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i hella wanna get over 87 buh i dunno if i can.. i asked like how many ppl wat i should do.. and u noe wat dey said? yupp u should ..u can alwaize try.. BUT WAT SHOULD I DO.. im soo confused its true... i wanna tell him how i feel..especially at april foolz dai and sai " hi .. i like you.. april foolz "..i would never do dat..and it was a dare.. i couldn't do it cuz it was juss too mean!!!!!!! o wellz dis crush of mine will end soon enough i guess..lol..... kz bye

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2dai..hhmm.its about 7:30 am rite now...yesterdai at karate it was soo funny.. dayum RB,Jay-r, John(Ray), and John(JC), Cheska, Kenneth, were durr.. it was soo funny.. cuz dy were walking da walk and it was juss funny..im glad i went yesterdai..afterdat i reminsiced(dunno how to spell..lol).. of things.. and i should stop thinking ppl are cute and focuz on meh work! ne waize...2dai imma takeda 14 and 112...lolz.. im soo confused about stuff... i mean i wanna talk.buh rite now isn't da time.. omg i hella wanna g2 da flip country hella bad.. c meh family.. and go in a shoppin spree..lol.. omg since 2dai is april foolz dai... karen told meh ta do a dare..i wonder if i should do it? lol.. hmm i'll jus do it wen da time comes.. and maybe he'll be thinking im a psycho pat..or yeah..  i dunno.. wellz imma go and enjoy dis dai while it last!!

2dai we started wif 4 period.. it was purtty good...87 is ssoo cute...lol. WAH...wat can i say..at lunch time 55 alwaize saize HI to meh..hehe..he's soo adorable..wif his "wun in da million smile" lol..i hafta study fo meh math test 2maro wish meh LUCK.. i need it alot..lol. dAYUm i can't use meh BLUE pen..cuz nate has it and gave it too david..durrfore i  hafta get it bak 2maro.. AND I NEED IT NOW.. i guess im stating to see pplz cuteness in TN.. i mean u hafta look deep... not like in OCE... whre everywhere u turn hella hot guyz are gonna be there! hehe. well i really hope i get in an A in both english and math..cuz i really need those Az so i can get at least a 3.8 (plz plz plz..) ok now i g2g kz.. ttul bye

ok 2dai..i finally recieved meh transcript and i got im #59 out of 387 ppl......... soo its ok i guess buh i hella wanna be #1..i finally gotten ova 87 i onlee think he's cute now ..soo dats good!  i finally can talk to him..so dats even betta..u noe wat imma follow meh friends advice play hard to get...haha ......im not like dat..dammit i got da dots again(...) from troy.dammit......

ne waize i have hella hw...i dun really like ne wun soo dats all good..i can focus on meh work...:D Anewaize .. rite now da song dat relates to meh da most is Tamia- Smile.. its juss soo convincing ..ya noe......it really is..... i mean surely i smile.. buh it doesn't mean i dun got meh on problems... im shure wen other ppl hear dis song dey can relate...after much thought and advices from fellow friends.. i finally realized im not ready to have a bf.. i guess i was onlee inphatuaed..lolz.. cuz i dun really noe him and he's so shy! omg i think i was talkin to adrian( from canada), lolz.. en he's really helped meh alot! soo i guess i mean dat im not ready... and sumdai i hope dat it wil be soon dat im shure im gonna be ready and i hope dat da "person" will be too .. ok its really late rite now so i jus wanna sai thanx to emily and adrain to helping meh figure out sum stuff

hey 2dai was alrite.. omg.. i jammed meh friends locker..buh den after hella panicking it was fixed.. i gotta tell him.....lol. its not even funnyy.... stupid binders...lolz.. ne waize..2dai was alrite.. lol i spent lunch w/ erika since i couldn't find meh wifies...it was kool.....

im trying hella hard not to thnk  87'z cute .... i dun nemore......... i think.. i jus hafta get to noe him betta b4 i "like" so yuppers.. too bad tho...everytime he's online and im on..he's onlee on fo a second and den he has to go.... and at skool we hardly talk and online we hardly ...so how da hell am i gonna get to noe him betta if we never talk .....i just really hope i can get to noe him better..really really hope.. ok now imma go kz bye...

p.s i think brian is gonna kill wen he finds out.......buh o wellz at least its fix rite!!