| | ahh, I'm finally done with school for the year. No more homework. No more papers. No more tests. I'm so glad summer is long. I need a break. Hopefully by the time next year rolls around I'll be ready to be back at it.
This summer will be interesting. I don't know even know. It'll be nice. But weird. I'm not going to camp at all, except to visit. That is horridly strange. First time in 9? years, I think, that I haven't spent at least a week at camp. Life is changing. What was once my life is now becoming not as important. I don't know if I'm ready for this. I don't think I want to be an adult. I want to go back to, oh, 15 or so. Life seemed extremely complicated, but it really was simple. No job, no bills, just being and not having to worry about the future because it was so far away. Now the future is here. One more year, one more year that will go oh so fast, and I will be out in the "real world." I'll have to make decisions. Decide what I want to do with my life. I know it'll be ok, and choices will be made and things will develop. Paths will be uncovered, God will lead, and it will still be ok. But I just don't want to be there yet. Maybe after another year I'll be ready. We'll see.
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| | Posted 5/25/2007 11:24 AM - 12 views - 0 comments
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