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Heyy

Yeah I really don’t want to go to the game tonight. Im tired.  I hope Chase calls tonight or something, haha knowing him he’ll show up at my house w/ a dozen roses or something. I wish.  Hes so sweet and so sexy and so adorable, I don’t want to loose him. I love him so much, I don’t know what I would do without him. Hes like the perfect boyfriend, like he knows how to treat girls, how to make girls special. He wants to make sure we get everything we deserve, the good things. Like flowers or candy, or special visits for no reason at all. The little surprises that you wish every boyfriend would do, he does. I just hope he forgives me.

So Zack’s back from suspension. Haha. Funn.. wonder how that went. Hes such a bad boy, lol..its so funny though. I was online talking to him Tuesday night and I was like “oh god what did you do?” and hes like “stink bomb.” Im like “I knew it was you!!!” lol.. I had a feeling it was. Woo hoo math next. Wonder how I did on the test. I have like a D in that class and history too. I think I did good though. That history test wasn’t as bad as I thought it was be.

Alright so I gotta go. Ill update when I get home..oh I got a new xanga. Yes another one. I cant keep the same one for too long, I don’t know why, it just drives me crazy. Ill get it set up and then Ill put it on here what it is. Later

I love you Chase

<3 Squishy

Currently Listening Aerosmith's Greatest Hits By Aerosmith I Dont Want to Miss a Thing see related

so yeah

Chase is now physically better, but emotionally...well...

ok so I got home, and Chase left me a comment on my myspace and was like "whos Ben?"...

yeah, as in Ben, ex from camp Ben...

so I told him....

that you know, Ben kissed me at the movies

hes needs his space for a couple days, and something else..lol

ok its not funny, but i cant remember what he said because i exited it out after i read it and then i went away for a bit..but i came back and hes not talking to me, but im not trying to push it

i mean seriously, i broke up with kyle, a 7 month relationship with a guy that i have known/liked since i was 5, for him

I love Chase. he is everything i ever wanted and more. I couldnt be happier than when Im with him. I love him more than anything in the world, and he knows I would do anything for him. Cmon, homecoming?? wow ok best night of my life! god I was so happy I was with him that night. it was a dream come true

well i guess ill just wait and see what happens

and hope that he forgives me and wont end things completely

-Chels

Yeah and Saturday is a month we've been going out

Currently Watching The Notebook (New Line Platinum Series) By Gena Rowlands, James Garner, Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams see related

Im still sick. I roughly made it through 1st period...went to Cardi's.. went to nurse and came home.. im just going to lay in bed all day and sleep...i need to get better...ok we're down 2 cymbols now.. apparently Braskey has poison ivy on his hands and cant play...grrr...ok i emailed teachers, emailed Mengel, and emailed Parkyn. yes Katie, i am SICK, I WILL NOT BE AT THE PARADE TONIGHT. i wish i could magically get better, but no i cant. so yeah. im going...i guess ill go cry my eyes out for the notebook..lol...ill bbl i guess

Love ya Chase

<3 Squishy

PS Chase, baby call me when you get home or something....im home again...

-tear- im sick and i got no comments....not cool people

ok well apparently i just found out something very interesting. Zack was at homecoming. as in Zack Grim, yes that Zack. was at homecoming. didnt tell me he was. until now.

oh yeah, remember that smell Friday??? that stink bomb on Friday??? yeah that was Zack, he's suspended for the next two days. i know the guy who did the stink bomb on Friday.

yeah, soo im gonna go

later

Love ya Chase

<3 Squishy