| i love california baptist university :) i have a myspace, check me out im under alilifer... |
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| hey lol chappy i still check this thing....ok well not really i just decided to drop in and check it for the first time in months....haha i dont have all these guys i have one perfect guy that i love very much :) (sorry chappy its not you) and i did finally apply to school and soujourners...so far i got accepted to simpson university but i havent heard back from cal baptist or the mission board *fingers crossed* anyways if anyone feels like talking to me and catching up on life give me a call on my cell i really dont ever go to this site anymore..hope everyone is well ttyl |
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| hey whats up..i just had 8 glorious hours of slaving away for togos :) it was nice. oh but i went and saw napoleon dynamite last night with chris omg its one of the funniest movies ive ever seen. it has absolutely no point to it whatsoever or any attept at having a plot but if napoleon were real i would marry him. haha hes hot. anyways...yeah i dont have anything else exciting to say. |
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| - Dont stayhey...so sean thompson came to church on wednesday night and i thought i was going to die...seriously like i had this massive panick attack and i couldnt breathe and david was there so he was all freaked out cuz he doesnt know who sean is...but alas almost a week later i think i am nearly recovered. i decided that it was my personal mission to find him (this was like 2 days ago) and talk to him thinking that maybe that would make things better..so i looked on the internet for a couple of hours and found a ton of people with the same name but otherwise no luck...he may live in a place called cloverdale but there are two of them and i didnt feel like paying ten dollars to get the address and then find out that its not the same sean...so it turned out to be a short mission because i dont have a clue how to go about finding him...hmmm i dont even know what i would say to him but for some reason i think that it would make me feel better. and if not, oh well i dont think i can get any more messed up...or at least i hope not. so yeah that is my story for the day...homecoming was fun i was a horrible date, not very enthusiastic but i personally enjoyed myself..school is gay...some fat kid sat on my car and left a huge dent but then andrew oliver fixed it for me...that is about the extent of my exciting life. i played tennis with chris davis last night and then again tonight with jenn...im horrible its really not my sport...yeah that about sums up my pitiful existance lol. |
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| Hey guys!!! Omg im so lucky my boss told me they didnt need me to work today as i was walking in i am so relieved...today was a pretty crappy day but now i dont have to add work to the list...so thats good now i can have some time to do everything else i need to do i am kind of overwhelmed. but i am ready for homecoming now so im not sad about it ne more. i have my dress and tiff is gonna do my hair and everything so im not stressed about that....brian and i are going to have fun  oh yeah yesterday i was talking to my friend ted in english and we got on the subject of telling people your testimony (hes a christian) and he wanted me to tell him mine cuz im afraid to...so finally after tons of stuttering i told him about sean thompson and everything that happened with that and it was so scary i was shaking really bad and i almost started crying (which is really saying something i never cry). i havent really talked about it for a really long time and then to have it all brought back up again...but i think it was good for me though cuz i kind of feel better but not really...and then we were talking about how i deserve so much better than that even if i dont feel like it. it was so nice of ted to want to talk to me about it like he didnt even blame me like some people i was really glad that he didnt lecture me (even though it was not my fault...or at least thats what i try to tell myself). so anyways..yeah i get to go hang out bobert tonight he wants me to help him make video clips to promote his new church and youth group (but he said he prolly wont be the new youth leader there) so im excited. k bye. |
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