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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Wed, 14 May 2008 07:44:49 GMT

~~geog~~

~~emath~~

~~physics~~

~~chem~~

~~amath~~

english

history

yessssssssssssssssss! two more days! and tomorrow is slack day-english. today went to buddies with kim and suyi:D it was quite fun. i think the stress has gotten into kim's head. she started shooting bubble tea pearls at suyi. and she poured salt on her. ahah quite fun though. then she came over :) we went to petshop. bought meal worms for the hamsters :D yeah she came over for a while. suppose to study. we ended up talking and playing with cookie :D kim and yong time was fun :D

anyway. amath sucked shittzxzxz. i already lost 20 marks from the questions that i skipped- not even the ones that i havent completed yet. gosh. i hope i will just pass. anyway., chem was alright. made alot of careless mistakess. ugh. from now on. i will study for my exams i swear. no more overconfidence. power study from now on. i will start my ribena nights! mug for chinese!!!!!!(26 may)

kim- if you pass(amath) you owe me 2 hamsters

suyi- if you pass(amath too) you have to run around school naked!

yuck. it will be gross but it is a dealllllllllllllllll! teehee. oh wells.

got to go nowwww!- study english format. toodles

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Tue, 13 May 2008 08:54:25 GMT

~~geog~~

~~emath~~

~~physics~~

chem

amath

english

history

had emath and physics today. emath was okay. but dont know whether i would be able to get an a1. oh wells. i screwed up [hysics. seriously. which idiot put density as volume over mass-.- (it was a big part type of question) so like 10marks gone? sheesh. anyway. chem and amath tomorrow! i better do well for chem so that i could use that in my L1R5 instead of physics. anyway. i am like brain dead already. yeah clifton. life sucks

on a lighter note. after tomorrow i only need to study for history(cold war only-SBQ!!!) and ss (:

actually. like this year's exams feel weird. i usually feel nervous and scared even though i know i have prepared for the exam. this year, like the exam just feels like a normal class test/assignment. and i didnt even panic when i didnt even know how to do certain questions. its like i have gone numb. ugh. i think i will do worse than last year. oh wells. i guess what really matters is o'levels.

got to go study. toodles

ulcer is killing meeeeeeeeeeee!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Sun, 11 May 2008 07:31:52 GMT

I only got my dopod last sunday

my dopod has become such an essential item. I have it with me almost 24/7(unless it is school hours) I have it on 24/7 too. I barely use the computer now because I have to lovely wlan thing in my phone which allows me to surf the net :) and I love love love messaging. the funnest thing ever. there is the keyboard which never fails to amuse me.- I have sent about 500 messages since last sunday evening. oh shit right. haha
anyway. I am such a pda phone noob but oh wells:)

on the other hand tomorrow is geog midyears and I am seriously screwed shitzxz. I have been studying the whole day but nothing seems to be diffusing into my brain. shoot me. stupid NIEs and what TNCs and what banglore. ughhhh. I am just going to aim for a pass:D oh wells. life sucks. pfftsh.

seeya alligator! got to study more geog. pfftsh:/

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Sat, 10 May 2008 06:13:24 GMT

i just made an amazing discovery : my friends love the pose with plants

see what i mean anyway. going for chinese tuition now. toodles.

it will be alright.

Friday, May 09, 2008

Fri, 09 May 2008 05:57:41 GMT

went to joys house to study on thursday and wednesday. wednesday was just me and her. we ate so muchhhhhhhh and paddle pop! ahaa. studying was alright. thursday:kim, bev, joy and me. ate at fish and co. yum. chocolate cake and more paddle pop. didnt really study much. but they looked like they were concentrating really hard. anyway. managed to catch up with kimo. i miss her muchhh. it was a nice kim&yong time. today 11 people skipped school but surprisingly i didnt feel that the class was empty. pfftsh. anyway. kim! you owe me!

pictures from my birthday dinner at home-quite long ago but i will just put it up anyway,

i look horrible(eyes swollen from late night studying) but yes its a hello kitty cake!

pfftsh i feel really drained. tired. i am dropping alot of hair i look like i underwent chemo. i dotn know. i am actually quite sick of life. pfftsh. just received a shit phone call :( hope that it will be alright. everything has just been shitty lately. i started to have mood swings. i started to scream at people. scold them. then i would just break down. i have no idea why i am behaving like this. maybe it is stress. i dont even know myself. ay shit. life sucks(really)

iloveyou!

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Tue, 06 May 2008 02:53:20 GMT

I think bev passed her contagious 'no goal in life' illness today. omg it is just very 'sian'(no other word to describe the feeling) and today I came home at 230 the earliest time ever. I don't know I am just feeling not happy. sheesh. this suck. I think I will try to sleep it off .

imy:(

Monday, May 05, 2008

Mon, 05 May 2008 08:59:52 GMT

even if it kills me

shit i still have alot to study.

emath-need to revise and practice

amath-practice

~~chinese~~

history-read through night before

geog(!!!!)-havent started yet!

chem-do more QA!!

physics-waves&electricity(!!!)

ss-(read through chosen chapters)

english- read more books?

clifton is so dead for physics. he doesnt know anything-.-

pfftsh. studying in school with jas today. but it wasnt productive(: at least it was fun. got to study!

bye!

Friday, May 02, 2008

Fri, 02 May 2008 09:04:23 GMT

i am really tired. i tried. i really tried.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:49:32 GMT

thanks bev, jas, suyi, melody, kim& gerann(morning people) for making my day.

kim and gerann stayed up with me till 4am they are such nice people.

and melody and jasmine for making me laugh so bad, my tummy ached shit.

&&&&&&& YANKA!- for hugging me and making me feel a whole lot better!

[update]

makeup-smeared eyes: automatic loveletter is on repeat. my sister is so nice. she surpirsed me with ~~a fabulous~~ the best girft when i came back- a mini hello kitty cake(omg!!!!) yes and a ds game. she is such a nice sister. anyway. i love the handphone strap mel and jas bought. i dont care if it looks gay, i am going to parade around school with it on monday :)

anyway. the week has been er okay(?) lately-i think. i really enjoyed the day i went crystal jade with bernice, kim, suyi, megan and joan. i still had craving for la mian the next day.

Pretending everything is right
To make it better
I'll hide my make up smeared eyes

This drama sat shot gun
My eyes rained like autumn
Only the glove box knows
How the story goes

Now that this bandage is broken and the cuts left in open
I'll tell you just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:17:09 GMT

i love my friends

tomorrow is a special day:D

suyi tries too hard

ahah! i cant take ahlian shots anymore.

they are so cute. i think i am losing my ahlian ability :( i cant take ahlian shots anymore. anyway.

i broke my specs on sunday and now i have a new pair:D it is like orangey brown- i still cant get my contacts yet. ugh.

see you later!