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| ...I don't understand. you have everything you've ever wanted and every opportunity in this world... so much potential! ...but your to lazy... to stupid to realize it... to scared... why wont you just grow up like everyone else and just get on with your life. yeah everything most likely will go down the tubes but, you'll get through it... it's how it's supposed to be... or is it? is it really what it's supposed to be? because I use to think there was so much more.. but that was back when we we're in sync... I don't know anymore... I guess only you can answer that. and you will, and I will most likely be looking in the other direction while your screaming so desperately "don't take your eyes off of me now, you'll miss it!" ...and it makes me want to cry... because I'm positive I'll be looking the other way... too busy for you. because I am so much more important to myself... I'll realize later tho... and thank you for everything... but you want so much more than that... your so in love with me... and I'll never know... | | |
| hope for the best and cope with the rest | | |
| I know I've posted this before, but it's So good that I had to again. “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkens that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, as children do. It’s not just in some of us, it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” | | |
| "All Evil needs is for good Men to sit and do nothing" | | |
| faithever heard the saying "life is 10% what happens to you, and 90% how you react" ? and how many of you believe that? I do because it's obviously true...as much as we'd like to think that we can control our lives, it's not possible. so I'm pretty sure we all go through this everyday, but sometimes, and some day's it's more than others. it's called faith! it's believing that there is a God even though we cant see him, it's trusting him that he knows what he is doing with out lives, and excepting what he gives us and being grateful for it (even if it is not what we asked for, and even if we don't understand why)...faith is making a choice that you don't want to make...a choice you are afraid to make, and leaving yourself vulnerable to what the reaction will be and what will happen, and trusting that no matter what, God will take care of it, and will take care of you. that doesn't mean you just do something and be like "ok God I did my part, it's your turn" if you've been through this kind of thing and you know God, you know that's not how it works...it has to truly be in your heart. and you usually have to do a bit more than that...but I also believe this saying "Reach up as far as you can and God will reach down the rest of the way" being a christian was not meant to be easy...we are called to stand out, to be different from everyone else...which goes against our very nature! God knows we think it's a lot to ask...but he sent his son to die for us...which we forget...all the time. we're called to preach the gospel to all the nations, we're called to be persecuted for righteousness sake, we we're made to worship and praise God alone...am I there? most definitely not, but that doesn't mean that I wont work towards it...because God knows your heart and God will give you the desires of your heart. life isn't always easy...but God makes it bearable. | | |
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