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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 22:30:54 GMT

Architecture, you design something, build it to scale, spend 6 hrs. on it just to have it ripped apart again and made better. Why do i love it so much. The constant thinking you never get bored.

Friday, July 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 18:33:08 GMT

I'm at bekkah Funk's house right now, and i met her extended family. They are pretty cool opposite of what i was expecting. She is the most awesomestest person ever. So I'm like ummm going to leave because i'm at bekkah's house.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 17:39:03 GMT

comment this people!!!!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?:
» Wanted to kiss me?:
» Wanted to kill me?:
» Broke my heart?:
» Kept something important from me?:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

~*::And More::*~
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you gonna put this on your Xanga to see what I say about you?

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 20:08:42 GMT

Um.............................ARchitecture?

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 12:16:39 GMT

I'm fine

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 08:51:39 GMT

i'm not one to be a kelly clarkson fan, but i heard this song.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 08:29:46 GMT

I keep having nightmares, and i can't sleep. I hadn't had a nightmare in forever. I'm sick and miserable. I want to go hang out with people, but no one is there to hang out with . So what do i do. Golf in my shag carpeted basement. Yup i know i'm pittiful. Well my sister left back for florida with her b/f blake, who is a really cool guy. He's a hardcore golfer, constant 82 golfer, if you know what that is, you know it's pretty good. Well i got to hang out wiht BekkahFunk, forthose who know her you know she's awesome. Yeah that was nice. I went to an earth wind and fire and chicago concert with my family. That was fun. Um i made my sister watch napoleon Dynamite, yeah she was one of ther people that were life IT SO RETARDED. So i preached a little to her. well and before that zach and i went to a drumn corps competition in maryland. It was awesome, except the cadets show was a little odd. And im pissed because of their uniform change. But we saww becky terry which isone of our old marching techs. She was awesome, she usually comes in the summer, but she doesn't knowif she will be able to or not. I hope so. Um well life is getting back to normanl for me. Just one thing is missing, and you all know what it is. THE END

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 22:19:39 GMT

Golf equals my life for this past week

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 10:54:47 GMT

Why do i feel this way, do you?

I Could Not Fathom That I Would Ever
Be Without Your Love
Never Imagined I'd Be
Sitting Here Beside Myself
Cuz' I Didn't Know You
Cuz' I Didn't Know Me
But I Thought I Knew Everything
I Never Felt
The Feeling That I'm Feeling Now
Now That I Don't
Hear Your Voice
Or Even Touch And Kiss Your Lips
Cause I Don't Have A Choice
What I Wouldn't Give
To Have You Lying By My Side
Right Here, Cuz' Baby

When You Left
I Lost A Part Of Me
It's Still So Hard To Believe
Come Back Baby Please Cuz'
We Belong Together
Who Else Am I Gonna Lean On
When Times Get Rough?
Who's Gonna Talk To Me
On The Phone
Till' The Sun Comes Up?
Who's Gonna Take Your Place?
Baby Nobody Else
We Belong Together

Monday, June 27, 2005

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 23:27:57 GMT

Well things are gradually getting better. I'm glad. Emotions calming, parents calming, sisters PMSing (and girls i don't assume they tell). But besides them i'm good. Well chilled with zach aftert baseball, and then the night before went to pauls for amovie night. Well partial movie night. And band tomorrow. and i've been keeping busy. WEll thats all. Bye