Hello XANGA,

Thanks to my recent life long addiction to Facebook, I have been mia from Xanga for a year or so, lol. I am returning to let off some steam.. lol, there's no steam. I've been quite happy with my family, friends, and yes the other one. It has been a grueling year for me though. I've learned how to be on my own with my other half, how to handle a little emotional wreck of a sister, how to care for little toddlers who crave for attention, how to manage money a little more efficiently, how to spend more time with good friends of my own, how to piece the most amazing outfits ever, and how to be myself once again. Alot, huh? LOL, I've discovered that alone time can be great.. and time with friends is much needed whenever. I love it how I've grown and there's only more to learn on the long road down the way.

I'll give you a better more in-depth analysis of my change next entry, this is just a teaser!

Love, Keoammara..

My holidays were good for me.. and yours?

UPDATE.

It's been so long since I have been on here. I think I mention that a lot but that's because.. of the deadly myspace.com. Yes yes, that's a new addiction to everyone. It's not a bad thing.. it's much easier than xanga.com. See on myspace.. all you do is leave comments.. on xanga.. first you have to post something then maybe if the post is interesting then you get comments. It's all about the love baby. I've been on myspace for a quite a while and it's pretty cool. I found a lot of my old friends on there especially ones from high school. It's crazy how my life has been since then. I thought I would be in college studying my ass off... and broke at the same time. I am actually doing good.. I have a nice car, loving boyfriend, and a cool ass job. Yes I would love to further my education but I want to plant my feet down in society first and get situated and so far I am doing just fine. I am living almost like an adult. I am working on finding a place of my own with my boyfriend in a year or so. It gets so complicated year after year but now that I am 21.. it actually gets a little easier. I found the love of my life and I am closer to my fambam than ever before. I have this support system that I thought would never come to me. I have the best friends ever.. and still making new friends.. even if I wasn't in college.. I have so many experiences since high school that can only compare. I've grown up emotionally... do you remember the posts where I would seem SO SAD?!?!?! Yeah, my moods are done and over with. I have accomplished myself in the art of controlling my feelings. That was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. Though it helped a lot in my relationship.. which reminds me... we've never been this happy except for in the beginning.. when we first met.

As for the new additions to my family.. haha.. the G35 is pretty damn nice.. I am so loving it. Then my lovely niece Kaliyan. Here are the pictures for you all to check out.