| this shit is funny Amanda Kramer...senior at Springford...sound weird huh...yea i kno...i have problems but im not really depressed about this but i would like to document this story bc of how ironic it is...i kno you kno about alex...the guy that has been there for me and loved me and loaned me money when i needed it...and pretty much my everything guy...i love him too....but i was confused at one point...our relationship has always been a roller coaster of emotions...like i was soooo crazy in love with him..would've never cheated on him or anything...but he just didnt care at all about me for like eight monthesl...talked to other girls....let his friends curse at me and call me a bitch and a slut and everyhting else...didnt defend me at all...i started feeling different...and i became untrustworthy long before i was unfaithful...i met a guy named Matti...matti was a good looking guy...19...he was bulit very welll.worked out everyday...had his real estate lincense...went to west chester...he was funni...very immature...i mean...really hot though...at this time i looked cute but i was not really that hot...a little heavier than i am now...brown hair...pale...this was right before i started going tanning... at first i really wasnt going to see matti but alex really pissed me off all the time...he really didnt appreciate me at all... |
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| poor alex is in North Caralina becasue his grandmom died...my power was shut off..i dunno...i'm just pissed off... |
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| i'm over at Julies...chilled over at frankie's last night...paul was over there...nothing really happened...today we went to get groceries and were about to go swimming...but ummm...i'll really fool...and my boyfriend called me this mourning...i was so happy...n/e way gtg |
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| amanda ........................ guess who............... its Juleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee let me get rich's phone number find it for me he could be my new bitch or boyfriend .... asp |
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| well...i'm in a hard stop right now actually...i think me and alex are on the rocks becasue i told him a few things about me that freaked him out...i like him so fucking much it would sux if he told me he didn't wanna be with me but it's actually for the better i believe...i mean sure i'll be sad and maybe ya kno...mope around for a day...but it's better for me as a whole...i was talking to my ex paul who is friends with alex...and we were talking and i was like yah i'm going out with alex and he was like you can do better than alex...and i can...but i don't want to....god damn it why do i put myself in these situations?...i do it to myself you kno....i'm just an open person...i guess...i'm just gonna have to find someone...JUST just like me....so they can put up with me...well....i gotta go smoke some pot...peace |
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