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Name: Angel Beabeih o:)
Interests: IM INTO all sorts of things.. from the tangi's to the not-so tangi ones.. from the decipherable to the hmmm.. not so decipherable ones... IM INTO HACKNEYED GIRLIE STUFFS. Lipglosses, blushers, curlers, accessories, most esp.. belts.. can't live without 'em. INTO COFFEE or ANYTHIN MOCHA. Yup. Sensed it? Count me in. INTO MY 8 LOVIN' ANGELS. Twin, Ncx, Beh, Bes, Bby, Cali, Charmee, Joy. Love 'em. INTO GREEN, YELLOW, ORANGE stuffs. A fact though. INTO MUSIC. It's my life. Without 'em, Life ain't worth a shot. INTO PRINCESSes and ANGELS. I don't know. But I like 'em. INTO IRONY. Livin it. Livin with it. Sick of it. INTO LOVIN' UNSELFISHLY. And I found the man who deserves me more than anybody else. INTO MARTYRDOM. But I still haven't got what I deserve from this.
Expertise: The Art of... : Mathematics, Music, Literary writing, Pretending, Loving unselfishly, Sacrificing, Illusional Reality, IRONY, SARCASM, ILL-FATEDNESS and LIVIN' LIFE despite negatives. Lovin' my ANGEL.. Yeah. Got that perf right. :D
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Media
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  slickfuzz_craze
Member Since:
12/21/2004
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| COMPUTER TIME!!!!!!!! :)
Heya!!! Computer time indeed!!! Dang!! Got no damn knowledge 'bout this crap!!! Woohoo!!!! A vey good blockmate of mine offered me a help in this thing... Haaay... It really is hard not to have any damn hint 'bout a certain subject... What's wrong with here was the professor presupposed that we have atleast a hint about this crap cuz we took it up way back high school days.... Damn!!!!! What a notion dba lang??? Hehehehe... Beside me here is my very good blockmate, Charles!! ( Hi Charles!! ;) ) Hehehehe.. Haayy C++!!! Kelan kapa mawawala a buhay ko no????? :) Haay.... Love this song.. Nyay.. Stick with u??? Hmm.. Knino kaya???? Hmmmm.... Isip tyo... Nyay!!! Bkit pa?????? Have it all right here,.. Right angel?? Hahahaha!! :) BIRTHDAY KONA!!!! Yeepee!!! Nu kya??? Nyay!! amoy sunog dto!!!! Dang!!!! | | |
| First Week... :)
Missed writin here, damn it!! :) Haaaay....:D Hmmm.. tough week... We really had a lot of tests... Hmmm.. So far, happy with 'em... Passed L.A. and Analytic.. Aced Chem so, no problem so far... Missed a 20-item quiz on English cuz I forgot my book and we really have to do that stuff there... Tssss... In Fil?? So far, I'm consistently "acing" it..... Durr!! In my dreams.... Haaaay.... :)
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(What I'm sayin' is)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
haaay... true... "Nobody's gonna love me better".... :D Missin' my daddy soooo damn much.... Uhhuh.... What can I say?? I'm Daddy's ONLY girl.... :D Love you sweetie... Much!! :D
missing you angels!! :) FRIDAY's official BARCDA DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
- - - 'mmy beih... :) - - - | | |
| My Day : 1st day and countin'.... My day: First day and countin.....
:: haaay... talk about the week that has passed..... Damn!!! couldnt say a thing... all I know is that things are turning out the way I want 'em to be... haaaay... Damn it!!!!! Waaaahhhhhhh!!! If I could only scream at the top of my voice... I would!!! And I'll scream out loud that I love my angel soo damn much... Yeah... Definitely I do!!! I've been keepin this for like... 2 and a half weeks?? Whoah!!! :D and what do you know...?? Glad to be HIS girlfriend!!! Yahoo!! :D No words can really explain the feeling that I'm in right now... Damn!!!! I'm cravin' again... !!! It's like we didnt see each other a while ago.... but damn!!!! Im really missin him like... THIS MUCH!!!!!!!!!! waaah!!! Hahahaha... Got a whole lot of songs in my mind... Sa totoo lang... Nyay!!! :D Basta.. Ive really got nothin to say... speechless!!! all i know is that Im happy cuz Im his.. and he's mine... :D period... no further explanations... Again... He's solely mine... Mine alone... Not a single touch from any of those who are damn interested cuz I really wouldnt let you get away with it... Like what Im always sayin'... "Take everything you desire, but don't even dare touch what's mine. Got it? Get it? Good. "
I love you... :) sooo much.... :) | | |
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Clock's tickin...
::.. haay..... yeah.. now i know clock's REALLY DAMN tickin'... but good thing though I'm spending a part of my time WISELY... but the rest... I think... SOOO NOT... haaay... so far, I'm growing tired of the situation that Iam currently in.... both physically and emotionally... haaay... tired of those things... yet... a part of those that Im slowly getting tired of thinga-magies is also the same thing which makes me happy... so damn happy... those things which makes me realize there's more to just waking up everyday and doing that same ol' routine.... haaay life... Lovin it but is slowly getting tired of me too.... haaay... give and take??? ehehehe... haay.....
7 months......
:: just thought of it... in 7 months..... haaaayy.... my friends, fam, my angel... in 7 damn months... would there be a drastic change???? or none??? no idea... worse case scenario?? nah..... i really REALLY don't wanna talk about it... leavin the people you damn LOVE is damn worse than dyin out of terminal CA... you would really rather prefer someone stabbing you behind than seeing them weeping all around you cuz you're damn DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!! f**K!!! haaaayy... nah... simple contemplation... haay... also... it's damn hard to leave without you even telling those people you have owed your life thanks, or even those people you havent told that you LOVE them SO much... ryt?? hard life... hard to get along with it... nah.. Just thought about it... Hard to be in this sit no??? Movies... haay......
I remember this song... Summer of 20o5...
If i remembered it correctly....
your face
lights up the sky on the
highway
someday
you'll share your world with me
someday
you mesmerize me
with diamonds eyes
I try to fool myself to think ill be alright
but I am losin all control
my mind, my heart, my body and my soul
***never in my life have I been more sure
so come on up to me and close the door
nobodys made me feel this way before
you're everythin I wanted and more
to speak or not to
where to begin
the great dilemmas I'm findin myself in
for all I know you only see me as a friend
I try to tell myself, wake up fool,
this fairy tales got to end
***never in my life have I been more sure
so come on up to me and close the door
nobodys made me feel this way before
you're everythin I wanted and more
:: oi!!! Go rivermaya!! Tutor???!!! I miss you, girl!! Hehehehehe... nah... Just heard of the song... Missed it... Just realized that the song perfectly suits me... not to mention "EVER AFTER" din!!!! Yey!!! Hehehehe... Missed soundtrippin badly... Super!!!! Hahahaha... Hmmm.... Haay... so many things happened to me the past week... Not to mention TODAY's a very special day for moih... cuz it's a 12!!!!!!!!!!! and you know 12's my day!!!!! hehehehe... haay... supposedly 10 also, but i think it really didnt work out that day.... hehehehe.. although.... hmmm... okay na.... hehehehe... "rain outside my window pourin down, what now, youre gone my fault Im sorry, feeling like a fool cuz I let you down, but it's too late to turn it around... Im sorry for the tears that I made you cry, I guess this time it really is goodbye you made it clear when you said, I JUST DONT LOVE YOU NO MORE..." haay... lovin you CRAIG!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe.. currently playin yan... now... Natalie's "GOIN CRAZY"... (missin' you o:)... u know who you are.. and i know you're missin THEM... NYAY!! drama!!! pangit!!) hahahaha... "ive been thinking lately.. that you and me, yes we can make it, just ride wit me, roll wit me, im inlove with you baby.. " hehehehe... nahh.... there....!!:) haay.... alm ko na feeling ng muntik mholdup!!! Pota!!! Yoko ng maulit!!! Leche!!! :) haay...
:: Haaay.. so much for today... till next time bloggie... missin yah... hehehe!! missin yah pa??? haaay,... Im tired!!! so tired!!! We never meet ways...... But how can I make it possible?? Im countin days..........
"...i'll continue it up there.... "
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| HOW COULDN'T I...
His prayer..
Dear God, please don't take her away from me... If you do not think that I am worthy of your wonder, by all means take her away from me but I only ask that if you are to deny me of the company of one of your most splendid creations, do not do it to everyone... You have made the world a better place when you placed her among man... You already have paradise up there, please don't take the only thing that makes my world the paradise you promised instore for me...
AMEN...
Haaayyy... How couldn't I..... not....... Tsssss.... I'm making no sense... And damn, that prayer really did make me cry... Haaayyy... I don't wanna leave them.... And DAMN!!! The more that I don't wanna leave him.... Haaayyy.... Could I tell him one day...?? Would you spare me that day??.... Hmmm... But wait....
What am i gonna tell.....??
Say, Say that you'll be there
Whenever I reach out
To feel your hand in mine
Stay, stay within my heart
Whenever Im alone
Ill know that you are there
Youre all I need beside me girl
Youre all I need to turn my world
Youre all I want inside my heart
Youre all I need when were apart
sing it with me, aryt?? girl pa?? damn.... hehehehe.. lovin' this song... sing it.. You may not know, it pertains to you...... | | |
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