sara: i made u a survival kit...
me: o really, what was in it?
sara: mace.
it's a bit late.. not really pertinent anymore... (but if u know what its about.. lol  )
uh.. happy belated fourth of july to everyone. hope u all saw awesome fireworks.. in every sense of the word.
uh.. becca was bored...
LAST:
1. Movie you rented: wow.. i havent rented a movie in a looong time.. last one i went to go see was uh.. spiderman 2.
2. Movie you bought: uh.. return of the king i think
3. CD you bought : i dont buy cd's.. last one i burnt was a dmb mix
4. Song you listened to: walk idiot walk by the hives
5. Song you had stuck in your head: take me out-franz ferdinand
6. Song you've downloaded: hendrix... something.. not sure what
7. Person you’ve called: heather.. i think.
8. Person that called you: heather?.
9. TV shows you've watched: uh.. gilmore girls, dude
DO YOU:
1. You have a g/f or b/f?: haha.. no.. *sigh*.
2. You have a crush on someone?: ....maybe i do, and maybe i dont
3. You wish you could live somewhere else?: eh.. someitmes
4. You think about suicide?: permanent solution to a temporary problem... means no
5. You believe in online dating?: like.. only talking to someone on aim or something?.. in that case, no.
6. Others find you attractive?: i could give paris hilton a run for her money.. lol.. haha thats funny, but i've been told so... well i havent been told that i could give paris hilton a run for her money... but i've been told that i'm attractive
7. You want more piercings?: nope
8. You want more tattoos?: i change my mind, so if i every got one.. i'd hate it in 2 weeks.. .
9. Do you like cleaning?: not really, necessary evil i suppose
10. You write in cursive or print?: print, sometimes it turns into cursive/print
11. You carry a donor card?: No
FAVORITE:
1. Food? ICE CREAM!!
2. Song? wow.. thats really hard.. i cant pick 1.. right now its best of whats around by dmb.
3. Things to do? raid, pillage, plunder and otherwise pilfer my weasely black guts out(haha i love potc) play my geetar
4. Thing to talk about?: music.. and uh.. how i think ppl's minds work.
5. Sport? to watch?.. frazier football cuz its the funniest thing
6. Drink? iced tea or vanilla coke
7. Clothes?: jeans and t-shirt.. yeea
8. Movies?: lotr trilogy/breakfast club/potc/rebel without a cause/blow/troy (most beautiful thing i have ever seen)/signs .. lol jk on that last one
9. Bands? dmb/matchbox 20/the kicks/fighting jacks/relient k/the vines/the hives/the strokes/the killers/dashboard confessional (sorry i like emo... heather: thats the only guy i know who has a vagina) /switchfoot/beatles/ccr/eagles/starting line/ataris/incubus (goin to see them in october.. woohoo).. thats all i can think of right now.. but theres wayyy more.
10. Holiday? christmas.. i would say my b-day cuz i get presents.. but no one gets me presents.. 
11. Car? green mustang convertible.. yeea
12. Ever cried over a boy/girl?: unfortunately yes
13. Ever lied to someone? who hasnt?
14. Actor?: ...johnny depp
15. Actress?: wow.. thats tough..
16. Disney movie?: nemo!! (was that disney?.. its pixar.. but disney?)..hey u guys made me ink.. uh.. Pirates of the Carribbean!! woo hoo.. alladin.. yea
WHAT KIND:
1. Shampoo do you use? garnier fructis.. or something like that it smells pretty
2. Perfume/Cologne do you prefer?: curve or lucky
3. Number of times I have had my heart broken? hmm.. depends on ur definition of heartbroken.. friends-many.. guy-yea, and he didnt/doesnt know it
4. Number of hearts I have broken? one or two
5. Of people I have kissed? one actually.. unfortunately... not that i regret it.. just that its only 1
6. Of drugs taken illegally? none
7. Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? 5.. maybe less
8. Of people I consider my enemies? not really enemies.. just people i dont like.. and i dont like a lot of ppl. its that trust issue.. i used to trust ppl, then i got stabbed in the back one too many times and the trust just went down the toilet
9. Of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? i'm still here.. but 1/2 way done.. thats encouraging and comforting.. yet depressing at the same time.. i'm ONLY 1/2 way done
10. Of CDs? i'm open to pretty much everything minus the country and the rap blech..
11. Of scars on my body? *counts*.. 7 at the moment
12. Of things in my past that I regret? hmm.. many things.
13. What are you scared of ? heights, solidarity (is that a word?).. needles *runs and hides in corner*, spiders
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Pictured your crush naked? no.. but now that u mention it.. 
2. Actually seen your crush naked? no
3. Been in love? big word.. no
4. Cried when someone died? i cry about everyhting.. but yea.. even ppl i dont know.. actually, just at funerals
5. Drank alcohol? nopers
WITH OPPOSITE SEX:
1. What do you notice first?: hair!! (blah, i hate when guys get haircuts..)/amount of visible boxers  ..
2. Worst thing to say?: other ppl:anything insulting/racist.. me:most anything cuz i always say stupid stuff that i regret saying later
WHO:
1. Makes you laugh the most?: manda or heather
2. Makes you smile?: everyone
3. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them?: wouldnt u like to know.. maybe they already do..
4. Has a crush on you? no one at the moment, that i'm aware of..
5. Easier to talk to, Boys or Girls? i dunno.. depends on what ur talkin about.. i mean i'm not gonna talk about boys to my guy friends.. but its kinda easy to talk to both i suppose
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Sat on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M.: not all day.. the most i'll wait is 10 min if i wanna get off
2. Saved AOL/AIM conversations?: yea sadly
3. Cried because of someone saying something to you?: yyyeeea.
4. Fallen for your best friend? not my best friend. but a friend yes.
5. Been rejected? no.. cuz i dont give myself the chance to be rejected.. and i regret that a lot  .. i need to stop regrettin stuff
6. Rejected someone? yea.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:
1. You talked to in person? my mom
2. You instant messaged? joe.. wait.. no ritter.
3. You laughed with? i dunno.
DO YOU:
1. Color your hair? not recently no.
2. Ever get off the darn computer? once in a while.. only to eat, sleep and use the lil girls room.. lol, no jk.. .
3. Habla espanol? Je parle francaise.. a lil
Have you / Are you / Do you:
1. Obsessive: not so much obsessive.. i dont think..
2. Could you live without the computer? it can be done
3. How many peeps are on your buddy list? 160, but most are old s/n's and i probly only talk to about 10.. more if some ppl would ever get on.
4. What's your favorite food? i already answered this didnt i?.. ice cream.
5. What’s your favorite fruit? strawberries, or peaches
6. Drink alcohol?: i already answered this too.. no
7. Like watching sunrises or sunset? either or.. sunset.. sunrise is tooo early.
8. What hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain? Emotional
9. Trust others way too easily? no.. i completely trust very few ppl.
Final Questions:
I want: lots of things (not tellin certain things tho), right now a sierra mist would be nice, a digital camera, and an electric guitar.. 
I wish: for more wishes
I love: music.
I fear: the future.. and destiny.. (lol what a load of bull, but its true) 
I hear: voices in my head. and the washer and dryer
I wonder: what i'm doin tomorrow
How do you know it's love?: i dont think u really do.. untill u already fall.. then ur just kinda flyin thru the air and theres nothin u can do.
ok i'm done | 
. but no damage.. with the lovely sound it made i thought otherwise. 
and sara is going to be back the week that i am leaving.. what am i going to do w/o my OTHER bundle of joy?! 