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Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 18:39:49 GMT

some surveys i got from adalyns xanga....UNoULuvMe624 check it out

btw, im sry 2 n e 1 i hurt this weekend or the past 2 weekends 4 w/e i did...sry

[x] all that apply

[] I am bisexual or homosexual.

[x] I've consumed alcohol.

[x] I've run away from home

[] I listen to political music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[] open up to others easily

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world

[ ] I watch the news.

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs

[X] I own an iPod or MP3

[x]I own something from Hot Topic

[X ] I love Disney Movies.

[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes

[ ] I don't kill bugs [all the time]

[x] I curse regularly.

[x?] I paid for that cell phone ringtone.

[] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[ x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam

[x] I bake well

[] I would wear pajamas to school.

[X] I own something from Abercrombie.

[] I have a job.

[ ] I love Martha Stewart.

[ X] I am in love with love.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS...

[Xxx] I am self conscious.

[X] I like to laugh.

[ ] I smoke a pack a day.

[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I eat fast food weekly.

[x]I have many scars

[x] I've been out of this country

[xxx] I believe in ghosts.

[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room

[xx] I am really ticklish.

[x] I see a therapist.

[x ] I love chocolate.

[x] I bite my nails.

[ ] I am comfortable with being me.

[x] I play computer games/video games when i'm bored.

[x] Gotten lost in your city.

[x] Saw a shooting star

[x ] Been to any other countries

[ ] I Had a serious Surgery.

[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas

[ ] I have Kissed a Stranger.

[x]Hugged a stranger

[ more of a slap fight...x] Been in a fist fight..

[ ] Been arrested...

[ ] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[ ] Made out in an elevator.

[x] Swore at your parents.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts

[ ] Been skydiving

[i fractured my pinki..does that count? ] Broken a bone...

[x] Flashed someone (haha ca ck and lm)

[x] Saw a therapist

[x] Played spin the bottle.

[ ] Gotten stitches...

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour

[x] Bitten someone

[x] Been to Niagara Falls

[ x] Gotten the chicken pox

[ ] Crashed into a friend's car .

[ ] Been to Japan

[ x] Ridden in a taxi

[x] Shoplifted

[ ] Been fired

[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back

[ ] Stole something from your job

[x] Gone on a blind date

[x] Lied to a friend

[ ] Had a crush on a teacher.

[ ]Celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans

[ ] Been to Europe

[x] Saw someone dying.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day

[ ] Been to Canada

[x ] Been on a plane

[x...wut a weird ass movie] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show

[ ] Thrown up in a bar

[x] Eaten Sushi.

[ ] Had sex..

[x] Been snowboarding

[x] Been Skiing

[x] Been ice skating

[ ] Met someone in person from the internet

[x] Been moshing at a rock show.

[ ] Been to a moto cross show

[ ] Gone to college

[ ] Done hard drugs

[x] Taken painkillers

[ ] Had someone cheat on you

[ ] Cheated on someone else.

[x] Were so bored you took this survey

x The ones you have done.

(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(X) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
( ) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( )made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
(x) seen someone die
(x) had/have a crush on one of your xanga or my-space friends
( ) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x..hahaha) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snow boarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of my space
(x) been moshing
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken painkillers
( ) kinda love someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel
(X) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(X) watched the sun set
( )felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake
(X) been tickled
(x....lol) been robbed
(x) robbed someone
(X) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( )ran a red light
(x)been suspended from school
(X) had detention
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(X) danced in the moonlight
(X) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(X)questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X)cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) Made out with Pop Rocks in your mouth
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) have traveled more than 5 hours with a car full of people
(X) gone roller skating/ roller-blading
(x) had a wish come true
(X) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(X) screamed "penis" in a crowded area
(x) ate dog food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(X) sang in the shower
(X) have a little black hat
( ) had sex in a park
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole
(eww ) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(X) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x..i fell after..oww) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) Didn’t take a shower for a week
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight
(x...2 many times..) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x after it was cooked) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(X) slept naked
( ) French braided someone’s hair
(X) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house
(x) smoked weed
(x) been drunk
( ) drank a fifth to yourself
( ) killed an 18 pack to yourself
(x) been high and drunk at the same time
( ) opium
( ) ecstasy
( ) mushrooms
( ) Whippits - nitrous oxide
( ) Rolled a blunt before
( ) Rolled a joint
( ) shotgunned a beer or chugged a beer
(X) shot a gun...bb or soft air pistol
( ) Driven Drunk
( ) Driven High
( ) one night stand
(x) Drawn on a passed out person
(x) been to a kegger
( ) triple kegger or more
( ) talked your way out of a ticket
(x) Bacardi
( ) Monarch
(x) Hennessy
( ) Hypnotic
(x) Jose Quervo
( ) Smirnoff
(eww) beer
(x) taken more then 4 shots in a row
(x) Ran from the cops
(x) Caught cheating on a test or homework
(x) Almost burned down your house
(x...it was fake though lol) got a Lap Dance
( ) got drunk at school
( ) Ran over an animal
( ) Been Hit by a car
( ) been in a hotbox
( ) Vandalized
( ) Partied until sunrise
( ) All Day, All Night partying
( ) Week Long partying
( ) done a Keg Stand
(x) Beer Bong
(?) Been Belligerent
(x) 48 hr hang over

True Or False Survey For The Ladies

Bold The Ones That Are True To You::

x When I Was Little I Used To Dress Up Like A Princess

x I Have Gone Trick Or Treating As An M&M

x I Use "lol" On IM

x I Have At Least 3 Best Buds

x I Am A True Dumb Blonde

x My Favorite Smily Is The Winky [;)]

x I Have High Self Esteem

x I Am//Is A Former Cheerleader

x My Birthday Is During A Cold Season

x I Like To Read Astrology

x My Favorite Subject Is Science

x I Have Long Hair

x I Love The Show Laguna Beach <3

x I Hate My Middle Name

x My Best Friend Is A Boy (some of em)

x I Learned To Ride A Bike From My Dad

x My Favorite Color Is Pink (and blue)

x I Am A Highschool Drop-Out

x I Love AmericanEagle

x My Toe Nails Are Currently Painted

x I Have A Hott Boyfriend

x I Am Single :(

x I Love Pepperoni Pizza

luv ya oodles of noodles
*~*~*becca*~*~*

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:21:30 GMT

omg i love this song its sooo good, its champagne supernova by oasis...heres the lyrics!
*~*thanx 4 the song b*~*

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high

love ya oodles of noodles
*~*~*becca*~*~*

uh, i wanna c ur legs shake, take ya 2 tha crib we can fuck
till the bed breaks

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:16:00 GMT

some more quotes...

somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the i miss yous, and the i love yous, and what are we doing tonight`s? somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests, and the downriight not studying for tests, i forgot. ..i forgot what it meant to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn`t make you smart. and that pretending to be okay doesn`t make youu okay. i forgot that you can`t just forget the past in fear of our future.. i forgot that you can`t control falling in love.. and that youu can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. and it`s okay to ask for help.. and it`s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it`s okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they`ll make it all better. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about school isn`t going to be who is most popular or going to the parties..not even the hook ups.. it`s the friendships.. which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards to your friends makes youu feel better.. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world

when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking..

Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel &&
I'll crash this car.

Leave a message on your phone
Just to find out you're not home
Keeping up with you is something i could never do
And i know something's wrong
Cause you've been gone too long
A fucking waste of my time is all that you've become

love ya oodles of noodles
*~*~*becca*~*~*

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 11:30:48 GMT

wow so im in love w/ the song play by david banner, haha its so foul but w/e lol...

so im goin shoppin in like 20 minutes so imma go but i jus thouight id update, and i guess this is it....CHS is actually goin pretty good...not much drama yet, but as homecoming nears...hmmm

love ya oodles of noodles
*~*~*becca*~*~*

stay hott

lickey lickey lickey like a pepermint swirl, like that clit, cum girl...
uh i wanna c ur legs shake, take u 2 the crib, we can fuck till the bed brake

haha love that song

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 18:45:51 GMT

This is from a site i found:

What is love?

When we claim that its love that we have

for someone, are we correct?

Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart

racing and is your voice caught within

your chest?

It isnt love, its LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off

them, am i right?

It's not love, its LUST.

Are you proud and eager to show them off?

It isn't love, its LUCK.

Do you want them because you know their

there?

It isn't love, its LONLINESS.

Are you there because it's what everyone

wants?

It isn't love, its LOYALTY.

Are you there because they kissed you or

held your hand?

It isn't love, its LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for their confessions of love,

because you don't want to hurt them?

It isn't love, its PITY.

Do you belong to them because the sight

of them makes your heart skip a beat?

It isn't love, its INFATUATION.

Do you pardon their faults because you care

about them?

It isn't love, its FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell them everyday that they are the

only one you think of?

It isn't love, its a LIE.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite

things for their sake?

It isn't love, its CHARITY.

<3 <3 <3 <3 Love <3 <3 <3 <3

Does your heart ache and break when their

sad?

Then its LOVE.

Do you cry for their pain, even when their

strong?

Then its LOVE.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch

your soul so deeply it hurts?

Then its LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding

uncomprehensible mix of pain and relation

pulls you close and holds you there?

Then its LOVE.

Do you accept their faults because they're a

part of who they are?

Then its LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with

them faithfully and without regret?

Then its LOVE.

Would you allow them to leave you, not

because they want to but because they have

to?

Then its LOVE.

Would you give them your heart, your life,

your death?

Then its LOVE.

<3 <3 <3 <3 ??? <3 <3 <3 <3

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us

so, why do we love?

Why is it all we search for in life? This

pain, this agony?

Why is it all we long for?

This torture, this powerful death of self?

Why?

The answer is so simple, cause its.....LOVE.

It is such an adiction that even people who

don't have love, wish to experience it and share

it. <3

love ya oodles of noodles

*~*~*becca*~*~*

Friday, September 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 23:27:52 GMT

jus some quotes....

When you have a s m i l e on your face
&& a [twinkle] in your eye only your
true friends know your about to
break down and c.r.y

i can’t STAND being your second anymore,
not when you’re my first... <3

the hardest thing to say
even though it`s true ,
is that it`s time for me to
g e t o v e r y o u u <3

go ahead & kiss her
& make sure youu do it
right while i'm looking

i just want [(SomeOne)] to look forward to seeing me everyday

&& No matter how much she trys to beleive and how much she tells herself ..... she's still not over him....

why is it so hard o get over someone u never really had

u know your in love when the sound of his name sends tingles through your body

i almost forgot how good it felt just to be in your arms

Love makes you do crazy things, insane things, things in a million years you wouldn't see yourself doing, but there you are doing them.

there's always that ONE boy
that makes you get up
&& go to school everyday

Forget about what you thought you were
&&and just accept who youu are

i know he may not be the cutest guy to you-
but he is to me.. & theres just something
about him that makes my heart drop to
my feet e v e r y t i m e i see him <3

I know I don't have the prettiest

face for you to look at, or the

skinniest waist for you to hold, but I

promise I do have the biggest

heart to love you with. <3

FACTS OF LiFE :

1. at least 5 people in this world love you so much

that they`d die for you.

2. at least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. every night, someone thinks about you before they go to

sleep.

4. you mean the world to someone.

5. someone that you don`t even know exists; loves you.

6. a smile from you can bring happiness to anyone..

even if they don`t like you.

so here`s to late nights on the phone

sneaking kisses in the hallways

dancing in the rain

&& the sound of my heart breaking

when you tell me this is goodbye

&& when he kissed me that night

i couldn`t help but think

this is exactly what i want

Movie Quotes:

there are millions of people in this world, but in the end it

all comes down to one - Crazy/Beautiful

There is fate, but it only takes you so far, because once

you're there its up to you to make it happen.

-Can't Hardly Wait

You spend all your time looking for love yet you feel nothing

even when its staring you in the face I will love again but

You will spend all your life knowing you turned your back

on love and THAT makes you a hypocrite

-Cruel Intentions

don't say we aren't right for each other, the way i see it is..

we aren't right for anyone else - The cutting edge

Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what

i did, of who I am... but most of all, im scared of walking out

of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the

way i feel when i'm with you -Dirty Dancing

You cannot leave everything to fate. She's got alot to do,

sometimes you must give her a hand. --Ever After

Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons, but when all

is said && done they have one thing in common,

they are shooting stars; a spectacular moment of light in

the heavens fleeting glimpse of eternity && in a flash

they`re gone - The Notebook

its not going to be easy,

its going to be really hard..

were going to have to work at this everyday

but i want to do that because i want you,

all of you ..forever - <3 The Notebook

I live in a world of people;

pretending to be something

they're not but when i talk to

you, im the girl i wanna be

-Cinderella Story

It was real wasnt it?

we were just two kids

but we really loved each other

-The Notebook

" Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the

game"- A Cinderella Story

love ya oodles of noodles

*~*~*becca*~*~*

homecoming...is it a blessing or a curse?

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 21:58:30 GMT

k so jus a quick update, went 2 the jack johnson concert on friday...whoa it was soo good and soo much funn! lol sry marquis, didnt mean 2 ditch u...i promise, when i take u 2 coldplay i wont ditch u at all! and o ya, i left my fone at the place lol so i gotta go get it..hm..well so far high schools been good...and uhh, ya..OO! homecoming is in like only 2 months! wow im soo siked i cant wait! its gonna b a blast..well n e ways, imma go now cuz along w/ hs comes hw, so i gotta go do that...update more l8r!

love ya oodles of noodles,
*~*~*becca*~*~*

xo*stay hott*ox

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 12:12:14 GMT

k so this grl megan commented me so imma give her a shout out cuz her site is hott! she has AWSOME quotes, and im usin like 3 of them here so check out her site and give her some propzz...**B_luveR4ever** btw theres no * in her thingy

love ya oodles of noodles!
*~*~*becca*~*~*

quotes:
she fiinally lets go of her fake smile
and the tears slowly roll down her
face as she wispers in the miirror
"i dont want to be me any more"

13 Cuts

1 cut to close your eyes
2 cuts to breath
3 cuts to realize
It wasnt meant to be

4 cuts to numb the pain
5 cuts to bleed
6 cuts to cry in vain
because you can't succeed

7 cuts to call the grave
8 cuts to burn
9 cuts to try and save
a life you didn't earn

10 cuts to hide a lie
11 cuts to scream
but it took 13 cuts to really wanna die
and 12 to end that dream

*>>Long SuRvey<<*

.::.Ab0ut Y0u.::.

Time Start- 11:22am

Name- Becca Wells

DOB- February 19, 1991

Hometowm- is potomac a town? w/e, potomac md

School- startin my freshman year at churchill

Living Arrangement- i live in a house w/ both my parents

Siblings- 1, my older sis

If you have siblings…what’s their name’s- Jessica

Age- Im 14

Do you get along with your parents- ya i guess, most of the time

Boyfriend/Girlfriend- nope

If so, what’s his/her name- sideshow bob

.::.Fav0rite§.::.

Hobby- dancing, deffinatly

Food- umm...lobster tail w/ crab alfredo

Restaurant- taco bell 4 fast food but 4 a nice sit down dinner...i guess umm wow i gots no idea lol

Sport- well if i had 2 play n e, id pick football

T.V. Show- degrassi and charmed and i guess instant star is pretty good

Radio Station- hott 99.5 baby

Person- hmm...

Musical Celebrity- umm prolly ciara cuz i love the way she dances, so then ciara and<a style='text-decoration: none; border-bottom: 3px double;' href=

Friday, August 05, 2005

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:45:49 GMT

The Lovers of the Heart:

In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.

Article 1:
Statement of Love:
The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck = I want you
4. Kiss on the lips = I love you
5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes = kiss me
8. Playing with your hair = I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go

Article 2:
The Three Steps
1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, kiss her
3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3:
The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: (written from a dude)
1. They will always smell good even if its just their shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

<3 becca

Monday, August 01, 2005

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 23:43:45 GMT

heyy yall, k so this is a special entry which is long over due:

ian wrote on his xanga how he felt bout me, and now im gonna do the same 4 him...k so a couple weeks ago, things were goin pretty good w/ u and me like i really liked u cuz it jus seemed like u were always there 4 me and u never judged me, no matter wut...and even though i didnt diserve ur trust like at all after that friday night, u still 4gave me and supported me when i needed 2 talk 2 som1...things changed btween us though, and we grew apart...now i dont really no where i stand on this hole u and me thing...like i snuck out and went 2 adalyns at 1am till 5am the night b4 she went 2 camp, and 4 about and hour we talked bout u...and ive jus been really confused l8ly and although she said i should try and make things work again, i dont really think i can...i mean, i guess ive moved on and as horrible as that sounds, it was 4 the best. and as of now, im gonna try my hardest 2 help u move on 2. i love u though ian, and i think u no that, and ull always b my *special some1*, no matter wut...its jus that now i love u on a different level, and i hope that someday i can help u 2 move on and ull feel the same way....right now ur prolly sleepin cuz u gotta get on a plane 4 brazil at 3..so umm, i guess this is it...call me, ill miss u and have funn

i love u
~becca

dont b upset bout this entry, cuz wut we have is better then so-called *i love u's* even though no1 means it, we have eachother and 4ever

bye