hey yall!!! ish been awhile... welps.. lots have happened since last....

boys have come and go..... depression appears  once again... bad habbits come back.... the whole 10 yards.

but then...i dont really wanna think about the past anymore... what's over is over... but when i think about it.. it makes me made. all the mistakes i've done. all the things that i over saw... but you kno what hits me the most??! the fact that once again.. i feel as though i lost to another chickAh. why is it that EVERYTIME  i start to fall... some chick comes and just seems to beat me at the most important parts.

why is it that i always tend to fall for the guys that i think are just soo right for me, but in the end... they're not..? AND what am i doing now?? i mean.... i hate it that i kno that i'm on the rebound... but i'm still taking the boy in. why do i have to always hurt so many people that are important to me... why can't i just play nice... leave them alone... why can't i just NOT BE SELFISH?!?!? why am i even writing on this thing?? it makes me look like even more of a retard... but ehhh.... that's what i am right??

LIFE GOES ON........................ seasons change.... time passes....fall becomes winter which then becomes spring... it always gets more and more beautiful before it starts to die again... so that means... I'VE STILL GOT TIME before the next downfall.....                      

hey ya'll!!! i'm finalizing the plans... kinda... hahaha

23rd(friday) im gunna have my birthday at alki (most likely) it's gunna be a bon fire sometime at night... show up whenevers, leave whenevers.... i'll prob be there around 7ish.... hit me up if you can make it... yall kno the digits!

BETTER SHOW!! NO EXCUSES!!! ;)

sowwie... my other party got cancelled... :(

it's about time i get outta here...........

dang these past couple weeks have been crAzAh!! haha shiz dudes... all i wanna say... yall who've been kiken it wit me kno what i mean... :P well anyways... i wanna go campen on for my bday... any ya'll think yall can come?? paweese... not ah sure plan.. but i wanna goo!!! hahah the 23rd weekend..... yuppers.. hollah atchagirl!!! ;)

I'M PLANNEN ON HAVEN MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ON THE 23rd OF JULY!!!! EVERYONE THAT I KNO IS INVITED!!!!! SO YALL BETTER SHOW! I DONT CARE IF YOU HAVE WORK! MUAHHAHAH HEHEHE BUT YEAH I'LL GIVE YALL THE DETAILS LATERS. JUST MAKE SURE THAT DAY'S OPEN KK?!

I NEED A HEAD COUNT..... FOR THE FOOD YAH KNO!!! HAHA SO HIT ME UP AS SOON AS YOU KNO...