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| Well I pretty much havent wrote in here for awhile, and thought I should update. I read Jeannettes entry about missing a great friend. For the most part I feel almost the same as she does. Over the summer I was really good friends with someone, close to being best friends because we have known eachother for a long time. Well after summer we come back to school, and we maybe talk once a great while. Maybe a Hey or something like that, but its never a long conversation like it used to be, and I miss that. I was going through all of my old mail and I read some of the comments from livejournal and just a conversation that him and one of my other friends had. It made me realize how much I miss our talks, the hanging out. Part of this is my fault, I could started thing but chose not to. So much for a wonderful update. <3Amber | | |
| Less then a half hour I will be on my way to Mount Pleasant to see Bon Jovi, I'm so excited. Then when I come back tomorrow I will be ungrounded and can do whatever. I expect some phone calls while I'm sitting in the hotel all by myself while my parents are off gambling. | | |
| Well today was the day that my parents for sure told me they were going to sell the house once again. We tried before but we failed to do so in the 2 months that we had, so now they are going to try again and they are set on a condo. I have moved so many times in my life and my parents cant just stay in one place, I mean I finally got used to this neighborhood and now we are picking our lives up for the 5th time. I have moved 5 times in the past 16 years and we havent stayed in a house for more then 5 unitl the one that we are in right now. I mean I dont mind moving because I will still be in the same school district. I can remember when I first came to Shores in 5th grade and before school started I remember my mother taking me to meet my teacher ahead of time for some reason. Mr. Kieft was an awesome teacher and to this day he is still my favorite. I remember being so nervous on the first day of school because I didnt know anyone and all my friends were back at Fruitport, but I got through the first day and made some new friends. I became friends with Sarah who happens to be on of my best friends of all time right now. After that year middle school started and I had a lot more friends that I made and so many memories back in 6th grade. Now I'm thinking to myself that if my parents never wanted to move and decided to stay in one place I probly wouldnt be here today and I probly wouldnt have all the friends that I do now. I would still be back at Fruitport with all of my old friends which I happen to only be friends with one person over there and we have been friends for almost 12 years. But there are days that I wished I could go back and see everyone for a day and see how they have all changed. So tomorrow my parents are going to look at a finished product of the condo that we are buying that is not finished and while they are doing that I will be up north for the weekend and then on monday I will be going camping for who knows how long and when I come back I will be going to Cedar Point and then after that I get to go to Soaring Eagle to see Bon Jovi which I'm really excited to see. So as you can see the rest of my summer is busy but I do get to spend some of my camping time with my friends. Well its the last update for awhile. | | |
| To add on the last entry. It seems lately that I'm not the same person I have been lately. Or at least thats what my mother tells me, it seems like everyday my mother and I always find things to argue about and this started right when I turned 16. Why I don't know but I'm starting to wonder if its my fault that me and her are having problems. But I have no idea why it would I try to stay clear of arguements and I never raise my voice. For example Sarah and I were hanging out and my brother calls me and asked me if I could pick him up from the movies and I told him that I was hanging out with my friends because it was my first night out in a long time and he was cool with it and said ok I'll find a different ride and he hung up. Well it turned out he called my mother to see if she would pick him up. Well that wasn't the best idea because she got all mad and called me and asked why I wouldnt do it even know I explained earlier that I was going to hang out with my friends that night and she agreed to let me do it. She got all mad at me she hung up on me and picked him up, but before she ever picked him up she called back and was like get home now your curfew changed for a week. I never been so upset in my life for one she expects me to do more now that I have a car, and 2 she called one of my best friends a user, that she was using me for rides. I hung up the phone and threw it on the ground and was put in tears. But the truth is I give my brother rides whenever he needs them and I'm more then happy to give him one because hes one of my friends too, it was that one night that I wouldnt do it. Now my mom is telling me who I can and cant hang out with. Its not the fact that shes trying to protect me its the fact that I have more freedom in my life and she cant accept that. I just wish things would get better for me, I find myself leaving a lot, having to vent from it all. I end up at my grandmas a lot during the day because being at home just isnt working for me all the time. I just hate how our relationship has changed in less then a month, I want the old one back so bad and I have been trying everything to get it back but everything I do doesnt seem to work. She has not only made me not like her at the moment but a lot of my friends are starting to take a better look and starting not to like her. Sarah is too afraid to come over anymore and she hates my mom. But there is one good thing out of all this, me and my dad have been getting closer because he seems like the only person that understands where I'm coming from and hes the one I can go to for everything now, I dont understand how long it took me to realize my dad was always there to help me when I need help. I guess I learn something new everyday. | | |
| I had an awesome night away from it all. Well it started with me waking up and going right over to my grandmas house it was nice not to be home for the day. Got to see my little cousin, what an imagination he has I mean I never had an imagination as big as he does now. Spent the day over there pretty much. Came home for like an hour and left again. Picked up Paula and Sarah and I got to spend the rest of the day with 2 of my favorite people in the whole world...thats right be jealous. We went out to Grand Haven and walked the pier like twice and its really long, my feet still hurt. We had Pronto Pups like the best corndog place ever, and cant forget dessert a Temptations. We hung out there from like 5-9 just walking around and talking about everything, and if you know us we dont stop talking. We got tired and we were going to sit and watch the musical fountain but we didnt know what time it started so we just sat there, and I had this idea to call Mychal and yell at him for last night. If you dont know the story here it is. Well Paula was down in Florida and one night she calls me and tells me she has all these people telling her that he was all over some girl, come to find out it was all a joke and it was Mychals idea I was like cool I love you guys so much. And last night me, Sarah, Paula, and Mychal hung out after antioch and we were walking the pier and all and those 2 would not hold hands so I had to yell at him for that too. But it didnt last very long because I told him something I wasnt supposed to tell him and Paula like ran over and took the phone from me and then she talked to him for like ever. Came home and doing absolutely nothing. Tomorrow or I should say today Im going over to my grandmas house to do some work for them and have no idea whats going on afterwards. Anyone wanna hang out later on tomorrow. Today I loved it I mean what could be any better then hanging out with 2 of the best girls ever. | | |
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