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ey yall..this is wassup...the new me..meng....let's give a round of applause to the new site for aljohn...haha...

still same old...i just needed to change a couple of thangs to make it different from this site..nawm sayin????..butchea..hehe..feel free to help me improve on my new site...if ever you wanna help me out...[ahem like put some music in it]..i'd be more then happy homie...literally MORE THAN HAPPY...[i've never had songs on my site].... jea jea...that's watsup...don't come here no more...i'm

on StiLL..but..i'm Movin on... nawm sayin??...

wat i learned in skewl today....

if you expect success you'll find more success in your life....never expect that you're gonna fail because theres more of a chance that you will if you do...you prepare yourself to fail and not to win..."but wat if you expect success but you end up failing anywayz"...well that's where expectin to loose comes in...when you're expectin to finish the goal, you shouldn't even be thinkin about what if we can't make it...cause it doesn't really matter....if you keep expectin success you'll learn and forget about failure and move on to better success in your life....

the teacher asked who was this person.."he ran for senate once and failed..he ran for vice president and failed...he ran for" some other bigg position again "and failed...then he ran for senate again and he still failed"..."..but then he ran for president..and won"...the whole class was guessing "bush." "JfK".."Roosevelt"...for once...i knew the answer when the whole class didn't.....i remember readin about him last year in american history, not for an assignment but just because i was interested in who ~*~Abraham Lincoln~*~ was.....i remember readin but how though he failed to get the position he wanted soo many times, he still pushed on and ended up gettin the highest position in the U.S.....i told the teacher "Lincoln"..but she didn't hear me.....soo before she gave the answer she said..."i know one of yall will say, "i said that"..cuz i didn't hear you answer when everyone was screamin president's names"....so she said "lincoln"..and because i was soo proud that i some reason knew the answer i yelled out.."i said that"...and everyone was all.."teeheheh"..like little girls...i was just.."wat's soo punny.."...

well anywho..my point in this experience was that......it's just a strange coinsidence bout how i knew the answer and i was actually payin attention...when usually i sleep in the class...she was teachin us to expect success...like how lincoln alwayz did even though he failed many times..and ya....it's just somethin that cought my attention today...cause of how i usually go.."wat's the use...i'm gonna get half credit by gettin the answers wrong anywayz..theres no point"..soo yah..maybe if i strive for success i'll get it..ya???...you should to....

i talk to my friend bout how i would be surprised and proud to see her grow up as a successful person in the future....yah....soo i'd be happy to see you guyz all workin it well in the future too!=]...okeiz....

lame....wateverz..hehe..laterz yall.

on a serious note....i'd like to ask everyone to pray for my dad...brother Tomas N Guingab Jr....i'm sure he's alright.....i can't believe that anything wrong would happen to him....but i just found out that im'ma be home alone for a little while longer cuz he's gonna be in the hospital in Va wid my mom another week or so...but yah...pls do...thank you for your concern...

O K...that's enough......i mean i know i was all complainin and all about how im'ma be alone ova hea...but serusly.....i'm tired of erryone thinkin i'm a young lil buck...homie....

i mean..ya...i'm only 17...but wait....ya..i'm freakin 17! i mean serusly....everyone's all....you sure you ok?..you got food??...come over..we'll feed you....it's not like a minister's son to refuse or it'll be disrespectful...sooo [me] "ok..why not?? i'll go"..it's not like i'm trynna stay in shape here!.....grrr....sigh..naw i know they just bein nice...verry kind brethren....

but now here comes my mom...askin...or botherin the binhi pres.. to come over and sleep in my house so i won't be alone...so i'm like..wat.. now i needa baby sitter??!....who's freakin..bout my age!?...and then some people asked me to sleep over their house..on a school night!..cuz they don't want me home alone...[i wanted to say no cuz yanno..i need my time to myself sometimes yanno??and i knew these brethren would keep talkin to me to make sure i feel at home...]...soo i call my mom..to ask her..hoping she'd say no..to give me an excuse not to stay..but she thinks it'd be better for me to stay..arrgh....so i slept over...sigh....nothin against them..they're really nice...much love for that..but....wen can i grow yanno??....

i mean...i thought by now my mom wud stop lookin at me like sum kid...i feel she can't believe how old i am and the difference it makes..and when i tell her...yanno...she's just like "fine...you wanna be a bigg man.. go"....and i gotta learn things on my own as if i'mma freakin husband without a wife.....which makes me..not a husband...cuz i can't be a husband to no one....so i'm like...a widow....umm..la....no el widow...me.....ahem.....yap........[aljohn..you ever just listen to urself talk?..lol]..well...yah....im'ma bigg man.....<[pic] wid hair on my chin...so ha

well anywho....it's either i accept the childhoodness..or grow by myself with no one there.....i'll choose the growing thing....

anyway...watsup...well....i've been just doin my own thang that's all....waiting for sportsfests...thinkin bout how im'ma make my time worthed wid everyone over there...and yah....skewlin.....i try not to worry bout bein alone like i did back in atl....but yah...i've been meeting more and more people as go through this locale....it's strange...like frill frill...after 3 months...i'll be used to the locale...and after a year is when i start to give lubb to it...soo yah....gotta adapt and give time...but wateverz...i'm sad my va homiez aren't goin to sports fest.....miss yall alot....but sall good....stuff happens for a reason....i'll be seein atl soon=]...oh but hey...don't think im'ma be a friendly one..haha..i represent wherever i live..and ya...my brothers will be on your side...for once..i can go against them and get away wid it..mwahaha..ok laterz

people alwayz ask me how it feels to be a minister's son...well it's too much to explain...that's why i be tellin how i be feelin here..butchea anyY

everytyme i leave a locale...they're afraid that im'ma forget them cuz..like.. they be thinkin there's gonna be another one of them in my next locale yanno??..of course..i'll never forget the ones i love.[meaning if i've been wid you alot while i lived in the locale then of course i give alotta love, so i won't forget]...butchea...of course i'll meet someone who'll reminds me of you..but it'll never be the same...well.....moving to this locale, it's a first...

never in my life where i had to worry bout how...not that theres people here reminds me of old friends...but people here who remind me of...me...yanno??...like...everything i do that makes me feel like im a someone has already been played out by everyone.....like....the way i share my heart wid people...i see that alotta guys can be that way here....my favorite talent[if it is one] is singin...alotta people sing better here...the way i joke around...alotta them joke the same way..but differently..yanno?.....it's not that i don't like it...it just feels like....coming here.....wat impact can i make..yanno???.....i like to leave a locale not thinkin that i was a life of a party all the time..but at least someone who will be missed...and..i denno..over here it's different...specially wid my family gone and all....i gotta find a new me again..or somethin...well..wateverz...

sigh..just like moving to atl...."i gotta give it some time"..again...which is why i don't like movin around...but..ya..iightz laterz

by the way..watsup 4 now...is that..my bros had left today...and my moms stayin wid them for a week..soo ya..i'm at home wid my dad by myself....it's a 1st....another new feeling...this feeling of..."mii...miss...misssing m-my bruuuh...brothers"????..wat an odd feeling...=P..well wat i'm really worried about is..that im'ma have to eat my dad's cooking for a week!...ahhhh!!...haha.naw..all he knows is howta cook eggs....and hey..i love eggs...no problem wid that=]..hehe..kei laterz

"mahn..watta boring xanga...just aljohn talking...haha..who cares about what he says......"

aljohn:...oh yah...well...your mom!..uww...

hah..=P...jk...i don't care..you don't have to read if you're a loser.....i mean....well anyY<3^_~...

wat's goin on wid me....just pissed cuz...i'm startin skewl wrong again...wid allola distractions wid my schedules and crap...and senior year supposed to be da slack year??....and i've goettn sick!!..yah i'm feelin feverish over here.."it's some kind of a hot ober here"...it's an orlando thang...you wouldn't understand....lol...jk...as if i got pride for this locale already....i'm tired of all the "sausages">men.....butchea homies..

i'm back to the ghettos in my skewl....except it's dirty ghetto...thurs too many spanish speaking peoplez...i go through the hall and they're all...el..este..nosotros.... gusta bootay... mucha grande...while the hindu homies are all...dabababalala praise ala ayayaya....haha..jk...it's tru...but jk..... don't be offended non members....really i'm better here then in my other skewl...at least i blend in wid da crowd..well kinna...well in my old skewl...you see...white lite everywhere but then..that black figure stands there in the middle...here...it's like...you see darkness...wid baggy clothes....but one dark guys..wid surfer dude clothing...me...=P...awwellz....i'm sleepy...laterz homiez....

if you ever wander why i say homie alot...it kina sounds like..."hold me"...nawm sayin??..so it's like homie gurr..or homie boi....yah..hold me gurr..or hold me boi...i mean it like..huggz yanno??it's a kewler way..cuz yes...i'm a kewl guy...=Psigh...lotta lubbin lotta lubbin... welp....bye