this shit is funny

 Amanda Kramer...senior at Springford...sound weird huh...yea i kno...i have problems but im not really depressed about this but i would like to document this story bc of how ironic it is...i kno you kno about alex...the guy that has been there for me and loved me and loaned me money when i needed it...and pretty much my everything guy...i love him too....but i was confused at one point...our relationship has always been a roller coaster of emotions...like i was soooo crazy in love with him..would've never cheated on him or anything...but he just didnt care at all about me for like eight monthesl...talked to other girls....let his friends curse at me and call me a bitch and a slut and everyhting else...didnt defend me at all...i started feeling different...and i became untrustworthy long before i was unfaithful...i met a guy named Matti...matti was a good looking guy...19...he was bulit very welll.worked out everyday...had his real estate lincense...went to west chester...he was funni...very immature...i mean...really hot though...at this time i looked cute but i was not really that hot...a little heavier than i am now...brown hair...pale...this was right before i started going tanning...

at first i really wasnt going to see matti but alex really pissed me off all the time...he really didnt appreciate me at all...