| Tengo novio. Estoy feliz! (:
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| irritated.I never considered things of such importance to place such a large emphasis on tiny details.
On different notes...
I spent the past two hours plotting out my summer class schedule for metro. I finally got it worked out. I would have been able to complete EVERYTHING this summer but unfortunately I was unable to squeeze one more humanties course in. It simply didn't work. I'll have to finish in the fall, which is okay, I guess.
Things with Adan are going swimmingly.
This weekend will be very busy. I'm not sure how I'll pull it off.
I quit my job in three weeks. I can't wait to leave (: |
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| when I see youall my worries just seem to kind fade out of focus
and I'm a pair of pinching cheeks with a smile squeezed between
I'm feeling good.
I miss my friends. School's hectic for everyone so I'm not laying blame, I'm just anxious for things to be done and over with. Summer tends to usher in new beginnings and I think we're all ready for one.
I have a real journal now. I am going to be consistent with it, I promise.
As a result, I won't be writing much here.
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| And then...I remembered the deep-rooted fear that I had hidden away for so long that I had forgotten about it entirely...I never had to worry about it, so I stopped worrying.
Then we happened.
And I'm scared.
I shouldn't be, right?
It's the fucked up ideal of trust and how I stopped believing in it.
I don't trust anybody anymore. Not. One. Single. Person.
But I wish that I did. I wish I trusted my friends, myself, and
I definitely wish I trusted you. Maybe it will come in time.
You excite me. I'm excited. |
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