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Name: manda
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

ok girls.. i know i haven't posted in a while but i need some help again. i've been getting thinner i think, but it's really hard to stay on track. i really like just skipping dinner because when i set my mind to it i can and then i wake up and feel good. not all bloated or anything. but it's those days when i just don't care and then eat chips or something before i go to bed and just wake up mad at myself. anyone have any tips for taking off these lbs???? i'm going back to school in like a week and a half and i really wanted to lose another 10 lbs before then but it seems like my goal is just slipping away!!! sigh... i'll post tonight or in the morning and let you know how i did today


Saturday, June 04, 2005

oh man! i'm getting so discouraged and depressed! it seems like everytime i think i'm doing good and i'm losing weight that i'm really not. i step on the scale and it hasn't changed! i just want to lose some freaking weight! it's like no matter what i eat (or don't eat for that matter) it just stays the same. this sucks! ahhh i just want to scream sometimes.


Tuesday, May 31, 2005

ok so i went to scottsdale arizona this weekend. i went to the mall and it was fun and stuff... but i really felt kinda depressed. so many of the girls there looked so thin and tan and i felt so disgusting. i went to urban outfitters with my friend and i tried on these really cute pants. i tried on the mediums and was like, these should fit! but they didn't. so i bought the large but it was really sad. i only did it because she was there. if it was just me i would have bought the med just so i could force myself to fit into them. i really am trying but it seems like everytime i make even a little progress i just eat a bunch of junk food and ruin it! why do i do that! i HATE it. ahhh... oh well just keep on trucking  i guess. does anyone have any good weight loss tips that really work???


Saturday, May 28, 2005

oh my goodness! i am having such a hard time and i need some help! i've lost about 6-7 pounds since i can home from school for the summer...but i'm so dang addicted to sugar everytime i'm doing good, watching what i eat, i binge on something sweet. like cereal. i HATE cereal, yet i always eat it. and its not just like one bowl, its three bowls. then i just want to throw up but i cant. ahhh i'm so frustrated. my only goal is to go back down to a size 3. even good fitting size 5 and i think i'd be happy. i'm wearing between a 6-8 right now and i hate it. my butt is so fat it's ridiculous. i used to have a really flat stomach too. it was nice and easy to keep up. now its gone! it's all that dang sugar and i know it, but i don't know how to stop! i've tried a million times! if i try dieting it never works, and then if i try to just not eat  any i'll do good for maybe 1 or 2 days then i binge out worse than ever! i hate it. what am i going to do?


Thursday, April 14, 2005

Ok, so this is my first post! Yay! i'm finally doing this.  I guess i'll just let you know what i'm doing. I really want to lose some weight! (isn't that what so many people want...) anyway, I don't want to go ana or mia though. I know i'm healthy, i just need to cut some bad habits (aka eating peanut m&m's every night!) and shed the freshman 15 i've gained at college. I just need something or someone to be accountable to. Also though, i want to let you girls out there that may be struggling know that i'm here for you! if you need some moral support just let me know! i'm always here to pray for you too. my inspiration is the proverbs 31 woman. (i'm not obsessed about getting married or anything right now, i just think she's a good example of how to be!) if you have a bible look it up and read it. even if you aren't a christian it's good stuff. I want strength and honor to be my clothing and to be able to rejoice in time to come! i love you girls even though i don't know you yet! good luck in whatever you're working at and i'll post again soon. thanks for being here.

amanda