i got a new xanga because im tired of the drama this one brings.

if you want it ask for it. im not going to announce it to the world because well look where that got me... the school theripists office

xoo brianna

once again grounded from the computer for the next two weeks....

you guys need to stop giving kyle crap. he really is a good friend and i love him to death. i just got way to caught up in something that i knew i shouldnt have. what he did was totally understandable. im not mad at him. and no one else should be either especially since he didn't do anything to you. so i don't know why youre all getting into it. he did what he felt was right and he did it in the nicest way he could and i respect him for that. so please just leave this alone.

kyle im sorry for giving you so much crap.

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines. You almost made me cry again this time. Another false alarm, red flashing lights. Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die. I think I made it a game to play your game and let myself cry. I buried myself on the inside so I could shut you out, and let you go away for a long time.

i look at you & the world is beautiful

i woke up thinking about him today.

me ben and kyle are just too cool. BRAINS!!

sausage links.. that was probably the funniest thing i have ever heard.

i went to kyles house yesterday. me him and ben played catch in the street. then played 21 in the driveway. we ate a ton of food. then watched part of the husker game. after that we watch the texas chainsaw massacre....eww is all i have to say about that one. then part of little nikky. all in all it was one of the best days ive had in a long time.

you don't even know me yet you're able to say things about me that can screw up part of my life. i really love how that works. but even though im mad that you did this. i can't help but think how i brought this upon myself.

i decide im going to quit cutting. if thats what it takes to be with him and for his family to accept me then its worth it.

you're the one thing about this life; that seems right. <3

xoo brianna

With her hair pulled back and her eyes drowned
The make up running down her face and silver in hand
She realizes slowly that no matter how much she hopes...
There is no escape.

Scream silence now
I've always been listening to cries so deafening
From the bottom of my heart and the top of my lungs
if I can lose my voice, I'd lose is just for you.

Take me far away, or at least, as
far as this car will take me.

ah shxt my birthday is in 11 days!

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im going over to jorys

this is too hard to figure out

space - something corporate

Home, is this the quiet place where you should be alone?
Is this where the tortured and the troubled find their own?
I don't know, but I can tell this isn't you, your cover's blown
Oh no, don't you dare hang up this phone

Hey, give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me

In this place
The lonely escapade in outer space
There's no antidote for irony you say
that you have, when you know that you don't
and you say, that you can, when you know that you won't

Hey, give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me
Hey, give me space but I can't breathe
Give me space but I can't sleep
Give me just one inch I swear that's all I'll need

These padded walls and TV screens
Sometimes they make me want to scream

Hey, give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me
Hey, give me space but I can't breathe
Give me space but I can't sleep
Give me just one inch I swear that's all I'll need

"Of All The Gin Joints In All The World" by fall out boy

You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same

You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same

I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I'm not trying
You only hold me up like this

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains
Like I'll never be the same

i love fall out boy!! im so excited for there effin concert!!

went to the central vs north game last night. central of course won. i think it was 27 to 13. that sounds about right. i hung out with jory, kyle, and ben after the game.

it didnt feel right. i didn't like all the purple. i miss the red and white. i really want to transfer back to south at the semester.

i really miss all my friends at south. why did i ever want to switch to central. that was a really stupid choice.... once again i find mysekf wishing i could take something back...

i hate it

xoo brianna

I don't know if i want to go down this road again, last time it was filled with pot holes, filled with bumps, it wasn't a smooth ride, & as far as i know, nothing has changed...it will still lead to the same place it did before ..I’ll still end up at a dead end with a broken heart

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getting ready to go over to kyles house. man i love him lol.

kristina elliot!!

i miss you more than anything

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i love you that much too

your my best friend in the entire world and this year so far (yeah all two weeks of it) has sucked because you haven't been there by my side. im going to go crazy without you! this is going to be a really shxtty because we don't go to the same school any more... imma cry..i love you so much babe. xoo your brianna louise

There’s only one rain cloud in the sky and its raining on me...somehow I’m not surprised

xoo brianna ashley-hope