| So life has been a little bit busy but this weekend I finally had the chance to relax. A new year has begun since the last time I wrote in this thing. I was very blessed last year with the people that I met and the things that I've learned from each of them. This year will hopefully be the year that I build off of the things that I've learned. It seems like the past couple of years I've taken a few steps back from where I want to be instead of pushing forward. I think this year will push me further towards where I want to be. I have faith in the Almighty God that He will grow me into something. I pray for the people that have influenced my life. Even the people that I've lost contact with. Don't think for a second that I've forgotten about you. I still think of you and pray for you daily. I love ya'll |
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in life right now are... well... stretching.. I don't really know what
that means but heres what I do know.. I have been sitting by my
Christmas tree for the past hour and all I can think of is God and how
far I've traveled from Him.. As near back as this summer.. I couldn't
stand the prodical son story because it was said way too much in church
services and in youth group.. Now all I can think of is that story....
I've traveled so far from God and once I finally turn around to go back
to Him... He's there for me to bury my head in His chest... I've heard
stories from people about there journey away from God and how they
strayed far from Him... now I've been on a journey that has lasted
through the past couple of years... and I'm returning to God with my
head buried in his chest crying... ...... ..... God... He is soooo
good... I understand that more now.. Oh How Great is our God
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| I will wait on you.. Come fast though God because standing here in the cold leaves me lonely and shaking.. God sometimes I just try to grasp onto things that I need not too.. I will wait on you.. I will wait for you to cleanse my mind and heart.. ohh so unpure and unclean.. God I miss spending every waking minute of every waking day with you.. create a longing that will make me seek you in everything.. |
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| Well life is going good right now. Last night I went to Laura's and we
played phase 10 (a card game) all night while we watched the astros
blow the game... again... all in all it was a great night though.. with
the exception of the cowboys, broncos, bills, texans, and yes the
astros losing.. horrible horrible day in sports. Work is a little bit
crazy right now.. we've had 2 of our managers leave and now we are
kinda all in limbo and don't know whats goin to happen. Thank God for
friends though... without them work would suck.. I'm excited because I
get to go back home to Rowlett this weekend.. I haven't been back since
the semester started.. Alots changed too.. I mean our football team is
finally in the playoffs since the high school opened.. too bad I was
class of 03 and not 06... I still bleed Maroon and White for the
Eagles... I dont really have a college team to go for because UT Tyler
doesn't have a football team..
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| No Time to meet you.. I wonder if I'll ever change.. No place to run
too. Tired of this feeling.. So I fall to the ground... Cause I want to
be better.. Lord you take me as I am.. You needs are more than that...
New eyes to see you.. Like I never have before... new things to cling
too.. I need you more than every so. I fall to the ground... Cause I
want to be better.. Lord you take me as I am... You needs are more than
that..
I want to be so much closer than where I am now... my heart is so thirsty for more of You...
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