2years?

damn, I havent updated for long time...

2years? There was so many things that I have to rite down, but I will rite down what happened to me these few days.

First, I broke up with my girl friend. Which is bit sad but good chance to face myself.

Secondly I got fired from my part time job. Which is so gay that storekeeper didnt like me and juss fuckin fired me. Im thinkin rather I sew the store or not but since Im dispatched from other company, I might be not able to sew the store. If I can, I will.

Thirdly, Im thinkin rather I go back on the soccer team or not. Its been 7months since I quit the soccer team and every time I see the soccer game on TV, It  makes me weird. I mean the body is tellin me to go back on the team.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Anyways I still need more time to think all these shits. I dont know if Im gonna do all 3 shits but I take these seriously.

Late

ok. its been a fuckin long ass time since I updated this shit.

too lazy and too tired to fuckin update....

o well there is a fuckin pissing off bad news.... broke my wrist.........

awwww. fuckin fuckin fuckin............ omg... cant juss tell in words.....

holy crap... wut I did wuz I wuz tryin to win the ball in the air during the soccer game, and I fuckin volly the ball in the air. (About my height I guess.)

and since that jump wuz fuckin high and I wuz way off balance in the air, I landed on my left hand and dislocated.... and also broke my bone..... aww fuck...

so now I have fuckin cast on since 7/7 and have to have it on till the 27th.

god damn this is just a pain..... After I get my cast off, I still have to put a support thinggy on until like beginning of September. o well, im gonna fuckin play soccer anyways. but can't play in games....

Damn! I wuz fuckin starting on Varsity! holy fuck.....

anyways I gooa get this back... so here are my goals till the hmmm.... end of summer? something like that.

1. weigh more. right now 63kg to 70kg

2. get more speed and stamina. (its so hard to get both at once but I will do it.)

3. work out. (I already got 6 packs so try to get 8 packs. and more muscle on arms, back, and dunno... every where!)

4. SLEEP. this is the big part. right now I only sleep 4hrs a day.

5. try to keep up with these goals.

ok. these are the shit that im gonna work on for now.

o ya, one more.

get healed SAP. this is the big part. haha. o well thats it for today.

mayb for a another month. owell bye bye.

ok..... nothing to write.... ya... nothing....

juss wanna sleep for a day.... too tired..... im gonna die....

o well have a nice weekend........