Akon ft. Styles P
                                             Locked Up (Remix)

[Styles P]
Locked up, they won't let me out,
And I had a long day in court Shit stressed me out,
Won't gimme the bail they can't get me out,
Now I'm headed to the county,
Gotta do a bid here, im used to living luxurous,
I don't wana live here, the walls is gray the clothes is orange,
The phones is broke, the food is garbage,
A lot a niggas is livin with these circumstances,
Sp's the same i still fuck ya manz'z ,
Drug money to rap money work advances,
Niggas ran and told that i shoulda murked to kansas,
Niga got popped for a murda attempt,
Knocked me on d block when i was burning the hemph,
Had a brick in the stash hope they don't take to a further extent,
Locked up and they wont let me out,
When i hit my cell block, niggas know to get me out.

[AKON]
Im steady tryna find a motive,
Why do why i go,
Freedom aint gettin no closer,
No matter how far i go,
My car is stolen, no registration,
Cops partolin, and now they done stop me,
And i get locked up,

[Chorus]
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out

[Akon]
Headin up town to re up,
Back with a couple keys,
Corner blocks on fire,
Under covers dressed as feens,
Makin so much money,
Ride up smooth and fast,
Put away the stash,
And as i sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up

[CHORUS]
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out

[Styles P]
Now that im locked up i rep two sets so
Ima ride or die and stay d blocked up
Two tooth brushes up,
Whoever wanted with p
When i walk by nigga get up,
Cuz im locked up they cant get me out,
I smoke a stick of haze when they stress me out,
Go and hit the bar when the reds be out,
Cant wait for the day when they let me out,

[Akon]
Cuz visitation no longer comes by,
Seems like they forgot about me,
Commissary is getting empty,
My cell mates getting food without me,
Can't wait to get out and move forward with my life,
Got a family that loves me and wants me to do right
But instead I get locked up

[CHORUS]
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (my nigga im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out (cuz im locked up)

                         Akon* Ghetto

Ghetto, Ghetto, Ghetto, Ghetto we livin

[verse one]

These streets remind me of quicksand (quicksand)
When your on it you'll keep goin down (goin down)
And there's noone to hold on too
And there's noone to pull you out
You keep on fallin (falling)
And noone can here you callin
So you end up self destructing
On the corner with the tuli on the waist tight just got outta the bing doin stay time
Teeth marks on my back from the canine
Dark Memories of when there was no sunshine
Cause they said that I wouldn't make it
(I remember like yesterday)
Holdin on to what god gave me

[chorus]

Cause thats the life when ur
Living in the (ghetto)and
Eating in the (ghetto)or
Sleeping in the (ghetto) (ghetto)
Cause thats the life when ur
Living in the (ghetto)and
Eating in the (ghetto)or
Sleeping in the (ghetto, ghetto, ghetto)

[verse two]

No need to cherish luxuries (cause everythin' come and go)
Even the life that you have is borrowed
(Cause your not promised tomorrow)
So liveyour life as if everydays' gon be your last
Once you move forward can't go back
Best prepare to remove your past

Cause ya gotta be willin to pray
Yea There gotta be (there gotta be) a better way oh
Yea ya gotta be willing to pray
Cause there gotta be (there gotta be) a better day (ay)

Whoever said that this drama would stop today
A lot of niggers dead or locked away
Teenage Women growing up with aids

[chorus]

Cause thats the life when your
Living in the (ghetto) oh
Eating in the (ghetto) or
Sleeping in the (ghetto, ghetto)
Thats the life when ur
Living in the (ghetto)oh
Eating in the (ghetto) or
Sleeping in the (ghetto, ghetto, ghetto)

[bridge]

Gun shots every night in the (ghetto)
Crooked cops on sight in the (ghetto)
Every day is a fight in the (ghetto)
(oh oh oh oh oh) (ghetto)
Got kids to feed in the (ghetto)
Selling coke and weed in the (ghetto)
Every day somebody bleed in the (ghetto)
(oh oh oh oh oh) (ghetto)

[chorus]

Thats the life when your
Living in the (ghetto)oh
Living by the (ghetto)oh
Eating in the (ghetto, ghetto)
Thats the life when your
Living in the (ghetto)oh
Sleeping in the (ghetto)
Living in the (ghetto, ghetto, ghetto)

(wooohhoohh)

Ok well I'm back sorry I haven't wrote nothing for you all to read. But anyways who cares about that. Well I went to court the other day with Chase. It was fun. But all went well I was shocked how things went but he is the fahter of Riley so I gotta give in some how and deal with it Whether I like it or not, or whether I want him to see him or not. But Josh made me realzie that I have to get over that something is gonna happen to Riley while he is in Chase's care. Which I'm not sayin Chase would let anything happen to my Baby boy, but you never know. You dont know what can happen when he is with everyone and he turns his back. Not talkin about Angela or Jessika because I use to hang with themand they never did shit to that baby. So I trust them but I dont trust other people. And if there was anything to happen to Riley I wouldn't think twice about killin the person who did it and the person that let it happen. That Baby is my world and if I was to lose him because someone wants to get fucked up or anything with him bein there or near him I swear... And to tell you the truth I dont trust Chase just cause he knows he can piss me off by doin something that isnt supposed to be happen. Like one smoke around Riley. Well one Riley has asthma and if anyone was smokin around him then they are askin for something to happen to him and if them people cant respect that then thats ok cause it aint gonna hurt me its gonna hurt Chase and Riley. Well I'm out so I'm not sayin anymore then that til' I have more shit to say.. Love ya

Love you Joshua Michael Day

10*11*04

* Don't judg3 m3 b@$3d upon how I u$3 to b3. I'v3 ch@ng3d, I'm no long3r th@t gurl who'd do @nything 4 your $mil3.

*If you h@d 2 cho$3 b3tw33n $om3on3 you lov3 or $om3on3 th@t lov3$ you. Pick th3 p3r$on th@t     Lov3$ you. B3c@u$3 you c@n l3@rn how 2 lov3 $om3on3 but you c@n't m@k3 $om3on3 lov3 you b@ck.

* Th3r3'll b3 2 d@t3$ on your tomb$ton3*3v3ryon3 will r3@d th3m but th3 only think th@t m@tt3r$ i$ th@t littl3 d@$h betw33n th3m.

* Don't bl@m3 m3 wh3n your f33ling$ $witch, C@u$3 boy know it I c@n b3 @ bitch. $o t@k3 your $orry$ @nd I lov3 you$, T@k3 th3m @ll @nd put on your $hoe$ c@u$3 I'm thr3w with all your g@m3$ @nd lyin'. Mo$t of @ll I'm $ick of @ll th3 cryin'.

*Don't you g3t it? your in hi$ p@$t, I'm in hi$ futur3. You @nd him @r3 ov3r. But m3 @nd him  ju$t b3gun. Gurl you mu$t b3 lo$in' it, You @nd him @r3 don3.

* I c@r3d 2 much b34 2 giv3 @ $hit now.

* P3opl3 th@t don't know m3 think I'm $hy. P3opl3 who do know m3 wi$h I w@$.

* Fuck th3 g@m3, Don't l3t th3 g@m3 fuck you.

* You wouln't know @ good thing if it c@m3 up 2 you @nd slit your thro@t.

* Pl@yin' th3 world lik3$ it'$ @ g@m3.

* W3lcom3 2 brok3n h3@rt @irw@y$..........................Th@nk$ 4 cr@$in' @nd burin' with u$ 2*d@y.

* $hootin' 4 your h3@rt. Got my h@nd on th3 trigg3r. It'$ tim3 you f3lt my p@in.

*

H@h@h@h@   @in't h3 cut3.. But @nyw2Y$  I'm not t3llin you @ll @bout my lif3 or wh@t I do in it. $o I'm gonn@ ch@ng3 som3 thing$.. ThiS $it3 i$ gonn@ b3 @ll @bout quot3$ @nd po3m$.... Got it Bitch?

*  Wh3n $hit go3$ down @nd $id3$ @r3 t@k3n, You'll find out who w@$ r3@l @nd who w@$ f@k3.

*Th3 only r3@$on I'll kick you off my b3d i$ to fuck you on my floor.

* Look @t m3,C@n you not $33 m3 $t@ndin' h3r3 so vuln3r@bl3, $o fr@gil3 @nd my f33ling$ $o d3lic@t3? B3 c@r3ful with wht@t you $@y 2 m3 c@u$3 I'm not 3motion@lly $trong. If you f@lt3r onc3 my h3@rt will br3@k in2 @ million pieces.

*If you don't m3@n it, Don't $@y it. I'v3 b33n thro @lot. So don't 3v3n think @bout bull$hitin' m3.

* If you @r3 goning 2 lov3 m3, Lov3 m3 d33ply. If you @r3 goning 2 br3@k my h3@rt, Br3@k it @ll. If you @r3 going 2 c@r3, C@r3 4 m3 completely. If you d3cid3 not 2 hold m3, Th3n ju$t l3t m3 f@ll. If you w@nt 2 l3@v3 , Th3n do it tod@y. If you @r3 going 2 ch@ng3, Ch@ng3 4 th3 b3tter. @nd if you @r3 going 2 t@lk, Th3n pl3@$e m3@n wh@t you $@y.

* B3 3@$y with m3. I'm fr@gil . I'm 3@Sily brok3n. B3 c@r3ful with m3, I'm @ fight3r, @nd your @ ch3@t3r @nd @ li3r. B3 3@$y with m3. Don't trip my wir3. C@u$3 I'm @ fr3@k @nd I'm on fir3.

*H3'$ my b3Stfri3nd. You know? Th3 kind wh3r3 @t th3 3nd of th3 d@y *I lov3 2 com3 hom3 ju$t 2 t@lk 2 him. Th3 kind wh3r3 I long 4 th3 w33k3nd $o I c@n $33 him. H3'$ mor3 th@n my b3$tfri3nd, H3'$ my world.

* D@m@g3d p3opl3 @r3 D@ng3rou$... Th3y know how 2 $urviv3.

*$33 if I lo$3 you. I wouln't only b3 lo$ing th3 m@n of my dr3@m$. But @l$o my *B3$tfri3nd*

*My philo$ophy of lif3 i$ th@t I c@n di3 @ny mom3nt. Th3 tr@g3dy of my lif3 i$ th@t I don't.

*@ft3r @ll th3 f3@r$ . Th3 w@rning$, @ft3r @ll...... @ wom@n$ mi$t@k3.... @r3 diff3r3nt from @ gurl$. Th3y @r3 writt3n by fir3 @nd $ton3, Th3y @r3 tr@it @nd not @n 3rror.

*@nyon3 c@n b3 @ f@th3r, But it t@k3$ @ r3@l m@n to b3 @ d@ddy. @nd in thi$ c@43 you @in't on3 @nd n3v3r will b3.

* You lov3 m3, You h@t3 m3, But @ll you 3v3r do i$ 4-g3t m3. Why $@y you lov3 m3, Why $@y you h@t3. Ju$t liv3 your lif3 @nd I'll liv3 min3. Without you. W3'll b3 h@ppy, W3'll b3 fr33. No mor3 h@ting No mor3 loving. Ju$t you @nd m3 @p@rt 4-3v3r @nd b3ing h@ppy.

*$om3 p3opl3 $@y th3y lov3 you @nd m3@n it. Oth3r$ $@y I lov3 you @nd don't. Wh3n you $@y you lov3 m3 wh3r3 do you f@ll?

*"Promi$3$" M3@n 3v3rything but @ft3r th3y @r3 brok3n "$orry" m3@n$ nothing.

* I'm th3 gurl......Th3 1 th@t'$ @lw@y$ lo$t. Th3 1 with th3 f@k3 smil3$, Th3 gurl who $33m$ 2 b3 strong but d@ily continu3$ 2 br3@k.... Th@t gurl who i$ @lw@y$ th3r3 @nd $33m$ 2 h@v3 no probl3m$ of h3r own. Th3 1 who hold$ b@ck t3@r$, Until' sh3'$ off th3 phon3. Th@t gurl i$ in *LOV3* @nd h3@rtbrok3n @t th3 s@m3 tim3.

*Not @ll $c@r$ $how, Not @ll wound$ h3@l. $om3tim3$ you c@n't @lw@y$ $33 th3 p@in $om3on3 f33l$.

* Wh@t if finding th3 lov3 of your lif3 m3@nt chAnging th3 lif3 you lov3?

* Your p3rf3ct.................

        - Th3 only r3@$on I @ct th3 w@y I do i$ b3c@u$3 I don't w@nt @noth3r gurl 2 3v3r g3t th3 ch@nc3 2 r3@liz3 how @m@zin' you @r3.

        - $om3wh3r3 b3tw33n @ll of our l@ugh$. Long t@lk$, $tupid lil' fight$ @nd @ll of our jok3$... I f@ll 4 you.

* You $@id you n3v3r w@nt3d 2 $ee m3 g3t hurt. $o did you ju$t clo$3 your 3y3$ wh3n you m@d3 m3 cry?

* I'm not th3 gurl who run$ up 2 you wh3n I $33 you. I'm not th3 gurl who jump$ @t 3v3ry mom3nt 2 t@lk 2 you. But I @m th3 gurl who k33p$ it @ll in$id3 @nd r3gr3t$ it l@t3r.

* $om3tim3$ you n33d 2 put th3 p@$t b3hind, th3 $@dn3$$ @$id3, You n33d 2 4-g3t 3v3rything you 3v3r f3lt in$id3, Your f33ling$, Your thought$ 3v3rything th@t w@$ 3v3r th3r3. B3c@u$3 you c@n't g3t hurt if you don't c@r3.

* Th3r3 will @lw@y$ b3 th@t @wk@rd mom3nt wh3r3 w3 w@lk by 3@ch other @nd r3m3mb3r wh@t w3 h@d @nd now w3 lo$t it @ll.

* Loving you i$ lik3 $howing $om3on3 th3 whol3 world @nd th3n t3lling th3m thi4 i$ wh@t you c@n't h@v3.

* Did  you 3v34 $@y th@t $om3on3 w@$ @ w@$t3 of tim3? Th3n you r3@liz3 th@t you'd giv3n up @ll your tim3 2 w@$t3 on th3m.

* 3v3ryon3 d3$3rv3$ @ 2nd ch@nc3. $om3tim3$, Tim3 w@$n't r3@dy for th3 fir$t on3.

* I'm not $@ying I don't w@nt you, B3c@u$3 I do. I'm ju$t not ch@$ing @ft3r you.

* Do3$n't it $ux wh3n h3 know$ 3x@ctly how you f33l @bout him? But do3$ nothing @bout it, B3c@u$3 he ju$t do3$n't c@r3?

* I'd r@th3r ch3w on brok3n gl@$$ th3n k33p living in th3 p@$t. @nd w@$ting tim3 on word$ you don't m3@n. N3v3r will m3@n.

* Torn b3tw33n 2.  Who would you choo$e? Th3 on3  th@t you love? Or th3 on3 th@t lov3$ you?~~~~~H@lf of my h3@rt i$ $3t on him. Th3 oth3r h@lf i$ on you. Without br3@kin' my h3@rt. How do I find out who?

* i b3t $om3on3 could look in your 3y3$.(@ million tim3$) @nd //n3v3r// $33 wh@t I $33 in you.

* H@v3 you 3v3r f3lt$o @lone th@t nothing m@k3$ $en$e? W3ll th@t$ how I f33l right now. I f33l @$ if I'm f@cing 3v3rything by my$3lf with nothing but t3@r$ @nd f@k3 $mil3$.

* Lov3 i$ on3 of tho$3 cr@zy thing$ th@t no m@tt3r how h@rd you try you ju$t c@n't find th3 word$ to t3ll wh@t your f33ling in$id3.

* If h3 tru3ly i$ your$, in th3 3nd h3'll still b3 th3r3. But if $om3how h3 $t@rt$ $lipping @nd f@lling @w@y. Don't c@tch him, Th3n h3'll notic3 th3 mi$t@k3 h3 m@d3 @nd it will b3 tru3ly hi$ lo$$.

Love Always

Jessica Lynn...