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beautyqueen__wannabe read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Morgan Birthday: 5/26/1991 Gender: Female Message: message me AIM: Morgan09Mhs Member Since: 7/13/2006 SubscriptionsSites I Read Subscribe to beautyqueen__wannabe Get trial subscription Blogrings »QU0TES THAT D0NT SUCK!« previous - random - next I Post Pictures previous - random - next icons, fool. previous - random - next ~Photography~ previous - random - next sweet__icons <3 previous - random - next I heart Icons + Quotes previous - random - next quotes quotes quotes quotes quotes quotes quotes previous - random - next ultimate images. previous - random - next Is your Name Morgan previous - random - next Posting Calendar Jan Feb Mar Apr May June July Aug Sept Oct Nov Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 2008 2007 2006 2005 2004 2003 2002 2001 2000 1999 |<< oldest | newest >>| view all weblog archives Get Involved! Suggest a link Recommend to friend Create a site

Sunday, September 14, 2008 I was reading post secret & loved this one. <3 2:10 PM - 17 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it Wednesday, August 13, 2008 TOTAL SUBSCRIBERS // 280 sometimes, things are only clear once our vision is blurred with tears. it's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends ; around a town too small for you, where you gasp for breath between each laugh. they’re going to be times in your life, when all you wanna do is lay down in the middle of the road during rush hour. but just know that no matter how many times you feel like laying there, I will always be here to block traffic. I need the smell of summer. to wake up to the sound of a lawnmower. spending everyday with my best friends. the smell of chlorine in my hair. thinking that I will find love. staying up late & sleeping in. bonfires with friends. saying goodbye to drama. because for 3 months ; I don’t care. love is not needing a snooze button on your alarm clock because when it goes off the first time in the morning the thought of him makes it impossible to fall back asleep. the reason I can't move on is because I have nothing to move on to I gave it all up for you. a guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another, they will fall for each other maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever. I miss you the most when I’m driving alone & that song comes on the radio. you know, the one you always used to sing to me no matter how much grief I gave you. you always sang it & I always smiled. a guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another, they will fall for each other maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever. it's when you're having the worst day ever & the touch of his hand makes everything better. i’d rather have tough situations with you, then perfection with someone else. maybe I fell for your smile, or the way you always say what you mean without ever actually saying what you mean. I don't know when, or why, or how but, I fell. I love your instant messages at ten p.m. when you know I’m stressing out over homework. I love your six a.m. wake up calls, just to make sure I was the first voice you heard in the morning. I also love when you randomly text me in class, just to see how my day is going & even though you're filled with flaws, I just am completely in love with you, period. it's so weird & confusing that when I say I don't know what to do, I really mean it. one minute you're making me laugh out loud like no other guy can, & the next I just want to get up & leave because you tick me off so much.                                                     <33 Morgan 4:00 PM - 33 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it Friday, June 20, 2008 I'm leaving for vacation today. I'm going to DAYTONA BEACH <3 I'll try to update when I get back! (:                          <3 Morgan 11:38 AM - 31 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it Monday, April 21, 2008 TOTAL SUBSCRIBERS // 281 sorry about not updating. I'm really busy with work & school. then all my other free time I'm hanging out with friendsss. :] if I had one call to make, I would dial yesterday & warn myself tell my lips the words to say, not just let you walk away with someone else. it's not that I want to be the one holding your hand, it's just that I don't want her to be the one holding it. I miss the way you called me & we could talk all night I miss the way you calmed me when the tears would blind my sight but it's so frustrating because I broke up with him cause I was sick of crying everyday & fighting, like I didn't wanna cry anymore... but now I’m crying because he's not here to make me stop. -- the hills the funny thing about love is that you never know how hard you're falling until you hit the ground. I came across a picture you took of me & you crossed my mind. I still hear you telling me that you love me, every time I close my eyes. yeah, I talk to other guys, I laugh with other guys, & I hug other guys. but none of them will ever mean as much to me as you do. don't ever listen when people say he's not good enough for you because you're the only one that can tell if he is. remember when we first met? we laughed & smiled together. it was a perfect moment -- we didn't even know each other. when I look at you I see a lot of things; my best friend, my boyfriend, my secret holder, my tear stopper, my future. love is looking into his eyes & forgetting about the world around you. it's feeling his kiss hours after he's gone. it's seeing perfection when he's standing beside you, & realizing every moment spent without him is way too long. there's always one guy in every girls life that she'll never forget the summer it all began & a distance between them that never seems to disappear. everyone warned me I just wanted to prove them wrong but they were all right. we love each other but deep down… I miss him & he misses her but we stay together because they don’t want us. & I still have these memories, but will never see what we could have been. remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? remember, cause that's all you can do. we'll never make another memory, I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together, so I wouldn't have to wake up without you today. this time I thought things were real, you said they were, what happened? you were a priority, was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough. so, we'll go our own ways, & hopefully you'll remember these things I’ve told you, hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was true a broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I guess I’ve learned from it. but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, cause I’m still in love with the person who helped me write it. it’s never easy to understand why memories hold our hand but people let go. silence is pure. it draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. love is like an hourglass ; with the heart filling up as the brain empties you're the switch on the wall in the dark, I'm still fumbling for. I was falling apart enough with you around & now that you're gone, I don't know what to do with myself. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're happy, but most of all, I hope you miss me too. those nights we talked on AIM until I couldn't keep my eyes open... thanks for never signing off.                                                                <33 Morgan 3:41 PM - 80 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it Wednesday, February 27, 2008 TOTAL SUBSCRIBERS // 280 throughout a girl’s life, she’ll kiss a lot of guys. and I promise you she’ll forget almost half of them. she’ll remember a few, but there will always be that one guy, that one moment, that she’ll remember for the rest of her life. you were that one guy, that one kiss, that one moment. you want to know what makes me love you more than I loved him? it's because when he got me, I was perfectly unused. I was fearless, & a hopeless romantic. when you got me I was bruised & battered. I was afraid of the world and cynical about love. & yet, you didn't leave. even when he told her “goodnight” it still felt like “hello” ^ sweetest movie :] go see it ^ be kind to her & appreciate her while you have her because when she's gone & has moved on she'll find someone who treats better than you. no matter how much she loves you -- you won't have her again so while she's by your side, while she still wants you, want her... appreciate her because second chances don't come often enough, & forever is a long time to miss her. she's made mistakes, & she knows it. but she's happy with who she is. because that's all she needs. life is like an hourglass. sooner or later everything hits the bottom. you just gotta be patient & wait for someone to turn it around. & my only hope is that you don’t forget about me that’s all I want, I want you to remember me. <3 not even your parents know you well enough to know how well you hide. they won't see the pain you're in. you hide it so well behind your pretty face. no one can ever tell how much your feeling out of place. & it’s like when we’re talking to each other, the rest of the world kind of melts away, all I know is what you’re saying & all I care about is that your eyes are on me. I still remember our first kiss. it was awkward at the beginning & my stomach had butterflies. your lips were so soft against mine. I’ll never forget it. I know we're good together. you’re the only person I can be myself around, even if I don't know who the hell that is. I can yell at you, be mad at you say stupid things and then take them back, even pretend I hate you but no body in the whole world cares about you more than me. short update! :]                            <33 Morgan 7:33 PM - 218 views - 6 eprops - 5 comments - email it Next 5 >>

the girl morgan. 17. ohio. adores ; her friends. her boyfriend. her family. summertime. the beach. taylor swift. parties. laughing. shopping. movies. dancing. deep converstations. 11:11. magazines. being crazy. being lazy. her ipod. sunglasses. italian food. driving. sleeping in. starry nights. swimming. flip flops. going on walks. rollercoasters. the computer. smiling. & football games. the rules I update when I have time. which isn't a lot. :] the fave sites UNDER SIEGE NEVER GOT MY CHANCE LOVE SICK COLLIDE QUOTESSS MUCH & the layout this layout was made by Allison at seabreezelyts