Hey you guys!

HAHA I am actually on this thing! Sorry ive been using MySpace so yeahhhh...whats up?not much here exceptup until a few days ago i was happy for like three weeks straight! but i think my mind was like "uh uh NOPE that stops now" and sent me into a little whirlpool in the sea of depression.Oh Well....lifes ok right now i just have like 4 probs...

1.My ex gf. knows everthing about my thoughts and feelings as far as caring for her goes.

2.I dont know whether to stay in Orchestra or go into chorus next year.

3.I may be goin to boot camp this year.....not quite sure how to feel about that...could be fun to be screamed at at 5 or so in the morning.Hard work pays off!

4.Alot of my family thinks it would be best for me if i went on anti-depressants including Katie but i dont, thats not the way i wanna go out. Imma fight this as long as i can...Id rather be bakeracted than take meds.Plus my aunt was worsened by her anti depressants and im not to well off as it is...any worse and ill by killin anyone whos pissed me off or made me feel bad about myself (then myself)

Well anyways....yeah so....i have a question or two for everyone who views this

Where do you see yurself two years from now? 5? 10?

Where do you see me two years from now? 5? 10?

Thanks guys  ttyl!

             ~Deanna~