| Because I've made way too many posts at LJ for the day.
Looking back at old Xanga posts of mine make me laugh.
I'm still using LJ mainly. Find me here.
K, since I don't feel like sleeping I'm going to venture over to my archives at LJ and laugh at my naive self =D
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| Some thoughts o_OMm..
Looking back at old Xanga posts, I can't even recall who the hell & what the hell I was referring to. If it's who & what I think it is though, I'm damned stupid for dwelling on certain things so long.
And things have gotten more fucked up in general than I ever thought they could, but I'm on a so-called "road to recovery."
Strangely enough, though, I'm pretty happy and optimistic right now. Nothing beats this feeling of peace. Thanks to certain movies, books, and a few of the people who really do matter so much to me.
And.. aside from that, I'm sorry for shutting you out if I ever have, I'm sorry for closing off the rest of the world at various moments in time. If I ever made you (anyone!) feel .. hell, anything negative, I'm sorry. BUT! Things will change. I guarantee it ^^
That's all for now, I gotta go talk to someone now xD |
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| yea. school = ugh.
i need super photographic memory skillz please!
and speed reading skills.
back to bio! |
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| ya know..
i hate that part of my brain that deals with emotions.
i'm too vulnerable.
really...
this is so confusing.
i need just one day ... take one day out to just figure this out. but that can't be spared for a while.. and hell it's not possible for a while.
uhhh. but jeez what do people see in me? never am i gonna understand it. |
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| ha, i've been using all of my different accounts more these days..
still am a little too lazy to cross-post everything to every account, but hey. haha.
all i've got to say, though, is.. i gotta find a way to suppress my curiosity (where applicable). i need to stop procrastinating. i need to get wise and take more precautions.
stop being so gullible.
and really, is it so wrong to think that people are inherently (?) good? i guess it puts you in a position of risk (you could get hurt, whatever).. but really now.
i don't know. ehhh. |
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