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Saturday, June 14, 2008

holy shitfuck i'm fat as hell.


Sunday, March 30, 2008

Eummm...
Not weighing myself :X
I've got a loop recorder heart monitor on me for 15 days.



How fun...
yeah I don't really have much to say. I signed onto my online course for the first time in 2 weeks so I gotta work like mad to catch up.

Midterm reports soon.

Hope everyone is doing good, xo.


Monday, March 24, 2008

139.2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


130's again.
Thank fucking god.


Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Okay today is an angry rant about my experience in Toronto with tokio hotel. Tomorrow will be a better one, with pictures and stuff. dont get me wrong, tokio hotel was amazing. its just a whole bunch of other shit. =\

And if you don't like TH, then sorry? lol

I know i should be super grateful and whatnot about seeing tokio hotel in concert and being in the MoD audience but I feel like shit.
Like of course it was the most amazing experience ever, seeing the guys live, but so much shit happened to just damper my opinion on the whole thing.
First off, getting bitched at brutally hxc by Tobias. he called me stupid about 7 times because i wore a skirt in the "-11 weather" and that i would "easily die"
What's really stupid is this guy marching up to me like hes the goddammed shit in all his authorative glory, and insulting me out of nowhere. like.... if you wanna use your big fancy Hamberg security title then go do it someone else where it's actually useful.
ANYFREAKINGWAYS. then the coat check girl...i'm trying to get the money out but of course my fingers are one degree away from frostbite so they barely function, and i laugh and say "sorry my hands are barely working" and the bitch goes in the most sarcastic voice ever "WELL YOU BETTER GET THEM WORKING".
what else sucked?
okay well getting moved around inside much music 5 times before the performance, and no matter where they put us i got yelled at by cameramen and crazy red haired lady because i was always in somebodies way... um... it's their fault for putting me there. and then when they stick me in my final spot (behind a camera guy who hit me in the head with part of his camera) bitch is like "back up" and before i even have time to lift a foot shes like "BACK UP OKAY WERE TRYING TO DO OUR JOBS HERE". okay if i took one step back i would of tripped over the silver bleachers and split my fcking head open.
and then after much i'm stuck in coat check so i cant get an autograph.
plus i lost my voice so bad that i feel like my lungs and trachea are being ripped to shreads.
and then this morning we get on the greyhound to come back to windsor and we left late because this morbidly obese lady was sitting in the front of the bus on the floor screaming.
okay so,
Tobias is a dick, much music staff are assholes, coat check lady is fcking inconsiderate, i got my hip practically dislocated by some 800 lb bitch at the concert, my lips are so chapped theyre bleeding, i cant speak, and i feel really shitty.
Plus now theres all this drama on th_cult about how all the canadian fans are rude and suck and whatnot. =\
fk my life.
/endrant.

....sorry.


Friday, February 08, 2008

Ahh sorry it's been a while. I've been back in school so it's crazy busy!
Heute....
Ich bleibe zu haus, weil ich krank bin D:

Ueberhaupst...
I'm leaving tomorrow until Tuesday.
Tokio Hotel concert on Sunday
& MuchonDemand on Monday

Take care everyone xo



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