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Happy Birthday

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 08:54:28 GMT

Thank you all for a wonderful 18th

I can't upload anymore cos my computer's being wonky. But go to my facebook to see the rest! I am officially tech savvy cos I learnt how to create an album and tag people woohoo

TGIF! in approximately 4 hours Im gonna donate blood tmr. Who wants to do it with me? hahaha

Yay uploaded new songs into my ipod :) My saturday's all packed already but I'm quite excited heh
1) GP mock exam at 830am
2) New chem tuition from 1-3
3) GP tuition from 4-6
4) Dinner at 8 with Soak @ Fish Manhatten and Dark Knight at 1030! I hope I will enjoy this batman thing.

Much love ♥,
Sophil

Found me in weakness, broken

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 08:22:59 GMT

There are days when I feel I can conquer anything and there are days where I feel like a total failure. But most days I just drag myself through the routine of school, study, sleep. I hate being so anxious, so unprepared and the lack of time.

Ranting & grumbling aside, the week's been pretty okay. Econs mock on Sat. I am completely not expecting anything because it seems like no matter how hard I study for econs I don't see any results. Gah. Sat is also dinner @ Timbre with a bunch of lovely people. At least it will be a relief from the mundane school week

I'm so glad for friends in my life.
Eli: You've been so awesome! I'm so glad we click so well and how we share the same opinions and thoughts sometimes. I admire your composure, good nature and incredible intelligence so much. Heh love you long time <3
Eu: I hope your chinese oral went well :) Ni yi ding xing de
V: Have you been studying hard? I'm happy that you're happy with how things are in your life right now heh miss you, wanna kiss you.
Darsh: Thanks for always being there. Even when we're with crabby and irritated, I know I can always count on you. Hope you're feeling better dear!
Chara: You're crazy you know :) hahaha I'm so thankful that we became friends, how I don't know either. It's amazing how I can talk to you about anything! Love you very much, we're gonna score! ;)
Nicole: I haven't talked to you properly in quite long. But I often read your lj for updates on your life! Hehe and I hope your itch for clubbing has passed Take care my friday breakfast buddy <3
Amanda Ong: I know you'll never read this! I love you so much! You make school so much less crazy. So glad that I have you in gp tuition too hehe stop sleeping so much! Love :)
Ashley: Never give up loving and hoping okay? Always be here for you <3

Things to do after I turn 18:
♥ Study hardcore and do well for A's (for now at least )

Haha, that took awhile. Okie dokie, off the bathe and hit the books! 822pm already!!

And I'll sing, sing I love you so
And I'll sing
Because the world can't take away
Your love

There's alot of wonder left inside of me and you

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 06:26:48 GMT

Hello week 2! How does total ownage sound to you? hahaha ok la, sounds kinda ego right! But I know I can make it through cos I have someone very special in my life. Guess who!

Yay I finally have birthday plans :) Celebrating my 18th with the 18 people that make school and life rock so much more.

"Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you" declares the Lord.
Jeremiah 1:8

feareassurancembraceverlastingodofwonders

Do you remember?

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:57:19 GMT

Before you
~~Covet~~
Mutual
Change
CONTENT?

So blessed, I can't contain it

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 10:56:25 GMT

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

The goodest, who never fails to make my day I'm so glad our friendship is so much so much more than boy problems (if we even have any), juicy gossip and superficial things. I love you so much.

The sister, the silent listener, the constant encourager. Love you to bits.

Cookie dough and Paddy! Most yummy and cutest thing on planet earth.

A little boy's shirt selling at Marks and Spencers. Imagine it on his little round tummy!

I love browsing through greeting cards at shops like Precious Moments and Kalms. It makes me feel all happy fuzzy warm and crazyhappy inside

Good start to Term 3 :)

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Be my everything

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:41:03 GMT

13Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

14Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

15And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;

16Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

17And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:

Gonna totally own term 3 (I hope) With my super duper awesome friend up up up there way beyond the clouds, super friends and super family

Don't like the whole prospect of A levels, the stress of being unprepared and paranoid, the frustration and worries. But like seeing and looking forward to seeing people I love :) Term 3 here we gooooooooo!

I'm thankful for a good holiday. Got to catch up with work, friends, family, God and sleep yippee

♥♥♥

They're made up of real things

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 23:32:37 GMT

Hello! Went to Smarc's last night for sushi making! Whole gang minus V was there Had fun and it was really nice meeting/catching up after a few weeks! They were planning for their end of year trip (which includes missing prom) then we went upupup to the smarc's room and attempted to play Careers but stopped as soon as we began hahaha we then played Truth or Dare haha! Then we had a nice nice long walk out from Duchess Lane or was it avenue...

Going for econs crash course with the Saminator and Manda tomorrowz hopefully it will pull my sucky econs grades up.

Chara, V and Nicole are coming home today! Dez is coming home tomorrow! Yayyayyayyayyay!

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when all's been said and done (on my part),

how about it being simply out of obligation.

Secret worlds

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 23:19:22 GMT

My week in bullets

Had Popeye's for lunch with Darsh at Terminal 3 on Tuesday then it was super productive studying from 1330 to 1730
Met Nicole and Dennis for SATC at night wasn't too bad :)
Lido with the girls on Wednesday! Really nice meeting up with all of them after awhile had a good time studying hahaha
Tech run for worship night after! I'm so excited!
Lido at supposed 10am with Amanda, Jeco, Darsh and Sammy wammy! We were roughly on time. Hahaha didn't study THAT much but it was quite productive nonetheless heh shopped for awhile but didn't get to buy anything. sadlife.com
Tuition at Kembangan wooo and BCM with Mummy and Jo. Dez went to Cambodia and she'll only be back next Friday
Last worship prac tonight and meeting 4c2 girls! Miss them so.

V and Cole, have super dewper time in HK ok! Gang dinner + Costume dinner when you girls get baq

Oh I know the music's fine
Like sparkling wine, go and have your fun
Laugh & sing but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone

Happy Friday the 13th!

I will

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:52:36 GMT

I feel funny

And finally the silence,
looking out, looking back across the sky,
Trying to find a meaning,
knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness

WORSHIP NIGHT 14th June 2008 730PM
CHRIST METHODIST CHURCH come and be blessed

Till I can't deny it

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 07:20:18 GMT

Curiousity doesn't kill the cat. I think there's a very fine line drawn between being curious and outrightly kaypoh right? Haha just a thought

Woke up at an unearthly hour of 7somethingam today to attempt to study. Finished one math paper from madam and completed a set of econz notez woo! Had prayer meeting @ 2 in church and going for dinner at auntie susan's in a bit! Shall watch August Rush tonight

Conferenced with V and Nicole last night yippeyay yay! Cole and I have a mighty awesome plan to find our better halves. Hahaha hope your SATS were good V!

Went to Chara's on wednesday for study date and it was sewper dewper productive! We caught Indiana Jones at night cos it was kinda a free movie but it was yucky! Hahaha nice alien ending -;- Yesterday was another attempt at studying with Woon but we caught Kungfu Panda instead. Gazillion times better than Indiana Jonez! Ciptanica quickly come back so we can watch SATC!

Ok gonna bathe now and smell nice and make the world a better place