hey all i gotta new xanga it's called bloodpoet13  it's on my list i think check it out this one's over no more band geek 4e now ita all bloodpoet 13 peace

lary mee

Currently Listening Ascendancy By Trivium see related

- like light to flies

hey all i gotta say is i miss yall. i really miss hanging out with my best friend court. ima try to call u this weekend. r u gonna be there? i hope so i really need to talk to a real friend. someone i kno who cares boutme. btw whats ash's phone number? neways that's all i got tho. im just missing yall really fucking bad. peace

lary mee

wut up yall. today wuz going good until i started fuckin up orders at mcdonalds. they made me feel real bad cuz i thought i wuz doin so good and come to find out i had been fuckin up shit the whole time. i wuz all sad and shit. but whatever im not gonna be there much longer. i hate fast food. dont ever work in fast food. it fuckin sucks.

neways i really wanna get some piercing and some tats. im still gonna get my betty boop tats. i wanna get my lip pierced but i dont kno how it would look. plus i wanna be able to kiss. i dunno i think ima just get it done and see whats it's like. i still dont have a bf. i kinda want one but it's not on the top of my list. im actaully kinda sick of guys. and the one i want is plaing games so whatever. well i gotta go poop hehe peace. btw do u guys like the song i have on my xanga? it's lamb of god 'faded line'

lary mee

Currently Listening Korn - Greatest Hits, Vol. 1 By Korn see related

- alone i break

hey well i had a pretty good day today. i actaully went to church yesterday. and i dont think im gonna go back. church just isnt the same. my heart is too broken to fix and i dont wanna hear the bullshit that is said in chruch that god can heal all. well i think im too fucked up for god to fix me. and besides why would he wanna waste his effort on my worthless carcass?

neways i wanna get my poems published. i think ima have to get them published into gothic poetry. is there such thing? my poems are very graphic and a lot of cussing is involved, so i dont know where i can go to get them published. when i do u all gotta buy my shit k. man yall do u realize how fucked up i am? i wuz reading my poems and i wuz like damn there is no hope. whatever nobody gives a shit neways. peace

lary mee

Currently Listening Nymphetamine By Cradle of Filth see related

- nemisis

here's another one of my poems. yep im definetly goth after this one. yet again dont have a title yet. i just wrote it today. ash is probly the only one that will get it. it's kinda long too so brace ur self.

scents of the dark moonlight

brush into the depths of my darkening soul

it whispers reasurrance into my bleeding eardrums

i upchuke the sins of my upbringing

enlighting every creature around

fear picks at my open eyelids

it burns the fires of hell into my weakened heart

cries of pain circle into my mind

playing continuosly like a game of hide and seek

there's no end to the entroubling game

no winners, but everyone loses

forced to live out pointless dreams

hoping time will pass faster and faster

darkness awakens my passion

it's the only time realization bites me

forget about begining

cuz the hope is ending

forever buried within this black, broken, shattered thing

called my heart