is you do not want to try to go out from it. There is nothing impossible. Everything is possible with God. Where is your Faith? Where is your Trust in God? I know is easy to say than to do, but I just do not know how far have you try? Did you really try it? I doubt.

    Seconds after seconds, hours after hours, days after days, months after months, all of your days, you have been thinking about the same old thing. Aren’t you tired about it? I believe you should have made your decision long ago. What is stopping you to make it? I really do not know. I as a friend had advice you has forgive you. Perhaps, I did not do my best in helping you, but I did try my very best to help you. Even in making decision I did made for you indirectly before. Yes, you took my decision for a short period of time and guess what the same old prob have not been solve.

    Day and night I have been praying for you, for God’s comfort to be upon you, for His guidance to be upon you. I prayed that you will learn something out of it as the Word says, all these trials is a testing of Faith and it develops perseverance, and perseverance must be completed so that you will be mature. I wonder, I ponder, when you will be mature to think for yourself. I always wanted to see a brand new you. I wanted you to be different from the past. I guess I will never see it now. I do not think you ever want to listen to what I say again and again but I will just repeat it for once, VIEW THINGS IN A DIFFERENT WAY. IT IS NOT THE END OF HW WORLD. CONTINUE THE JOURNEY AND THE JOURNEY WILL LEAD YOU TO A LIFE WITH FULL OF EXPEREINCES AND HAPPINESS. Whatever had happen is a history. You can’t change a history. As a word says, yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. So make use of you day. Each day we experience different thing in life. Why can’t you view things in a different way?  I wonder. Honestly it is not you can’t but you choose not to.

    Do you know a lot of people are actually praying for you? Your parents are actually very good comparing to mine. Yes, I know we can’t compare and I’m telling you I’m not comparing. Perhaps you will say I do not know them well or I do not know the history of it but do you not know it is because of them you are here with God’s blessings of course.  Maybe in your mind not, you were thinking, “how I wish I am not in this earth, less trouble, no worries and stuff” but hey, everyone has problems in life. A life without problems is meaningless. We learn to hang on not learn to give up!

    I know deep down your heart now, you are hurting and I also know once you are emo it takes a long time to cure. I all I wish is that you will be happy always, smile always, change your mind set. I believe you can. In psalm 30:4 it says, May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed.  Submit all to Him and wait patiently upon Him. For it is His ways not yours , His timing not yours. His purpose to mould you and to teach you!

    Take care for now…

Monday, July 07, 2008

  • something to think about


    Hey there, i got this email form a friend of mine and well, it is something to think a bout tho i did not think much about it  =p Honestly as i read i find this fact is so true those negatives ones. Those  start with the  word"remember" however  did not be implemented by most of the people here, I realize that we as a human will not appreciate people around them till they had lost it. Besides, people tend to use others for their own advantage in lie which is so wrong. Well, again this is what the world is all about...Sometimes i wonder when will he society become mature? Yes, everyone is not perfect but i beleive everyone should be mature as time goes by not become more immature...*disappointing*


    The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
    shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We   spend
    more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses
    and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.    We have more
    degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts,
    yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
    We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
    little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too
    tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

    We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too
    much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

     
    We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
    life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but
    have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered
    outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not
    better things.

     
    We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the
    atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan
    more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We
    build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies
    than ever, but we communicate less and less.

     
    These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
    character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days
    of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These
    are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
    night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from
    cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the
    showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can
    bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share
    this insight, or to just hit delete...

     
    Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not
    going to be around forever.

     
    Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because
    that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

     
    Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the
    only treasure you can give with your heart and  it doesn't cost a cent.

     
    Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but
    most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes
    from deep inside of you.

     
    Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person
    will not be there again.

     
    Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the
    precious thoughts in your mind.

     
    AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

    Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
    moments that take our breath away.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

  • Spiritual Disciples

    Hey there, today I would like to share with all of you about “Spiritual Disciples”. Today I have bible study and this topic is the topic that we discuss. God speaks to me in many different ways during the entire bible study session. I would like to share it with all of you out there what had God speaks to me especially those who are serving in various ministry.

    Let me ask you a question. Are you discipline? For those who are students are we well discipline with our studies? Or time management? How about those who are working? Are we discipline in our balancing of life? Workload? Time management?.  I believe to a certain extend each of us are discipline in our responsibilities. Yes, discipline is a way of life. We know from the beginning that discipline reaps rewards. There is always a payoff for the hard work we put in at the end of the day. Do do our spiritual discipline. How well is our spiritual discipline? In 1 Timothy 4:7-8, it says, have nothing to do with godless myths and old wives' tales; rather, train yourself to be godly. For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come.  Do we do our daily devotion time? Do we pray? Do we memorize Scripture?  How deep is our knowledge and our walk with God? Note here, you will not grow spiritually without discipline. In 1 Corinthians 9:24-27, Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize. Are we running for something our short term future? What are we racing for?

    Let us look at John 15:4-5, it says remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me."I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. Abiding in Christ means we are in a right relationship with God, our lives reflect His love and our hearts are full of His word. How many of us here are having all these? Perhaps some of us here may have a right relationship with God and our lives reflect His love but how about His words?  Do you know that, ministry is most powerful when it flows naturally out of a life that’s spending in intimate fellowship with the Father? For those who are serving, ask God to search your hearts. Colossians 1:10, tell us to “live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God”.  It is when we walk close to the Lord we will bear fruit in every part of our lives.

    A regular quite time with God is important. It is through it we can able to experience God in our own personal ways. You know God wants to dwell in us and walk among us. He welcomes us into His presence. He wants to be a father to us. He wants to spend time with us not just for a day but for the entire of days. He wants to draw close to us. For those who are feeling dry inside, God says, come to me. Come to me.

    Our character is formed through our quite times with God. In Philippians 1:6- he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. I do not know about the rest of you out there but I certainly learned a lot in every problem I encounter in my life. See, sometimes God use the problems we have to mould us and to teach us and He uses it to build our character. If we do not learn from it we are not growing.  The Scripture says that we are to “ in all things grow up him who is the Head, that is Christ” in Ephesians 4:15. It is when we allow God to penetrate our thoughts, it can change our behavior. God’s word can get the root of our problems if we let it.

    The main reason for us Christians for not doing a regular devotion with God is because we are BUSY. Today this particular sentence really struck my heart. It sound like” The busier we are, the more reason e has to spend time with God”. Well, I believe it is true. It is only when we are busy we intend to let choice to let go some of our not so important work and we often neglect God. We should not do that. We must spend a time with God every day of our life. Reading the Word, praying is essential for our spiritual growth. We need to stand firm for Christ. How can we do that if we are not into the Word? We must always keep in mind that without Him we can’t do anything. Therefore, I urge all of you out there to spend time with God. Set a time for Him.

     


Thursday, July 03, 2008

  • Thank You

    All of my life

    All of my days

    I surrender all to You

    To the One Above

    There is none like You

    You were the One

    The One who died for me

    Who can compare to You?

    The love you gave me

    The love you showed me

    How amazing is He

    A sinless man

    Come to die for sinful lives

    Such as us

    How could this be?

    The scars on his hands

    The blood that was shed

    Are for me?

    Thank you Lord

    For sending Jesus

    I can never live without You

    I can never be who I am without You

    I love You Lord

    Never will I let go of You

    You are the One,

    The One who rescue me

    Again, Thank You

     

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    • Name: charis
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 10/13/2006

-My Resolution-

  • Get closer with God*Seek God*
  • Baptist
  • Be more understanding
  • Change to be a better person
  • Set an example as Christ child within my family members
  • Understand the Word of God*ponder*
  • Be the salt and light in my college
  • Concentrate on my studies
  • Have a good time management*no procrastination*
  • Set my priorities right
  • Improve in dancing
  • Do not give up!
  • Never regret and learn
  • -My Wishlist-

  • Be happy always
  • Obtain my ACCA
  • Go overseas*perhaps migrate*
  • Have a car
  • Have a digital camera*better than what i have now*
  • Have a studied bible-life experiences
  • Open my own business
  • Be a dancer
  • Bright future ahead
  • Lotsa outfits
  • Happy family
  • Know more friends*true friends
  • A bigger house
  • Be with someone special in my life
  • What Charis Means
    You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
    You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
    A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

    You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
    Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
    Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

    You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
    You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
    You have the classic "Type A" personality.

    You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
    You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
    You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

    You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
    You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
    You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

    You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
    You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
    You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

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