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- LaLa

hey dudes, whats up, wow its been a while ive been totally busy! Hope your all doin fine, im doin ok, i quit my job at Winn dixie if you dont already know, and im STILL serching for a new one, and no luck so far, but w/e! I really like Ethan alot..omg hes so cute and so perfect...im falling for him hard.. 

Ive been spending alot of time at my best friend Krissy's house, shes so funny, we make eachother laugh all the time cause we are both so dumb when it comes to some things, and we went to the beach the other day and im tan again YAY, and yesterday i went to the tanning bed and my ass is SO burnt i cant sit down and i can barely walk, and you would think i had a good time!

Anyhoo, School starts in a week, and it will be fine the first week or so cause i get to see all my friends that i havnt seen in so long, and my hair is grown out and im all nice and tan and i bet alot of ppl will be like who is that lol, but w/e!

I got the new Ashlee Simpson CD is so awesome, i love her and Jessica they rock my socks hehe, and today im goin shopping with Ethan after his trainng session, so that will be fun! Ive been somewhat working out, my and Krissy have been working out in her gym at her appt complex, and ive been jogging, but lately ive been getting kinda sick, like a have a cough and ive thrown up a few times so i dunno, i guess i should go to the docter!

well i really dont have much more to say that ttyl dudes and dudettes!

Scott...

Hey, thanx for the comments guys, thos mean alot! Yesterday was Ethans b-day, omg hes so adorable, im so falling for him, and whats even better is hes falling for me too! Its great, i bought him the EuroTrip unraited verson on DVD, he loves that movie! He hasnt asked me out yet, i guess thatsa good thing, cause we dont wanna move to fast! Earlier in the day we went to a movie, and we saw White Chicks, its acually very funny, i cracked up! But i had to leave like right at the end kinda cause i had my moms car and had to go pick her up! I felt so bad about leaving him there ALL alone and no one to rub his leg! lol Anyhoo, im so happy that i got to met him cause hes just so great and wonderful! 

My job, WinnDixie...... well it SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it so mcuh i feel like shooting someone!! I want to quit so bad but i cant cause i need another one first and ive applied everywhere and NO ONE will hire me, i hate it! Its so not fair!! Im crying now because i hate my job so much and i cant get anonther one! Theres a no end situation!! Im trying so hard and its getting me no where, but theres a saying right, if you shal not succeed try and try agian right? I think thats it but w/e!

Scott...

Hey everyone!! How ya like my new back ground, not as hot as the other one but i get the feeling that guys are gettin a lil TOO much pleasure outta it so i decided to less seductive one! Anyhoo, thanx for the props, i DO feel alot better, i met a guy his name is Ethan and hes like totally hott and SO sweet, hes so totally perfect and just WOW! Yes i know ive said taht about ALL the guys ive liked and i know ive said that they are differnt, and that tunred out to be totally true! So we'll just play this one by ear and see what happens, and i hope the out come is VERY good! Out first date we went to a park and he didnt think the park was there but i knew it was so we bet on it! and i won and guess what my prize was? A kiss, and a damn good one at that! Hes a great kisser, and SO cute! but yeah this is a short entry so i'll ttyl dudes and dudettes

Scott...

Fine, if thats the way you want it then SO BE IT!!!  I guess i was never meant to be fallen in love with, i found another guy who wants some ass, how many is that? Hmmm i lost count cause theres too many, i hate i hate i hate!!! Im so upset with my self as well, cause i fall forr the first guy that shows me ANY attention, i hate my self and just feel like crawling under a rock and staying there forever!! Im SUCH an idiot for letting the one who i could have had something with, for example Ryan, i really liked him, i SO liked him, but there goes my mind again thinkin that he just like the rest and hes not, hes NOT! I did think that he thought i was too young for him cause hes like 22 now and im like 18, but that didnt matter to him! I should have gotten closer to him i should have, but im stupid and i didnt! Then after i tried to move on over my crush on Ryan, (which im still not over with, but i hope he and his BF are very happy together) there was Michael, wonderful Michael (the second one) The one that treated me SO good and so wonderful and then TOTALLY blew me off and ignored me untill i texted him, and he acually talked back, but now hes not, and i think his b-day was last weekend! But w/e im so fed up with myself and guys and just everything!! Im never bummed, never! But for some reason, i am today and for the past few days! I finally got a car, but i wrecked it and my job is not working out well, so things have been down for me lately, im trying so hard to to crumble to the ground, but i dont think i can hold out any longer, its just too hard! I need some vacation time! That would do me some good, just go somewhere and relax, and not worry about anything! But i can only dream!

Scott...

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WOW, has it been a long time, SO much has happend! Jeff finally came over to pick me up, and we went back to his place and watched Two Weeks Notice, its a really good movie, from what i watched of itno we did not f**k! We just fooled around untill he got sick,yes he got sick, i dont THINK i was from me, but he said he had eatin Wendy's before he picked me up so he thought that was it, or maybe he just cummed and didnt want to do anything else, cause we stoped before i cummed and i was kinda upset, but i felt really bad that he got "sick"!! And let me tell you his cum was good, it had a sweetness to it, i had just gotten a taste after, and i was going to lick it up off his stomach, but i thought he would think that, that was weird, so i didnt! He has an aweosme body, its so tan and muscular! YUMMY But now, as usual, hes not talking to me as much as before! Go figure! He says hes busy with school, i DO belive that but oh well, its his loss, im sick and tired of bein treated like that, there is only ONE college guy, who hasnt done that to me, mainly cause ive only seen him once, no twice, and i fell for him along time ago, and blew my chance to be with him cause im the biggest idiot in the world for letting him go, i hate myself right now, oh ya i should tell you who it is....Ryan, not the one who came through my window, the first one, the security guard! Ive liked him SO much ever since we met, but i duuno why i did get close to him, im such an idiot!! Ive been so depressed lately that i cant sleep cause hes always on my mind! I texted him last weekend and and he called me back, he was at the beach and wanted to know if we could hang out that night when he got home, so he called me and we met up at waterford, its been such a long time since ive seen him and when i did i went weak at the knees! We met his freind Jason, and we decided to go to the put put place that Ryan wanted to go to last time but i couldnt go! We went there and it was a total waste, cause it looked so boring, and it was so small! So we decided to go see Shreik 2, on the way to the theater, we had the windows down in his truck, and he was blastin N'sync who i luv and he was yelling the words out the window and it was too funny, hes so funny, i didnt really notice it before, we got to the theatre and watched the movie, no i did not sit next to him He fell asleep though it, it was funny! So we left and krissy called wanting to know if i could spend the night cause she was depressed about andrew, and i told her id have to get to my car and call home to ask, cuase we were all the way over on I-drive, so we went home then Ryans boi Nick in cali called and they were talkin on the phone, that made me sad a lil bit, but im happy that he found a good guy, and i hope hes happy too! I texted Ryan how i felt about him the other day, and i think that was a mistake, but i had to tell him, i wanted him to know that there was a chance that we could be together, and that ive always like him and will never forget him, cause hes just this amazing sweet guy that i just cant stop thinkin about! He hasnt replied back or anything so i think i scard him off I hope not, but at least i can say i tried!

Its now summer vacaton and YES ive been to the beach like 3 times already and YAY im tan!!!!! But imma go now i'll explain more of whats happend the past few weeks in another entry ttyl dudes and dudettes!!

Scott...