song playin-  twisted sister- "we're not gonna take it"

well..........  i don't really know what to say.

i went to the mall yesterday to see michelle.  i had a wonderful time.  she is so perfect in every way.  i care so much for her.  i know she feels the same, but i also know that she is afraid.  of what, i haven't gotten a clue.  i wish that i could be with her and just sit down and talk with no interruptions just so that i could see where this whole thing is going.  with school gettin ready to start i am ready to settle down and be in a relationship with someone, and i know in my heart that she is the only one i want, i just hope that she wants that same thing.  i just don't know.

anyway....... after i left the mall me and travis came back home and hung out with casey at the pool.  we decided to go campin last night but i didn't go, guess i just wasn't in the mood for partyin.  some girl approached me at the pool while i was there hanging out with casey, she wanted me to take her out or somethin, but i told that i didn't want to.  any other time during the summer i would have taken this girl out in a heartbeat, but it didn't feel right.  i really do care for michelle, and whether she wants a relationship or not, until i find out, i am not gona do anything to mess that up.  she is special, and i can't explain why, but she just is.

peace!