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Name: Becca
Birthday: 2/11/1989
Gender: Female
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6/26/2005
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| WOO! I gave blood today! Go me! Man a lot has
happened since I've updated...which was ...when? IDK, and I dont care!
Anyway... just wanted to tell y'all that I gave blood, which means I
helped save a life, which means I rock, which means my mommy and daddy
are proud of me, which means...I'm in a pretty good mood... 'cept the
fact I'm missing a pint of blood and my finger hurts so I'm not in the
best of moods, lol! Well dinner... bye!
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| Wow... today at around 7 30 was exactly one full
year that I havent lived in my old house. It's kinda sad... One full
year without a basement, without having a tiny bathroom, or bunk beds,
or not waking up at the ass crack of dawn to make it to the bus, one
year that I havent see all my friends... one year...
And in a few more days it'll be one full year I've
lived in Grapevine and have gone to GHS. Well I'm going to go finish
calling all my old friends, I'll ttyl!
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| OMFG! I'm going to KILL everyone! I'm soo fucking
pissed!! Gah! I hate it here, more then EVER! I'll be surprised if I am
still alive by the time the weekend is out! I need OUT of this hell
hole! I'm so fucking tired of being every ones fucking shrink! I'm not
your shrink! So STOP treating me like one!
WTF is up with people not talking to me until they
need me?! Thats GAY! Ok, and whats up with people thinking whatever
someone tells you, its just PEACHY to just run off and tell the whole
FUCKING world!? Umm...NO! Hello! God gave you brains, fucking use them!
It's not THAT hard! If Bob is talking about Sue then you dont go
telling SUE what BOB said about them! ESP. if its TRUE! HELLO?! DUH!
Dumb ass! AND you dont go making up shit just to get attention! If
fucking Sue is the freaking best problem solver and has answers to
stuff from drama, to gossip, to family problems, then you dont go off
thinking, "HEY! Sue gets a HELL of a lot of attention b.c. she's great
at solving problems! Why dont I start doing that?! ...Oh wait I CANT
b.c. I SUCK at solving problems...hmmm...what shall I EVER do?! ....
OH! I know! I'll make shit UP! It'll solve MY problems! But only CREATE
a HELL of a lot for EVERYONE else around me! B.c. yah'know thats not MY
problem and all!" <---WTF?! Fucked up? Yes...I think so!
ALSO, dont lie! My God! It's not that hard to NOT
lie! I promise you that! PLUS, when you DO lie, people hate you! So
lets say Billy is smoking weed... and Sue wants to know if its true so
her friends ask him, b.c. she KNOWS that Billy wont tell HER the truth!
So Billy tells Lucy that, yeah I've done it a few times. And then
whenever people bring it ANYTHING to do with pot up infront of Sue
while Billy is there, Billy flips some serious shit! And denies it like
no other! But if its Billy and Lucy, and Bob, he'll be like, "Hell yeah
man! Pot kicks ASS!" Well BILLY, you're stupid, b.c. you thought Sue
wouldnt find out... so stop being soo fucking FAKE! And just tell the
TRUTH! It's not hard! I promise you!
OMG! AHH! I hate this place! I hate that I feel soo worthless around
EVERYONE ALL the time! I feel like I'm NEVER good enough for my
parents! I feel like every time I try and stand up for myself, I get
knocked down and put down! I have opinions, believe it or not, and I'm
going to state them! Everyone is soo fake around me! EVERYONE!
Next point of my rant! All that was general about ME
and my friends, THIS one is PERSONAL! To all those who think I'm
sheltered I'm not. You do not know me. I doubt you ever will, you know of me, and about me, but you do not know me. I have been through a lot
more them most of you. Most of which I do not talk about, b.c. it is
not stuff that I enjoy remembering. You only say that I am sheltered
b.c. my parents are strict. But you know what? I'm glad that they're
strict, b.c. it shows that they give two shits about me and what
happens to me. And you know what? All of the people who think that I'm
sheltered are fucked up. They are druggies who cant figure out what the
fuck the want, they are emotionally insecure, and making stuff up so
that they get attention. I'm sorry, but that is sad. And I'm sorry that
you think I'm "sheltered" but I'm not. I promise you that. I may not be
a drug addict, or out getting stoned, or drunk all the time, and thats
why you all think I am sheltered. Just because I'm above that, and can
see that I dont need that to make myself feel important, or wanted, or
thats the only way I have friends, does not mean I am sheltered. Most
of you have NO clue what I've been through in my life, my very best friend doesnt even know the half of it. None of you do, and I doubt any of you ever will.
Another thing, yes I get stressed, and I do bitch --
get use to it! -- and I worry, and I get frustrated, etc. And if I do
bitch to you, do NOT ever
tell me that you've been through worse, that I have no idea what
"stress" is! That what I'm going through is NOTHING! I'm sorry that I
havent been through a divorce, and that you have. You're right I dont
know how that feels, get over it. I DO however know how to help someone
cope with going through a really bad one, ok? So yeah, I do have a
small idea. And if I say I'm stressed or pissed or anything dont brush
it off as if I'm stupid and I'm just exaggerating
things, or tell me how you've been through worse, I dont want to listen
to you and your long time ago story! I'm pissed! I'm annoyed! I'm
angry! I'm worried! I'm fed up! So the LAST thing I want to do, is
LISTEN to YOU! And if you DO make me listen to you and your story,
which is basically telling me that I'm stupid, and my
worries//frustrations//concernes//annoyences//and stresses are
worthless, then you will find yourself with a VERY much more pissed
off, stressed, and now bitchy Becca on your hands. And that is the LAST
thing you want to deal with!
And dont EVER act like you know everything! That is
soo annoying! You dont always have to have the last word! If you're
wrong...you're just wrong, no big deal, dont be an ass over it! Take it
graciously, and just say, "Ok". No biggy, unless you start ranting and
bitching on about how you ARE right! B.c. I will then most likely bunch
you in the face.
Ok, for the most part I am done ranting//bitching,
hope you enjoyed it and learned some life lessons. If you have any
questions about the examples I gave and think that they maybe about
you, dont hesitate to ask. I'll tell you the truth, if they are or not.
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| Friends are like television. Some are
like PBS && always asking for $$money$$, others are like the news with sad tales
to tell every day, some are like that one station with the foreign language, you
don't understand a word of it, but you watch & listen anyway; & then
there are the ones like commercials: always changing, ever so annoying &
only seem to be there when you're bored, but every once in a while you meet
someone who's like a really good movie of the week or a tv show you hardly ever
get to see anymore because you're so busy. My point is: hold on to the friends that
you care about & since we don't have a remote control to mute someone or
just change the channel, pick your friends carefully.
****************On a SECOND note...****************
 <--- I can SOOO relate to that!! Since I'm the FREAKING local SHRINK! Dear LORD!
 <--- And this just made me laugh my ass off!!
Haha, have a g'night y'all! OH! And BTW, V for Vendetta, FREAKING kicks ASS! SOO good!
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| So how were everyone's breaks? Haha...like anyone is going to tell me how theirs went! Lol. Well a quick recap... So Friday and Saturday by friend Jared decided to play a nice little "prank" on me, not going to explain if you want to know details IM me! Then Sunday my BFF, Kimi, came over and spent the night, and Jared came over and I hit him multiple times, lol. We rented Scary Movie 2...waist of my life... anyway then Monday Kimi went home, then got a call from Kohl's to go in for an interview, and got the job, as you've read in my last entry. Then Tuesday watched some movies, Donnie Darko, Edward Scissorhands (sp?) and then my mom was like, you've been in this bad mood lately you need to be happy, and she made me watch a muppet movie, I had a large tempation to through the movie out the window, haha... I was in a bad mood. Then Wednesday didnt do much, sat at home and chilled on the comp, then on Thursday I went out with my mommy and sister to get my hair cut, then hung out with Kristen! We made muffins! And made really odd tasting Mochas...they were odd... haha. Then Friday chatted with some old friends in Chi-town, and got to FINALLY tell people that my sister is pregnant! Hehe!! I'm going to be aunt! Sweet! So y'all like which one...???
Aunty? Aunty Becca? Aunt Becca? Aunt B? Or something... IDK I have like 6 months to figure it out. Lol!
Then Saturday had Oriantation, then chilled out with Kimi, we went and returned the movie we rented the Sunday before and got chocolate at Tom Thumb! Haha! Then Sunday had work, then my mom picked me up b.c. she didnt want me driving in the really bad weather, it was like CRAZY rain! So then we went to Market Street, and this really cute guy hit on me! WOO! Lol! Well that was my break, so it was about average! Lol! xoxo! ~Becca~* | | |
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