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Name: The Linja
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Francisco
Birthday: 8/8/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Hitting things, Running (not anymore), Tennis, Viewtiful Joe, Greek and Roman History/Mythology, Teaching myself how to play a million different instruments, M&Ms, Classical Music, Broadway, Being Anti-Mainstream, Asian Pop, InuYasha, Sleeping, and Purty Smells.
Expertise: Pretending to know how to play tennis, playing lots of piano and viola and... eatting lot of chocolate.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  berek247
Member Since:
4/13/2004
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| I'm kinda sick-like.It's not very easy for me to get sick. Maybe cause when I was a kid I didn't really get freaked out by the idea of getting sick... so I got sick a lot. Now I got more immunities? Being that I just went through most of microbio, I can't really believe that anymore. Knowledge is not always power. Sometimes it's just depressing and scares the bejesus out of you.
RNA retroviruses? Bacterial antibiotic resistance?
Can someone say "oh, crap"?
I knew about it before... but now I know even MORE about it. Binding, infection mechanisms, mutation rates and all that stuff. The lecture on AIDS just made me sad. The fact that the lab tech had to put tape on our strep. cultures saying to be especially careful then getting a sore throat the next morning was kinda scary. Working with virus phages and forgetting to wear gloves was pretty stupid.
What happened to all my mucus?! The back of my throat misses it. Come back. For reallys. Been coughing in class. Good thing it happened after the hell that was monday.
The point is... I'm kinda sick-like. I hope it doesn't get worse. Only 2 more weeks of class then 2 days of finals. Time sure flies.
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| And So, It's Done.Only a month of practice and a minute and 30 seconds worth of performance. Wow. Seems totally not worth it, but being a part of the whole thing was.
I would have more talk about like how the show and dance went, but... I just feel happy that I got so much out of myself to do it. Plus I got flowers, yay.
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| I'm Bored... so I'm Posting.The past week, I've been watching The Office. Such a great show. Should catch up on Scrubs later.
Anyway, that was random. I really don't know what to blog about at this point.
I've had a lot of things happen lately, but they're either not interesting enough for me to want to type out or too personal.
I just hit a writers block. Hmm.
Well, I guess I can talk about my frustrations. Like... how right now I can't think of anything to write about. I hate that. Before I decided to start this entry, I was like... I have something to write about in this damn thing, finally. Nope. Never mind. Same with music. By the time I'm at my keyboard with a pencil and staff paper, I can't transfer the music in my head onto the paper. Guess it was never meant to be. Although I'm helping a friend with music for his term project for animation, but... that's not originally my music. Blarg. Arranging music won't be so easy either, but it should be a fun side project, so long as I don't get stuck.
The past couple weeks I've been practicing for modern dance. Yeah, I'm dancing now. Not too bad, but takes some time getting used to. It's pretty fun. Although, I admit one of the bigger reasons I joined won't even be there to see me perform, but after a while I think it just turned into something I felt like I needed to do for myself. Throws me in a situation where I commit myself to doing things I would otherwise feel uncomfortable doing, but I don't know if that would change what I do and how I act outside of practice and the performance. I have no idea if that made any sense.
College has been weird for me. I feel like I've grown and moved on a lot, but it doesn't feel like I've grown up. I know essentially I'll be the same guy that's quiet and keeps to himself at the end of the day, but it feels like when it comes down to it and I have to step out of my comfort zone, I won't do what I have to do. It's almost as if high school ended, I threw myself out of my comfort zone and started hiding in a new one. I know deep down I have changed, and I've learned a lot about how to live my life, but people's perception of me now is the same as before: the nice guy who just kinda keeps to himself.
This whole time I've probably been waiting for someone to come along and help open me up. I just wish I didn't have such horrible timing.
Anyway, at this moment, my roommate, the one with the dead-end job, in his mid to late-20s is watching World Wrestling Entertainment. Also, the most boring, mono-toned, post an entire book on powerpoint, read said powerpoint for entire hour 15 lecture professor is named D. Warkentin. Now, knowing only that information, I told one of my friends, "Oh, damnit. D? I bet his name is something boring like... Don. I had a conductor named Don, he was a total douche and laughed at his own jokes."
Holy crap. His name IS Don, he IS a total douche and he DOES laugh at his own jokes. These people just won't leave me the hell alone. This includes said roommate, who once brought a male friend over who left Victoria's Secret lotion on our kitchen countertop before going clubbing.
Sorry, whenever I mention my roommate, I tend to rant about his douchebag-ness and events that lead to the questioning of his sexuality. Seriously though, who spends 40 minutes in the bathroom, 10 of which he just has the sink faucet on. I swear, sometimes he's just hacking crap up into the sink and it makes me think he's bulimic. Ok, I'm stopping.
I've probably written too much for anyone to care enough to read the entire thing. Maybe that's a good thing. This is a piece of crap entry anyway.
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| Stacy's Stuckyumikoo49 (2:53:20 PM): dude yumikoo49 (2:53:21 PM): im stuck berek24 7 (2:58:35 PM): then make sure the toilet seat's down next time yumikoo49 (2:58:44 PM): hahaa yumikoo49 (2:58:47 PM): ...ironic berek24 7 (2:59:42 PM): ewwww berek24 7 (2:59:46 PM): i was kidding
She's on her laptop, too. The hell.
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