hay all..what b up?? n2m jussta talkin to Dylan Casey n Bre on Computer..Shawn Brooke and Caitlyn on txt!! oh yes..funn funn..taylor is ovr..but she is watchin TV..gaw wat a looser..lol..jk! well ima soooo tired n bored!!! hows bouts u?? lol...guess what...my butt hurts!!! oh ya..lol <<Canyon didn't did to kno tht(..inside joke!!)..fine omg i hate computer..sorry i havn a moment..well ima gunna go..i'll ttyl...loves much!! i hate bad computer days..they make me cry..lol..ttyl...loves...giggle...taylor is a freek but i love hur..well ima gunna go toodles!

hay u guys....mee n taylor juss got back 4rm ice skatin w/the BoyScouts n sarah evan rebbecas ellis n taylor davis...i met lots of ppl..carly...tiffany...cole...daniel..miles..and other peeps i don't remember the name of!! well omfg i like 7 guys...im not gunna name who..but idk who i like the most....but i kno one of the top 2 has a gf so its pointless!!!but idk...i really like him tho >n im nawt gunna say who..if u kno thn don't tell kno one plz!!< i juss dunno what to do abt guys!!! lol...well ya right now im talkin to alec!! well i thnk ima gunna get a new song...mayb a new layout..if i hav the energy!! ha ha ha...lol...well um ya im tired!!! lol....quotes!!

You know what the worst feeling in the world is? When someone you have been crushing on forever, when someone you love with all your heart, when someone gives you butterflies when he walks by, when someone you dream about everyday, and someone you would give absolutley anything to..feels the same way-just not about you.<<yap it sux!!

At this point in time, I'm okay with me and you and what we've become, but I'm counting the days and nights until I can hear a love song without wanting to cry. <<its nawt cummin netime soon

No camara could [ever] capture the look in her eyes
              & the feeling in her heart when she`s looking at  him

Every time I'm close to you, there's too much
I can't say and you just walk away never
understanding what you meant to me.

Blacken my heart, Redden my wrists, every word you say is another scar upon my broken heart. </3

Walkin down tha halls lookin
[ Happy As Can Be ]
but what noone understands is how much
[ Pains Inside Of Me ]

I [ can't stand ] him hurting me..
i just can't stand him using me, but
unlinke him ?i can't just walk away..
i can't forget what we had..it's not
that easy for me to let go of somthing
that was once my life..i guess it
actually mattered to me.. </3

as my heart lies in broken pieces upon the ground, you do not even know the pieces exist. as the tears fall like liquid diamonds upon my cheeks, you do not even feel the pain i`m going through. you do not even know about the broken pieces of the heart that still love you and that always will. as my voice echoes through the silent atmosphere, you do not even hear the resounding cry. as the mist swirl`s silently around me, chilling the tears, you don`t even care that i suffer the agony of lost love. you wouldn`t even look back to see the pale face of the girl who loves you and who always will.

I act like I dont care -
but deep down Im lying -
cause everytime I see you all over her -
Im dying...

The hardest part about walking away
from yOu is knowing you wOnt run after me ..   

for some fucked up reason
                       your still in my heart ..    </3

I couldn't help it when I started to cry. I've told myself that lifes a lie. You know love sucks when your dreams slip away. I'd trade all my tommrows for one yesterday.

She cries with pain...not physical...the one n hur heart....from him...the reason 4 it all...but does he care...no..he walks away...into hur arms </3

she walks threw the halls..with all hur friends...nuttin wrong..laughing n smiling..untill she sees him...thn she has to run away....to the comfort of a razor blade

i made those last 2 up!!^^^^^^

was it fun for you to watch me fall
a p a r t
</3

She learned to pretend and smile...thn cry when she got home..n the privacy of hur bedroom w/hur teddybear

Well i thnk thts enof....um..call's or txt me cuz i got a new celly...same number tho..so i'll ttyl...oh n if u don't hav muh numba...thn well im sorray!

hay u guys...i've been coolio 4 a while now!! i thnk tht if i keep muh feelings inside n thn burst thm all out aftr a while on that person they understand how i feel..which is what im gunna do to marcus on Monday!! im gunna tell him how he hurts me...and i mite tell joe tht i like him n stuff but idk!! well idk what to say..sorray so short guys!! loves

if im just gunna be [another] name in your
book do me a favor and cross me out <3

i'll put more n lata's..i gotsa go to the 7th grade football game now!! loves!

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everytime you choose her over me, I want
to force myself to be ( j u s t / l i k e / h e r )<<ya marcus!

love is like standing on wet cement  --
the longer you stay ;; the harder  it is to
leave && you can never let go with out 
leaving your foot prints behind         <3<<so so so tru

Sometimes you just have to get up when
Everyone is expecting you to stay down<<ya marcus ur gunna laugh whn i hav a bf n u won't have a gf ha haha

<<i got tht 4rm kali's site..thnka kali!

taylor tina shanna taylor tonya brooke and a water bottle...im surprized we didnt break tht swing

hay u sexay stud muffins! wat is up?!?! n2mjbnb...lol..ima so bored!! im hanging wit taylor!! oh ya....lol.....well...she juss left....idunno wat to say really....i hav lots of homework i don't like homework @ all...lol...well nufin really new n tina's life...othr thn wat i talked abt last entry...well ok i thnk tht Marcus flirts w/other gurls when evr im around bc he knows tht i still dunno if i like him or not!!!! ugh its juss...idk...n thn idk if i like Joe or Joe likes me!! but idk what to do...ne ideas?!?! lol...well here cums the funn of icons n quotes!

just because her \eyes\ dont /tear/ doesnt mean that her :: doesnt ::cry:: and just because she comes off strong doesnt mean theres nothing ||w r o n g||

the most incredible feeling:     <3
knowing that i made you happy..

ii don`t mind if he catches me staring
because then ii know he was staring back <3

if you dress nicely, he says you`re a snob. if youu dress sexy, he says you`re a slut. if youu argue with him, he says you`re stubborn. if you`re quiet, he says you`re stupid. if youu call him, he says youu`re needy && clingy. if he calls youu, he says youu should be grateful. if youu don`t love him, he`ll try to win youu. if youu love him, he`ll leave youu. if youu don`t fuck him, he`ll say youu don`t love him. if youu do, he`ll say youu`re easy. if youu tell him your problems, he`ll say you`re irritating.  if youu don`t, he`ll say youu don`t trust him. if youu lecture him, he`ll say youu`re bitchy. if he lectures youu, it`s because he "cares". if youu break a promise, youu can`t be trusted. if he breaks it, he had to. if youu cheat, he`ll expect it to be over.  if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way..<<muh favorite!!

I'm a daughter hiding my depression.
I'm a big sister making a good impression.
I'm your friend acting like I'm fine.
I'm a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I'm the girl sitting next to you.
I'm the one asking you to care.
I'm your best friend hoping you'll be there.

WELL..i thnk thts enof..i love quotes!! lol...ttyl..

I love U all..

hay what is up?? n2m juss chillin @ muh aunts house!!! ya idk what im gunna do abt all muh crap ...marcus is juss ugh..he is givin me "mixed signals" as muh auntie calls it!! lol./.but i thnk i like a sevvie named Joe Barnwell..but he is a sevvy so idk...but he is wayy cute!! n soooo adorable..but bc he is a sevvie idk if i shuld go out wit him!! but im like 99.9% tht he likes me so idk!!! ugh but newasys...bree n dylan r doin oka i gess!! lol...idk...ya but right now i don't feel gud!! n idk y!!!! lol...muh tummy hurts!! im baby sittin...muh lil cuzn nato!! well idk what else to say but i'll ttyl...loves!!!

I love Sevvies!!<<exspeshialy joe!!