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Name: Kili
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 4/2/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: flute, guitar, piano, singing, dancing, working out, watching movies, writing and listening to music....
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Retail
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Member Since:
12/9/2005
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| cw= 124.2 hello again. i've been gone for awhile, deciding how i want to approach my weight loss. i've been running a lot, at least 4 miles/ day. i've been eating way too much. now that i'm finally exercising regularly, i'm starving all the time. and in all this time i've been gone, i've only lost around 2 lbs. so i guess i'll try this again for awhile. blogging, thinspo, commenting, it all really does help. it can just be really emotionally draining for me if i let it get to me. i've got to get my daily calorie count down, though. i've been eating around 1400-1600 calories/day, which is perfectly healthy, but not getting me anywhere. i want to cut back to 800 cals max for awhile. goal for today is 500 calories, just to get a jumpstart. so far, i'm had some low fat yogurt (80 cals) and a diet pepsi (0). i know i shouldn't get so discouraged about this plateau, considering i really have lost a decent amount of weight since earlier this year (around 12 lbs). i've just been really working my butt off lately, seemingly for nothing. well i've got to get to class... love you girls. | | |
| 126.8errr. i can't seem to get my weight below 125. i've been on my period so that's why i'm back up to 126.8. i should drop a pound or two naturally in the next day or two, but i'm afraid i'll hit 125 and just get stuck.
so i cried myself to sleep last night. it was the first time i've cried over my weight in a year or so. my boyfriend loves me dearly, but he really knows how to stick his foot in his mouth sometimes. whenever he points out a girl he thinks is pretty, it's always a gorgeous, tall, skinny brunette (keep in mind, i am a short, curvy blonde). i was kidding around with him and said,"i'm not sure i'm your type. you only like tall, skinny brunettes." and he was like "well, i do like skinny girls, but i like girls with your body type too." i know i shouldn't take things so personally, he meant nothing by it. but it hurt. and now i'm more determined than ever to be skinny. really, truly skinny. not curvy. not thin. not slender. SKINNY.
we are going to yosemite in august. i will be 115 by the time we leave on aug. 12. i want to be 100 lbs by october 31. i need this.
in happier news, i ran 5 miles yesterday and did tons of crunches and arm work. i plan to do the same today.
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