| ahh, I'm finally done with school for the year. No more homework. No more papers. No more tests. I'm so glad summer is long. I need a break. Hopefully by the time next year rolls around I'll be ready to be back at it.
This summer will be interesting. I don't know even know. It'll be nice. But weird. I'm not going to camp at all, except to visit. That is horridly strange. First time in 9? years, I think, that I haven't spent at least a week at camp. Life is changing. What was once my life is now becoming not as important. I don't know if I'm ready for this. I don't think I want to be an adult. I want to go back to, oh, 15 or so. Life seemed extremely complicated, but it really was simple. No job, no bills, just being and not having to worry about the future because it was so far away. Now the future is here. One more year, one more year that will go oh so fast, and I will be out in the "real world." I'll have to make decisions. Decide what I want to do with my life. I know it'll be ok, and choices will be made and things will develop. Paths will be uncovered, God will lead, and it will still be ok. But I just don't want to be there yet. Maybe after another year I'll be ready. We'll see.
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| Well, the worst is over. I don't have to work again until Friday. I don't have anything due until Wednesday. and then after that I only have one more test and one more paper and I'm done. 
saying goodbye to more friends will not be fun. 
Life goes on.
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| Definitely have hit the point of exhaustion. I'm frustrated and tired and want to be done with these two weeks and go home.
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| Yesterday was a rather sad day. It was graduation. Several of my friends graduated. My roommate graduated. I don't know quite why, but graduations and events like that always make me nostalgic. Especially since my roommate and close friends were graduating. And some of them, like Leah and Lyndsay, I'll see again soon, but others, like Kim and my roommate are not going to be around...and I don't know when I'll see them again.
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| GreenI was walking through campus today and all of the sudden I realized that everything was green. Then it started to rain. It was beautiful. It was a nice warm spring rain. Leaves are out on the trees. The grass was radiantly green. I spun around and skipped singing "Singing in the Rain" and felt like a little child again discovering the newness of life.
I love spring.
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