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Yea.... last night and the night before were hella tight, it was the best spring break weekend so far... at KeLsEyS woot woot...anyways i guess for the 1st day of track they are timing our mile.. im kinda nervous bout that, i know i have to get around 7 at least, and even then.....

grrrr

i need to start running more and eating healthier.. but everytime i see something chocolatey i cant help myself. but im a female, what do u expect i guess... well anyways im single, i hope tyler realizes that, and if he doesnt know why we broke up he can go ahead and ask sean. but yea im about to either have kelsey come over, go to ericas, or go to a party...

so later

Hey what is up...

JOnsOn... I need your xanga, if u have one....

Yesterday we had fun. thats pretty much all i have to say...

Later

This is my future....i guess a quiz said..but ya

you will marry the person of your dreams, but then they have a love affair with a random groupie and get AIDS, which they give to you, and you pass on to their best friend during a drunken night, and that friend is a werewolf who accidentally rapes a cow while in their wolfy state. then the cow is killed and your child with the person you're married to eats it, and then the child dies from AIDS

Sometimes this beauty is choking me
but at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate
Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so souless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away
I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
then you took my hand and nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same