Currently Listening Duality By Slipknot <3good song! good song!<3 see related

I HAVE A NEW SITE.... I WAS TIRED OF THIS ONE... yea if you wanna go there it's xXx__broken__xXx...... yea i know kinda lame name but yea it works for me.......... this is my last entry   

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here we go again,

yea last night we lost.  that's that.  o yea and i got to play for like......... 2 minutes!!!!!  i was so pissed.... and here was chelsea and krista and casey who got to play freshman and jv......... it's bull s**t.  why do they get to play for both teams and i only get to play for 2 minutes???  i mean i know i'm not that good but coach needs to stupid figure out what team he wants then on and give the rest of us a chance. AND TO THE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T GET TO PLAY.........  I'M SORRY AT THIS MOMENT I DON'T KNOW IF I WANNA DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE...... JUS BE THANKFUL THAT YOU DIDN'T SIT ON THE BENCH AND LOOK LIKE A BUNCHA GEEKS THAT WON'T GET TO PLAY UNLESS WE GET OUR A***S KICKED....... YEA  i mean yea chelsea was all like last night "i wanna play i wanna play!"  and i looked at her and said "yea well try wantin to play the whole game but gettin 2 minutes to do your thing, you have no reason to complain especially when you don't know what it feels like to sit on your a** the whole time."  so yea i showed her.  but i went to practice at freakin 7:30 in the stupid morning!  yea that made me mad to. 

but yea i'm bored so you have my house number gimme a call since i got my cell taken away..... yea so call me and i will be able to do something......

always,

em 

Currently Listening Getting Away With Murder By Papa Roach love this song...... it's a good'n see related

Ok here goes another bull s**t entry

first of all,

If you are one of my good friends and have a problem, don't leave me a comment on thie lame a** site.  talk to me in person, it would be much appreciated.  i really don't like having my "best friends" leave me comments when they could have jus as easily came up and talked to me instead of making it other people's buisness.  and if you are one of my good friends and have a problem with one of my other friends i don't give a crap!  you don't run my life or who i can be friends with so jus drop it!  thanks. 

oh yea and if you think you are gonna start crap with me over the internet well, i can't wait till we are in person...

omg yesterday it was sooo funny!  me and leah were tryin to figure out how to draw boobs and butts on the computers...... yea we came up wit some good'ns..... but on this computer it won't let me so yea.... i will show them later.... yea we were laughin for like the entire class cuz yea.... it was funny

ok now about my wonderfully exciting but at the same time not life,

BORING!  there's the only word i can think of how to describe it.  o yea and another one AWESOME.  but only a couple of people would understand that one.  yea tomorrow i get to suit up for the game.  but coach said i would probably get to play a little to nothing if i didn't mind.  i kinda did but you know jus bein able to suit up makes me happy cuz then i get to cheer on my girls as well as represent my team.  but yea! 

YOU ALL BETTER COME WATCH US TOMORROW!  I DON'T CARE IF IT IS AT 4:15 I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU GO!!!!!

GO RAILERS

i'm outtie cuz i'm pissed and yea,

#2

yea well this is what you can call boredom......... i am talkin to lauren on the phone and writing this entry.  yesterday was fun... i hung out with zach and lauren until like 5 and then we all went home.  *sigh*  i love it.  and we had basketball practice yesterday too.  it was fun even though it was for 3 friggin hours...... lol i had a blast.... except for some parts.  lol.  but i am sittin here.  jus got home from church.  bein totally completely bored and then i decide i'm gonna go to laurens.  she says its cool.... lol i have no idea what i am talkin about.  but yea.  we are gonna have a blast at her place.  lol.  i am very random right now.  i love it sooo much.  but yea. i talked to megan c. last night and i miss her so much.  she and i need to hang out sometime.  and then i saw amelie today.... i wanted to see becca too but not all of my wishes can come true...lol.  love you gurls. 

wednesday, i saw the most beautiful thing that i think i have ever seen in my entire life...  i actually saw my first shooting star.  it was amazing..... i was jus lookin at the sky then all of a sudden.... *bam*  there it went.  i think it was a sign from God that my life is gonna go better than what i plan it will..... i was so thankful for it too.  it made me feel special that someone so big and powerful was looking down on me.... not the person next door but at me..... i don't know... but i wouldn't mind repeating the experience.  it was wonderful.

but you know since i jus got off the phone with lauren that means i should go ask my parents if i can cuz yea.... they are my ride.  so i will update more later.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

EM

well yea a lot has happened this past week.....

last weekend- i went to the district gathering and met a whole buncha awesome people..... and of all people i met rachel... she is awesome.  i see why andrew liked her so much..... she is cool....... but yea it was an awesome weekend.  i have never met so many people with such strong faith.  i thought camp this summer was awesome(70 people)  well this place was amazing (630 people)  yea i loved it.... i met this guy named anthony.  he was awesome too.  yea i got to know him a lot in the last 2 days that we were there.

today- well we had basketball at 10-1230...... it was fun fun fun!  i love it so far but there has been a lot of crap lately so i am not sure if i still wanna play or not.  even though i love it.  but yea.  tonight i have to go coach with lizzo a buncha 5th graders.  it is a lot of fun.... and i love it.  our first game was last saturday.  we lost by 2 points but lizzo said we did good.  i missed it though cuz i was out of town. 

****** on a more mental note******

everyone..... be sure you know who your true friends are.  you never know when they will stab you in the back.

much,

em

all i wanna be is the girl falling alseep in his arms at night, watching the stars as night turns to day, not caring about anything else in the world accept how i feel right there with Y0U LEFT F00TPRiNTS 0N MY HEART </3

It's amazing how we don't even speak that often,
how you tell me we're just friends..but when we make
eye contact, when I look into your big, gorgeous eyes,
and you smile, I know, something has to be there..<3

i couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees. Learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give to you forever. I love you. i'll be seeing you

A boy and a girl. Best friends...they knew everything about one another, they helped each other out. And cheered each other up when they needed it. They called each other daily. And told each other what happened in their day. Together they'd hang out, and share priceless memories. When they were upset, they both knew the perfect person to call would be one-another. They would stand up. And help each other through it all.. *They knew so much*..But what they didn’t know was that they both were perfect for each other

a good friend
will
pick you up when you fall
but
your best friend*
will laugh
&
trip u again

wow my week so far has been mucho intersante.........  espanol people know what i'm talkin about. 

monday : woke up at 5:30 in the mornin for basketball conditioning.  can you say ahh!  omg it was insanly tiring.  and then i went through my usual day of boring nothingness........ (i don't know if that's a word).  after school i had basketball practice which is more like conditioning than anything.  then we took laura to our house and made our mexican dish for spanish today.  then around 8:30 suprisingly i went to bed.

today : LIVING HELL!!!!!  woke up again at 5:30 in the morning for basketball conditioning.  went to school.  ate mexican food for lunch.  and then went to another hell hole called basketball practice.  lol and now i am at home.  bein a lazy butt.  i am sooooo tired you wouldn't even believe.  and my dad is makin me do all this crap for him like go chheck on HIS food and whatever else he can think of.  finally i yelled at him saying that all day he sits at a desk when a majority of my day i spend running...... yea now he does his thing and i do mine.  thank god!

i really don't know what else to write.  guys are weird and confuse me but what else is new.  i am still hating high school.  and my grades still suck.  but hey this is only one day in my life........ maybe tomorrow at least the guys won't be weird..... lol i'm out

much

em

well yea i'm done for da day......

XOXOXO