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| wow. i haven't written here at xanga for ages. i've mostly been at lj when it comes time to writing about things. i don't think anyone really reads my xanga. maybe peggy if i'm lucky. hahaha bc peggy is really popular! valerie and i want bree to sign up for lj. i don't think she will. she's not sold on lj. it's alright though. she's not missing much. valerie and i just talk about gay porn and BL dramas and crap.
i'm surprised valerie and i became more acquainted. she's funny and my BL pimp.
i'm happy to see lots of photographs from deborah's and peggy's happenings. you both seem to be having an amazing time! i hope work is going well for peggy and that school is going well for deborah.
meanwhile, i'm feeling guilty, lonely and blah. what else is new? i'm not minding the job as much anymore. i'm getting more and more used to it. learning chinese however... IS ROYALLY aggravating me. whatever.
 after all my grumblings and annoyed rants, maybe I am the socially retarded and annoying friend. HAHA. time to listen to music to get into the mood for work.
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"everytime you become happy after being so sad, you become a little bit stronger each time."
hm. i guess that's true. this last bit of the week was a tad painful. things that have been bothering me for a while, came back to annoy me AGAIN. aside from emotional WANGST, the work load was rough, but not unmanageable. i finished everything on time. hurray! a few of my classes are finished in terms of finals and papers. that's great. i feel a bit free and yet, i know there are a few annoying term papers to still do. even with those papers looming in the distance, i feel relatively freeee in terms of my studies.
back to the WANGST. haha. err-- yeah. i still feel sad inside, but i know i'm not alone and that i can turn to katy or peggy or anyone else i really trust with my feelings. i know i can talk to them and not be judged. i also know i'll be given a reality check or a chance to see things outside of my viewpoint and box.
even though today had some rough and sad moments for me, i can honestly say once again that i feel blessed through and through. and i want to say thanks. and that i love those who love me. 
i had lots of other fun crap to share, but i forgot most of it. probably i had something to blab about ewan mcgregor (his penis) and jake gyllenhaal or something.
hmmm. yes. i'll post up random things later. now's the time to get ready for bed and take something for my sore throat. auggghh. i hope that's pollen stuck in my throat and not the beginnings of a cold.
oh wait, i kinda remembered the fun things... YAAAY peggy and i sang today for voice class. peggy sang very well, as usual!  oh that peggy. that totally talented peggy. and another fun thing of this week was i saw valerie's qui-gon jinn and obi-wan kenobi LEGOSSS. haha. that's awesome. kinda lame, but the qui-gon had the cutest lego hair. ...yes. he did. go see for yourself. haha.
another fun happening? i gave my japanese presentation and performed a reaaaally condensed version of momotarou. thanks to katy's cutting and coloring, i had two most ferocious and eeevil oni to attack momotarou! haha. the last fun happening that happened recently, was will sending me a link that was a parody of the FFVI ending, using consoles instead of characters. oh man, FFVI was my favourite. and to see cute icons of consoles fighting the PSP? that was pricelesssss.
okay. time for rest and relaxation and sleep.
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| had a panic attack, but things are cool now. i did enough angsting at lj, the other randomly wonderful procrastination outlet.
winter break is coming up soon. that starts a grueling period of law school applications and possibly some fun to be had. O.C. marathons with elle/ash? nyc visits with my lovies? part-time jobbing it? hours of video game playing? reading manga with bree? who knows?
wishing you lovies a merry holiday season filled with rest, relaxation, and good times! i will miss you muchly peg! you are an anchor to my crazy weird ship. whatever that means. it's supposed to be sappy and cute. isn't it a tad lame? hahaha.
&ms. bree! i will miss you too! i won't be seeing you guys in person till next semester. well, back to pretend studying. best of luck to you too, ms. deborah!! i will miss you too. heck, i miss ppl already. | | |
| hmmmm... xanga is weird. then again, i'm the LJ elitist ho, right? haha. although with LJ, i didn't really need to think about customizing texts, fonts, and html. thanks to xanga my non-existant html skills are being used.
back at xanga just to see how ppl are... haha the 3 ppl i want to read about, that is! yukimi-deb, breegeek, and batgrl-satan.  how are you girls doing? i see bree and satan on a regular basis, so i know you chicas are faring alright.
breeeee~~ get an LJ, foo'! i promise to update here more often though, breeee! you bizzotch!
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presently feeling a bit bummed, but whatever  . it's mostly due to the excess of work i have bc i've once again, procrastinated too much. my bummed-ness is also a result of other reasons i don't really want to list here. if i need to get it out of my system, i'll talk to you folks or syl.
though i want to say maybe i'm doomed to be second fiddle or the not-so cool friend. hahaha... blargh. i really should talk to syl. i've been meaning to. what's keeping me? anyways, enough sulking. note to self: NO SULKING AT XANGA.
thanksgiving break is OVER! WAH! i weep. weepweepweep-- ok, i'm done. what i need to do is get my priorities straight, stick to my list of what i should and shouldn't do. and err-- i'm babbling now.
i'll try to post more "meaningful" crap here.
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awesome. i'm pineapple. HAHA. bc i'm really so violent and protective. o_o maybe? i dunno. i'd fancy myself as the narcoleptic, fangirlish tennis boy jirou AND the sadistic and overly protective of family & friends tennis boy fuji (with a mean streak to boot, behind his pleasant and most beguiling smile).
continuing in the LAUNDRY topic, i got GREY and then FLOORTILE as my results! yay! ^^ i love FT! he's so cute! ;-; i want to draw him. HELL, i have lots of shit to draw. crap on a stick. anyway, moving along~
today was fun! went out with bree, julia, bree's friend amy, and julia's guy friends. had a melon martini. it was too sweet... like liquid watermelon jolly rancher. bleh. i needed a mad chaser to get that thing down x_x! back at the room and relaxing now. i hope to get to bed earlier bc i'm mad tired and can't stop coughing. i spent most of my morning attempting to start AND finish my friggin' seminar paper. my teacher received it on time, so-- err YAY! ^O^ <3
._. it's so bad. i hardcore dig hughes / edwin and only bc he has the most adorable, charming smile. i want to make him smile one day. what the F--k!! GRRRR!! syl and i had an in depth convo on how boys are dumb, how we're dumb, and how true love is found mostly in movies. would you believe syl's friend's grandmother's proposal from the grandfather went along the lines of:
My first marriage is over. I remember you asked if i were available earlier. My liver is poor, however I'm applying to be a Communist soon and I mostly in good health.
O_O love doesn't seem real in marriage. i mean, you have to have some spark there, unless it was a forced marriage. maybe i'm being cynical and half-assed with this, but syl and i discussed it earlier so i don't really feel like elaborating. and besides, i'm breaking my own "BE IMPERSONAL AT XANGA, YOU MOFO" clause. =_= bothers meeee! | | |
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