| Hey All... wow sorry i havent updated in a while... but that myspcace thing is addicting!!!! but ya I really havent been doing anything...working a lot... and not that school has started i've been working day's witch is nice b/c then i have my nights but still its the waking up to go to work thats a killer!!! lol....
Ya when the first day of school came it felt kinda weird that i didnt have to get up to go... but it really didnt hit me till yesterday when i had the day off from work.... it felt like i was hoime sick from school... it was weird... i think it will soon hit me that i really dont have to go back to school if i dont want to... and that my friends are everywhere going to college... im sure i'll have one of those nights when im tiard and thinking about how everyone is gone away at college and i wont be able to see them.... and there will prolly be tears... no there will be tears.... but i'll get over it and think about all the good times that i had with them in high school and in years before that... its amazing how when your in school you want it to be over but when your done with it you wanna go back because you miss it... its funny how life is...
But ya other than working i've been hanging out with friends...well work friends mostly... but i LOVE it!!! i've seen sooo many movies in the past 3 months than i have in like the past year....lol... but its really fun... and we have to do it again... once everyone has the money to do it!!! I love ya!!!!! but ya summer has been fun!!! and hopefully the rest of the year will be just as good!!!!
Thurs- off Fri- 8:30-5 Sat- 1-9
*MUAH* Brittney~
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| myspcae.....soo i jumped on the band wagon and got a myspace.... so im sad to inform that i dont think i'll be updating this.... but i dont know... so check back when ever! but the myspace is:
www.myspace.com/bubbs87
check it out its neat!!
~Brittney~ |
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| bring out the tissues for this oneairka is leaving... she's leaving me... in 8 weeks... well more like 4 weeks for me... i see her 3 days everyother week... and she's going... moving to Cali... she's leaving me.... and all of this other stress of prom and finding a date... and _______ ... im just worn out... im so tiard of everything this is what katie thinks about the ______ thing: GypsyLou1941: hes nervous around you? hes avoiding you because hes shy around you? realizes all of a sudden he likes you, and now hes awkward around you
so i dont know about that... i dont know about him.... but i think everything is jsut building up in side of me and the last night and today its coming out.... and being at dads this weekend and rusty(our dog he died on March 28th) not being there made things not right... everything is changing and everyone is leaving.. and i guess its just really over welming.... and these entry's have been big for me b/c now everyone is seeing that other side... the stuff that im hiding behind the smile and the happiness.... and its scary..... and i hope i dont scare anyof you's away but... if i do then im sorry for doing that... but yah....
i've also relized that true friends are there for you no matter what.. the good and the bad... they stick to what they say... and dont back away... their there when you need a shoulder.. and when you need to hear the truth... their there when you need comfort and when you need someone to tell you its going to be ok... friends are like family.... just not blood.... but eventually they can be better than family.... and your true friends will be there from miles away or right next door... they'll tell you when you look like hell(sorry)... and when you look like a million bucks... so friends no matter where you are or what your doing i want to say THANK YOU! and that LOVE YOU soooo much....
its going to be hard for a while for me ( and this is hard for me to say) but you guys cant let me go crazy and you cant let me give up.....
~Brittney~ |
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