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Friday, August 08, 2008

Life Is Only As Good As The Memories We Make

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[ 1 ]
The more you get to know a person,

the more attractive they become to you.
Because everything good you see on
the inside of them, suddenly you're able
to see on the outside of them too


[ 2 ]
Some people walk into your life,
and immediately you know they're
supposed to be there.

[ 3 ]
I wanted to tell you all my secrets,
but you became one instead


[ 4 ]
It's a little childish, a little stupid,
but then again, so is high school.
- Ferris Bueller's Day Off

[ 5 ]
Who knows, maybe one day,
we'll be perfect for e
ach other

[ 6 ]
I wonder what would happen if
we fell for each other again

[ 7 ]
Boy: Knock knock
Girl: Who's there?
Boy: The love of your life
Girl: He doesn’t
exist

[ 8 ]
Advice is what we ask for when we know
the answer, but wish we didn't 

[ 9 ]
Our friendship brings only one true guarantee
No matter what happens you’ll always have me


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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Love Is When You Tell A Guy You Like His Shirt, And It Becomes His Favorite One.

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[ 1 ]
You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is?



It’s wak
ing up on a Monday morning with no complaints.
It’s knowing you
always deserve to laugh.
It’s doing what feels right no matter what.
It’s doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look.
It’s about being yourself,
cause no one can tell you you're doing it wrong

  

[ 2 ]
Don't let anyone ever promise you that they won't
ever hur
t you because at one time or another it will happen.
The real promise is if the time you spend together
will be
worth the pain in the end,


[ 3 ]
Life is supposed to have its ups and downs,
But you can control the steepness.

[ 4 ]
It's like when you are excited about a boy and you see a couple holding hands,
and you feel so happy for them.
And other times you see the same couple,
and they make you so mad.
Like, they've got the e
verything you've ever wanted.

[ 5 ]
Girl : What would you do if I kissed you?
Boy: Well, I’d kiss you back.

[ 6 ]
& I'm too shy to talk to you
& Might be wondering if you feel the same way.


[ 7 ]
You’
re never given the ability to wish,
without the ability to make it come true
- Mickey Mouse

[ 8 ]
Life is too deep for words
so don't try to describe it, just live it.

[ 9 ]
Just crank up the tunes
and dance like there’s no tomorrow



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Tuesday, July 29, 2008


I missed 11:11 by just a minute last night;
i guess this is fate's way of telling me
you're not worth wishing for anymore

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You know what I think hurts the most?
The feeling of being replaced. It's like
no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.
And no matter what you do to try &
capture their heart again, it doesn't seem
to work. & you're suddenly left thinking that
you'll never be enough & a sadness takes over
your heart that never really leaves

 



If you think for one minute I am going to forgive you for what you did,
think again cause I am still hurting & all you can do is walk away.

 
i want to say i deserve better & mean it
i want to say i give up & believe it
i want to say i'm moving on, & do it.
 
 
&& the hardest thing is holding on;;
Especially when you know,
He already let go
 

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you. Just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you. Because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch. And there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.

 
 
So i did some more thinking tonight & im not as sad about us falling apart
because i know now that there's no such thing as forever. nothing lasts forever,
not love, not a friend, nothing. so im just gunna have to accept that youve found
the people that you love. im not saying i didn't believe in our relationship
because i did but theres not much left to believe in. so I'm sorry things happened
the way they did, but thats life.

 



I think its time i let you go & thats hard to do because
some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my
life but the daydreaming, the running in place, its not healthy. so
this is me cutting the cord. this is me doing what i shouldve 8 months ago..say goodbye.


In other words, the more time you spend together the further you two will drift apart together.

too many people get caught up in what could be
instead of appreciating what is.
don't fall into that trap; appreciate what you have
and who you have.
because the future can take it all away from you.









So here's a piece of advice:
Let go when you're hurting too much,
give up when love isn't enough, and move on
when things are not like before.. For surely there
is someone out there who will love you even more.



Before you write me off as an easy piece of ass,
I'm telling you right now to zip up your fucking pants.



I want to be immune to what you`re saying cause you`re hurting me.
I just want to sit here & hate you.
I need to find a way to deal with my pain & anger.
I wish I could make you disappear.
You wanna know what my problem is?
My lips say I hate you. But my heart disagrees.


I don't break hearts,
I just dent them.






We're being brutally honest here,
You were the worst mistake
I've ever had the pleasure of making.

Love is like a booger.
You keep picking at it
until you get it, then
wonder what to do with it


there are not many people in this world with the ability to give you butterflies,
and if you don't tell those people how you feel, it'll be like spending the rest
of your life in your own personal prison.
-dawson's creek


sometimes solutions arent so simple. sometimes goodbyes are the only way.


Stay close enough to have fun
yet far enough not to get hurt
& when you start to fall for him again
just remember the crack on your heart
was left from him.






sometimes  the hardest  thing  to let
go of is something you never really
had. what could've happened,
didn't.  it's just  the way  the cookie
crumbled. this is my goodbye  to
you.  i'll never forget  the way  you
made me smile.



 I might have said you were the worst thing to have ever
happened to me. And you were a mistake i wish i could erase.
But really its not true. Even though i'd never admit it because
you hurt me so bad, but you were actually one of the best lessons
i've ever had. You taught me stuff and introduced me to new things
that would have never crossed my mind if it wont for you.
I just wanted to say thank you.


I don't know why we all hang onto
something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.



I play my game
like Monopoly.
I dare any
bitch to land
on my property





It may seem that I haven't been thinking of you & that this memory of
you I've held in my heart, I've finally been able to let it go. I'm just
trying to give you some space, give you some time to realize how much you
mean to me & hopefully you'll pick up your act & come back. You & I both
know that deep inside this thing we got going on ain't ever going to stop.
Because as much as I cry, fight, & stress about you, I wouldn't do it if I
didn't think that you were worth it. Whoever you decide to let take my
place, just remember that it won't be for long because even though we're
not together, please don't doubt that it was real. I don't know what else
to do but to wait, wait for better things, better days. A better time for
us so that this time, we're gonna make it. I don't want a fresh start; I
want to learn from our mistakes together. You know I'd do anything for you,
I wanna see how far you'll go for me. There's a lot of things I want, &
you're not one of them. I need you. I keep trying to push away these feelings & hide the truth underneath anything that will keep me sane for the day. Me & you, we're just the 8th wonder of the world. I'm dying inside because I hope what I'm saying isn't too late. Ask anyone that knows me well; the best part about me was you.


She thinks back to an old memory, she
closes her eyes and smiles. They asked if
she still thinks about him & she said "yeah
every once in while"

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Friday, July 25, 2008

ELLO GIRLIES :)

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1)
Quietly I walk away
Tears streaming down my face
Silently I'm holding myself together
My heart is breaking
And I'm aching
But it's what has to be done
We can't be together
 never and forever....


2)
honestly, after seeing me on monday, do you still have feelings for me ? because for I have come to a big realization that my feelings for you have never went away. I just want to make sure that i'm not holding onto something thats not even there anymore. if you still feel the same way, call me. if not, don't.





3)
i want to go back to a time when our hearts carried the conversation and our brains jogged behind. when truth wasn't so cryptic, and lies didn't destroy everything we've ever worked towards. oh, progress is the opposite of "you and me." as we stand together and watch the world pass by, you vanish from my side. i see you run and catch up and my tears sting like acid. the bitterness makes them burn. and i'm afraid even through this i doubt i'll ever learn. they say, "absence makes the heart grow fonder," but i think i like you more when you're here.
-pacifism please

4)
i'll never forget how we used to be, but i'm better off living with memories. i know that it's gonna hurt, but i don't think it gets any worse.



5)
Maybe that's what love is in the end;
A shared illusion of being safe.



6)
He’s right, I’m afraid. There’s a part of me that wants to let him in but then I feel myself pull up this wall & I don’t understand why. Maybe that’s what strikes me most about him, that despite everything he's suffered, he can still look at life in the most uncomplicated way. I’ve never known that kind of faith. It makes me so sad that people who have lost everything can still be open to love, while I, who’s lost nothing, cannot.
- Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants




7)
be loved but never love. attach but never combine. trip but never fall. to be broken is better than shattered. tell him of your strength but never of your past. be trustworthy but never trust. be cracked but never open.





8)
for one split second she almost turned around,but that would be like pouring rain drops back into a cloud.




9)
Forgive & forget. That`s what they say. It`s good advice, but it`s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled; old wounds never heal. & the most we can hope for, is that one day we`ll be lucky enough to forget.

10)
Dreams are always crushing when they don't come true. but its the simple dreams that are often the most painful
because they seem so personal, so reasonable, so attainable. your always close enough to touch, but never quite close enough to hold, & its enough to break your heart.

11)
all i want is for you to know me again;for me to be in your life, and even if it can't happen right now, i would just like to know that i'm not blocked from your memory.






12)
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on, the one person who can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is
their last one, you know its a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know your better off with out but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn't know what to do with out them. The one person that you know doesn't deserve you but yet you choose to over look it,
the boy that you thinnk about every night before you go to sleep, and the one who always seems to never be there, yeah him you love him don't you?!? but sweetie the thing is; he doesn't love you.

 
 
13)
& I have come to realize that he's just a guy, a special one maybe, but hes not mine. and i dont need to do things to make him love me. if he wanted to, he would.
 
14)
Sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything. raises your standards, makes you laugh, & makes you feel like you. there`s something about him that you can`t put into words, & even though you`re not even with him, you don`t want to let him go.

 
 



15)
You wanna know what the truth is?
I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time But I can't just be your buddy because as much as I enjoy the concept of being "just friends", In reality it's a bizzare form of torture And I am not willing to participate in it, so right now, All I want to do is move on and get over you, And the only way for me to do that Is to not
be around you anymore.
[ TOTALLY HITS CLOSE TO HOME :( ]

16)
You dont need me,
and i think thats whats breaking my heart
 
 
 17)
Because her heart can't lie, even though her face may try.
 
 
 


18)
& This is why you should never, ever get yourhopes up. this is why you should see theglass as half empty. so when the whole thingspills, you aren't as devastated
 
 
19)
& If Someone wants to walk out of your life
Let Them Go.
 
 
20)
I'm weird with relationships.
I think i know what I want, then i run.
I think I run because i'm scared.
I scared that i might get hurt,
or maybe i just havent found someone
who i know is worth being hurt for
 



21)
I want him back, not because i still love him or because he's with someone else, but because I'm the one that pushed him away, I'm the one that screwed this up and i don't think i can live with that.

 
22)
Always remember when a guy sweeps
you off your feet,
He's in the perfect position
to drop you on your ass!
 
23)
I think you have to hit rock bottom, before things get any better, or thats my theory anyway, because things always seem to get worse when you've already had enough.
 
 
 
24)
It's not that i don't love you anymore, its just i don't think I'm good enough, i mean you tell me that you love me and then go and change your mind, you tell me that you care and that our love will be just fine, but then an hour later everything has changed, please baby just don't say those words, this time ill walk away.
 
 
 
25)
I'll stop loving you when diamonds never sparkle, and flowers cease to grow, when thunder doesnt echo, and rivers do not flow, when heart no longer wonder, and hands are never held, when smiles are only memories, and hope is never felt, when trees no longer blossom, and the stars refuse to shine, when autumn has no falling leaves, and winter no longer dies, when time has no more tomorrows, and rainbows have no hue, then I'll stop loving you
 
 
 
26)
maybe i wasn't asking you to love me. maybe i was asking you to understand, because for so long ive been hurt & for so long you've ignored it, and maybe its bad timing. but maybe i dont care. ive been here all along. just waiting. waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. waiting for you to say that youve been waiting too, & you haven and maybe you never will or maybe your too afraid to. but it all hurts the same & in the end, im the one thats left broken and when i lay down to sleep, im still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. ive loved you then, like i love you now, like i probably always will.

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Ello !

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1)
You're the king of mixed signals
i'm the queen of excuses
together, we're sort of a
beautiful disaster



2)
And I've got to apologize for pushing you away.
And it might be hurting you, but I can't help myself.
Each & every time you try to reach out to me, I want to give in.
 It's killing me inside, yet I can't stop being so stubborn.



3)
Sorry that I ever loved you, Sorry that I cared,
Sorry that we've taken for granted the love we shared;
Sorry for the waiting, Sorry to waste your time,
Sorry if I’m not worth it, you don't have to be mine;
Sorry for mistaking something I thought was true,
Sorry if you don't understand why I do what I do;
Sorry for my feelings as if they're not enough,
Sorry if we can't work through all this stuff;
Sorry if I’m cramping your lifestyle or getting in your way,
Sorry if I don't say the things you want me to say;
Sorry if I don't measure up to what you want me to be,
Sorry I can't be enough to make you just want me;
Sorry for apologizing, but I don't know what else to do,
Sorry if my dreams only consist of me and you;
Sorry I ever met you, Sorry I’m not enough for you,
I’m Sorry I love you the way I do.



4)
She tries to stay away from him...
but it's so hard not knowing that
it doesn't make a difference
whether she's right in his face or
a thousand miles away.
Either way, all she is to
him is a memory.


5)
I love you & i probably always will.
but we go days without having meaningful conversations.
& i used to miss you so much when that happened.
but it never seemed like you missed me,
& i guess because of that, i stopped missing you.
-one tree hill

6)
No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make
a brand new ending. There's purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh
more or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is
be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth it.
It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, then to lose the one you love
because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or
finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.


7)
i've gone through eight boxes of tissue
seven hours of itunes
six pints of ice cream
five seconds of a slight smile
four minutes of reading
three full movies
two best friends staying by my side
and it's only been one day..


8)
in your life, you meet people. some you never think about again.
some, you wonder what happened to them. there are some that you
wonder if they ever think about you. and then there are some you
 wish you never had to think about again. but you do.
-the wonder years


9)
sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is the one thing you never had.



10)
there is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.



11)
everytime i think about you, i have to remind myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.


12)
no reason to stay is a good reason to go.

13)
sometimes when i look at you i just become sadly aware that all
these things that i used to feel for you are still there.

14)
me without [[him]] is like
a nerd WITHOUT braces;
a shoe without l a c e s
asentencewithoutspaces

15)
he was only temporary. but the memories are permanent.


16)
you can close your eyes to things you don't want to see.
but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.


17)
Philphobia - Fear of falling in love or being in love


18)
Isn't it ironic?
We ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones who ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us,
& hurt the ones that love us.


19)
Don't expect her to hang around much longer.
You can' keep leading her on.
Andthen going back to the one girl you know is going to break you.
She deserves to be morethan second best.
'Cause she has feelings of her own.
And aheart that's going to shatter over your mistakes.



20)
In the end, we only regret the chances
we didn't take, the relationships we
were afraid to have, and the decisions
we waited too long to make.




21)
she should've been a track star with the way
she ran from everything and everyone.
she ran before she could get close.
she ran before she could get hurt.
she ran before she could be ran from.
she ran from him.
she ran from herself.

22)
apologizing is like white-out. it covers up
the mistake, but it never totally goes away

23)
maybe i shouldve done something else, maybe i shouldve
tried a little harder. i wish all these thoughts would
have came when it actually mattered.


24)
i felt like i had to get out of there because i might really care about you,
and it scared me so much because that mean you could hurt me.
and maybe i didn't feel ready to like someone that much.
-how to deal



25)
I hated going to
weddings. All
the grandmas would
poke me saying
"you're next!" they
stopped doing that
when I started doing
it to them at funerals

26)
it's like i'm the nucleus of an atom
i'm made up of two things:
great friends, the protons with a positive charge
and happiness, the neutrons with no charge
but you are the electrons..
and you surround me with a negative charge.

27)
all i can think is that if he doesn't want me back now, he never will.
-the geography of girlhood



28)
looking back, i have this to regret, that too often when i loved, i did not say so.
-david grayson

29)
Baby, I've simply given up;
I'm just so tired of chasing you
when you keep running away from me,
and I'm tired of falling when you
don't even bother catching me.

30)
My biggest fear is that I will become too comfortable with the idea of being lonely
for the rest of my life.


31)
Want my advice? Stay mad as long as you can because once you stop, it hurts like hell.



32)
You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything,
but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore.
They aren't wory worrying about. It's important to know wh en to let
go of someone who only brings you down.



33)
When your throat starts to clench and tingle, and your heart
gets so warm the heat travels through your body ;; when your stomach starts
to feel those unforgiving butterflies that spark the instant flow of tears...
that's the worst pain you'll ever feel. That's your heart breaking.


34)
Life takes your dreams & turns them upside down;
friends talk about you when you're not around.
People make promises they just can't keep,
& I've come to realize that talk is cheap.
To often we don't realize what we have until it's gone;
to often we wait to long to say "I'm sorry, I was wrong."
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts,
& we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart.

35)
i have come to realize that he's just a guy, a special one maybe,
but he's not mine. i don't need to do things to make him love me again.
if he wanted to, he would.


36)
We used to be able to talk about everything,
but now it`s impossible to even start
a decent conversation with you.





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