monday madness

so spring break wasn't really anything special...didn't really go anywhere..i spent most of my weekend at koreys house...i finally got a tanning package on wednesday...omg i was so happy!! i spent a lot of nights at crystals house..that was fun..i hung out with mikki, jessie, chris, adam jason, and travis on tuesday (i think) and we walk all over the place and i bonded with mikki...and it wasn't that wierd with jessie, i was expecting it to be but it really wasn't.. i had to work on wednesday and friday, then after work i friday i stayed the night at koreys cause we had to get up really early to go to sandy pines...omg i have never gotten woaking up so ruddly in my hole life..lol...but it was kinda funny. so on our way home from sandy pines, koreys truck started acting really weird..frist the speedometer broke and we had no idea how fast we were going, then while we were driving his battery died, then all of the sudden it started to smoke really REALLY bad and we had to pull over, well come to find out he trasmition blew out and when we had stoped there was a huge trail of trasmition fluid everywhere...i felt so bad...he was so pissed...he already owed a lot of money on this truck, and transmition is so expensive..they said it would cost 1,200 to get it fixed..so hopfully we can find some where, where it is cheeper...well thats all for now...comment!

TRUTH AB0UT GiRLS FACT #18.
it doesn't matter who dumped who or why. 
whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always
bothers us. not because we`re not over you, but
because we know that we used to be that girl..

everyone asks me what he has that
no  other  guy  does. well  here's  a
hint--> he's got my heart.

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion p games & then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd played with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.

so i've been having one of thee most stressful times of my life. i can't seem to get along with my parents, and that is wierd for me because we are really close, but my dad and i have never really gotten along. i have friends telling me they are my bestfriend and then turing right back around and say something completly different. korey and i are ok, we've been fighting a lot but its just kinda little things. he deff. has been my support through my hole family thing and im happy that he has been there. i got a new job and i have to work a lot so we'll see how this goes. dance hasn't been the funest but for some reason i could be in the worst mood and go to dance practice and be perfectly fine afterwords..dance is like my salvation. i can't wait until crossroads starts, that will be a blast. amelia and i have grown more apart then we did when i was with justin. at least we talked more then. i hardly ever see chantelle, thats depressing all in its self. i got a ticket that i still have to pay for and that SUCKS! but i don't think i would have been able to make it through all of this if i didn't have peanit, kari, and korey. but im stressed to my max so i just start crying all the time, like the littlest thing can happen and i can just start crying..thats not fun..i had to re-pierce my nose last night. OMG did that hurt! i was bleeding so bad, way more then the first time i got it done. well i have to get going to school..mucho love!...until lext time

~amanda

i love the way you pick me up & spin me round & round
i love the way you hold my hand no matter who's there
i love the way you say my full name when your mad
i love the way that you tilt my chin just enough to kiss me
i love the way your arms fit perfectly around my waist
i love the way you say i love you like no one else does
i love the way you let me sleep on your shoulder when im tired
i love the way you twist my hair & play with it too
but most improtantly i love the way you love me too! <3
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

We don't have to say we're Best Friends, we're the kind of friends,
people see & automatically say "Do you see them? They're best friends."
We're the kind of friends people envy, people wish they had a friendship
like ours..so complete that when we're without each other, we feel incomplete.
Yea, we're that kind of friends.

so latly lots of things have happened...im just busy, busy, busy..and that's the way i like it....i've been going out with korey since march 2, and things have been great!! he is kari's twin brother. i've gotten really close with kari and crystal and i love them to death!!

kari~you have been there for me through a lot of stuff...even though you use to hate me and make fun me all the time with my glasses and such..but hey, what can i say..i deff. wasn't the most attractive thing...lol...you always listen to me and vise versa...i love you a million yellow m-n-m's!!

HAHA!

crystal~you always have good advice. you have gone through alomst all the same things i have..and that is so sweet!! your always there when i needed you and im always here for you...we havn't had our fight moments yet..but who knows..but i hope we don't end up like you and ashley...lol...i love you a million red daisys!!

you guys have both been there for me latly...and for that..im greatful...i couldn't ask for better friends!

hey all...so xanga pretty much is not fun anymore..i remember when it use to be like the coolest thing and i was on it like everyday..now im like never on this thing...well anyways..life has been pretty fun latly..i have deff. made new good friends...crystal and kari..omg i love them!! they are so awesome!! i miss amelia and chantelle though..i feel like very distant from them...amelia has lyle and chantelle has emily and jessie..so i feel like we never have time for each other..its pretty sad...

well all i can remember is what happened since friday...well friday was MY first day in the swing dancing class...it was super fun..it was really seperated though..everyone had like there own little group things..then after dance i went over to peanits for the weekend..we rented some scary movies and stayed up all night...

then saturday me and peanit when to kari's house for a party she was having..that was a lot of fun..really messy though...then after that kari came home with us and we headed off to olive garden! yummy!! then we went back to peanits house and played this wierd game called NIGHTMARE! we had a lot of good laughs out of that!! lol..then we feel asleep..lol..then we woke up bright and early sunday and took kari home..then i had to come home because my mom is gay and said i had been gone for to long..then i went and picked crystal up and she came and stayed the night at my house (we decided to swith things up a bit) then monday babysat little mark and he was sooo cute!! then school rolled around and it was gay as normal..then i went over to kari's house after school because we wanted to go get some job apps..then whoville called us and we met him up at his work and he gave us a free pizza..it was good and they had like the sweetest chairs ever!! then we headed over to aim high to see ryan and james play in there last bball gave..they lost by one point it was really sad then..i didn't even get to talk to ryan because we had to go home and then we watched like the last to seconds of american idol...

wednesay i went back to kari's house after school and thats when the fun started...ok so i threw and empty bottle of juice at korey and he was like "oh you think thats funny?" and i said yeah so he threw a bottle of bbq sauce at me and it went all over me i was so pissed!! it was in my hair, on my sweatshirt. on my pants and all over the wall behind me...i almost started crying!! but then he took my sweatshirt and srubbed the sauce out of it..it was so cute!! then today i went back over to karis and just hung out..i got to drive koreys truck!! i want a truck so bad!! and now im sitting here typing in this thing..well gotta go mucho love

~amanda nicole

hey ya'll its been awhile..a long while, since i written so i thought i would update...so life has been freaking awesome!! its been a long time since life was this good..i've gotten closer with a lot of my friends..and really distant from the others...well its nice not to have a guy to worrie about!! me and crystal are becoming awesome friends and so are me and kari!! my sister is in the hospital..AGAIN! she got way to drunk and can't stop throwing up..so that sux...things with my mom havn't been a breeze..but thats what my friends are for! im not feeling so well either...winterfest was yesterday and i think it was the gayest dance i have ever been to! well i don't go to church anymore so i havn't seen anyone who goes there..since like forever ago...well gotta go...adios!

.::amanda::.